<3 <3

@4amxx <3

lyrics:

[chorus]
worried bout my health
think im doing better
climbing up this hill
i dont wanna tell her
i dont wanna make it
dont think i can bear it
i wont be the reason
reason for the merit
take another pill
losing all awareness
thinking bout our time
wishing that i cherished
sour like a lime
life isnt the fairest
wishing that i died
miss me if i perish

[verse]
but i dont wanna try, no no
diamond in ur eye, no no
feel like i could fly
falling till i die, no no
i dont wanna try, you know youre the fairest
diamond in your eye, 100 thousand karats,
feel like i could fly, i might have to air it
falling till i die, miss me if i perish

[chorus]

perish (4am)

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my april '25

PROD BY @MENTAL
ART BY @BLXTY

IS THERE EVEN ANY POINT
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA KNOW
GIRL I’M SORRY I KNOW THAT I DISAPPOINT YOU
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA GO 
GO AWAY I’M FEELING THIS PAIN ALL DAY
I’M POPPING WAY TOO MUCH TAGS DROPPING TOO MUCH BAGS IT’S NOT OK
MAKE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY
SHE KNOW BLX, NOT MY REAL NAME
DONT NEED CHEATS I GOT REAL AIM
GOT REAL FRIENDS GOT REAL FAME
I MIGHT HURT MYSELF IF I’M NOT CAREFUL
SHE DID ME SO BAD IT’S FINE CAUSE I GOT MENTAL 
MAKE A LIVING CRYING OVER INSTRUMENTALS 
I CAN SHARE MY HEART, BUT BABY PLEASE BE GENTLE 
IDK WHY I WOULD LIE TO YOU
IF IM REAL I’D PROBABLY DIE FOR YOU
SPEND THESE NIGHTS ALWAYS FIGHTING YOU
WHATS THE POINT TELL ME WHATS THE POINT
WHATCHA WANNA UH-
WATCHA WANNA DO
WATCHA WANNA BE
BE WITH ME
BUY YOU JIMMY CHOO BUY YOU DOUBLE C
UGH
BAE HOP UP IN MY V
HOP UP IN MY RIDE LOOK AT THE STARS
SHE SAID IM A STAR WHERE DO I EVEN START OMG

I NEED YOUR LOVE BABY
I SELF DESTRUCT LATELY
KISSES AND TOUCH MADE ME FEEL LIKE IM STUCK LATELY
THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
I NEED A 180
CUT AFTER CUT MADE ME FEEL OUT OF LUCK LATELY

CAN YOU HOLD ME CLOSER THAN YOU DID?
I SAW STARS IN MY EYES AND I MADE A WISH
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, AND IT FELT LIKE BLISS
AND THERES NO OTHER FEELING THATS QUITE LIKE THIS

IM SO BROKEN, FIX ME, MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN
I NEED SOMETHING MORE THAN MEDICINE
I NEED YOUR LOVE SO SWEET AND ELEGANT
PRAYED 3 TIMES AND CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN
(X2)

two hearts ft. mental

@violetxx9

yea i dont need ur trust, i dont need ur luv bitch
yea im hi like the sun, im burnin up smthn
pls dont get me wrong, im doin the wrong things
so when u look at me wrong, i just cant be honest
yea n i need ur blud, ik
i cant regret my choice, ik
u like to ignore my voice, ik
u like to ignore my joy, y tho?
yea im burnin up bud,
im burnt by the sun,
im heald by her blud,
i think that im done,
im turnin to nothin
who do i trust?
nobody now
pls dont come round,
ima be out,
im up to smthn
my fangs r out,
im raisin up hell,
im trackin a smell,
ik they cant tell,
ima b smthn

my choice (violet)

cameras (mxsui)

muzzle (meta)

cry out (saig seanpotter)

cantu (symelz jakejones)

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake

promise (friendly)

hiii im backk!! sry for being inactive... happy bday to me!

@y4ndere

tell me, but be honest
i might help you only if you want it
i cant believe that you still havent noticed
you say you wont let me go is that a promise?
i hopeee

yaa i dont get why... we get super close but then we cut it off
i dont rly know, why are we so weak i thought we're so strong
we've fallen way too deep i feel like there's no way out

taste of my blood, you really wanna know
open my guts, i don't wanna know uhhh
open my veins cuz i don't feel no pain
damn im really sorry that ive been made this way….

even hot chocolate couldn't make me feel right
am i missing something? i cant never feel fine
even hot chocolate couldn't make me feel right
am i missing something? i cant never feel fine

grab my heart and check if it has a shape
did it melt away... i rly hope not
idk if im gonna be okay,
without you im gonna be afraid

∛heart (yandere)

<3 .

I'm trying my best to stay calm I can't crash out, today my niece was born yea I'm feeling love now. Ik that I got cuts but don't look at them now, I'll try my best to be a good uncle. I'll try my best, I'll try my best I promise. I'll do a better job than my uncle I promise, cuz he abandoned me yea he never contacted me. I just hate thinking that no one would care to message me.

Blood's thicker than water, I'm so glad ur now on this earth. I'll do the best that I can, if u ever need me I'll be right there, you give me joy. I thought deep ab my life like sigmund Freud. Sometimes I’m glad I didn't kill myself, cuz I would never have experienced this. Life can be beautiful it's what you make of it, I think that bro I got a purpose. Purpose, I think that I got a purpose. I think that I need to share my pain with my music, if I never had music I would've been dead. That's no joke I think that I would've fucking bled.

I'm an outcast I guess that I'm an outcast , at school I got bullied bc I was an outcast. I was always locked in w edits, I didn't have no friends irl and they knew it. Even w music I'm being pushed away, ima go my own way yea my own lane. Uh uh uh. Ye uh uh uh, ye huh uh

i’ll be good, i promise. i love you so so much. <3 #uncleosei

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i’ll be good, i promise. i love you so so much. <3 #uncleosei (prod nassim)

@violetxx9

#VLM

days alone 
i can't see the love
girl just take me home 
yea i done had enough
hear the way u love to lie
i wasn't wrong 
asking u a hundred times 
girl what is wrong
blinded by these flashing lights 
im tryna see tmrw
and shawty i can't love ya 
it's not wrong
i told myself i wouldn't stay
i can't tho 
yea thinking all the time waste 
just to be alone yea
yea she wanna ride in CLA
im tryna hold my pain yea
can't see my face
u lying with ur fingers crossed
the things that i don't understand
back against the wall
can't u see me how im seeing u
the way u broke my heart when u told me too
yea i just want the same thing all these people want
i cared around to listen and tell me what

days alone p. violet

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