not an eboy playlist pt.3

bless ur ears

lyrics 

you ask me how i’ve been and i lie saying 
it’s been a little bit better 
yknow just how much i love winter 
you call me up and tell me it’s been so good now 
but what about me 
but what about me

while i lay in bed 
thinking about my regrets
oh and what you said 
oh and what you did 
so i rest my head 
and i’ll call my friends
knock around the bend
oh and i don’t know when
oh and i don’t know how 
my life’s turning upside down 

but i wanna see you tonight 
but i can’t justify 
and i wanna turn off the lights 
and try to simplify 
and we can talk a lot of shit 
or rectify what you did 
or i can call up a ride 
to come and get me 
get me and get me again

so do you wna go 4 a ride waoooo









hey

I can't believe I accidentally publicly uploaded all my demos on my main lmao - mini rant in the description (ignore)but life has been so up n down for ages but finally getting good again man like music has purity again, I feel like I'm 15 again never wanting to look away from the pixel turned sounds and just freshness in what I'm doing. I'm not tryna make hits, I'm not tryna be this big name or anything bc it's so subjective n if that shit happens 2 me it happens but atm I'm j tryna have fun and be myself n not try be all that

hey sry i suck, here's a 2 min song <3

prod me :)!

every summer that i don’t have you 
i wish it was warmer
i wish it was brighter
i wish it was us

and every summer that i don’t have you
i barely remember the nights that i know that i dream about us

i don’t wanna lose you
i don’t wanna wake up with you not there

false memories
i swore you were mine
my everything
i need you to lie
lie next to me
i’m falling for my
false memories
ooh i cry  

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False Memory

Track 02 off the 'Too Fast For Satan' EP
Released: 13th June 2015
Songs written by Connor Brooker
Performed by Connor Brooker & Brock Weston
Recorded & Mastered by Brock Weston
Artwork by Martin Horak

Tinnies

NOT A DEAR DIARY, UNPITCHED

stupid song about being suffocated by suburbia over LO-FI LE-VI's, YOU

original beat by @lofilevi

thought it was a cute beat xx

lyrics:

so every day i think about what it’d be like to spend the rest of my life with you

and anyway i’m happy that our paths have crossed

cause if not i’d be stuck in

this old town wearing hand me downs

stuck walking around with these drugs we found

couple lost kids down in the dumps but now

they think they’re fine cause they run the town

and anyway

they seem alright, cut grass on boulevards

and anyway

a life of sex and drugs and stupid cars

dog town

living close to your grandma

dog town

sheltered suburbia

dog town

9 to 5 24/7

dog town

pray to god that they find heaven

so i’ll take the bus

never made a fuss

cause i never knew better in my cosy knit sweater

thanks grandma i love you a lot

heart broken, grandsons on pot

better walk the dog

then i’ll do the trash

i hate my school got c’s in math

but i met a girl

yeah she’s really nice

gotta ask my mum if she can stay the night in

dog town

living close to your grandma

dog town

sheltered suburbia

dog town

9 to 5 24/7

dog town

pray to god that they find heaven

dog town

STELLA & STEVE

Supalonely (feat. Gus Dapperton)

striptease

No Emotionzzz (prod. hi-c)

I Throw A Fit

lyrics:
what are you doing step bro?!?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MD74Uezjbks

COCKNBALLTORTURE (BMG X JASIAH X CXRPSE X DARKIE) (PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE)

https://open.spotify.com/album/58VpJfGC97dnQEbF7AgExF

mixing help from dretty pope and trophytrophy, thank u both

the months surrounding this song have been mixture of pain and countless attempts to recover. but the song itself describes the feeling of escapism whenever i saw her.

False Memory

jj indecisive