lyrics:
i dont know whats real anymore and i dont know if i care
and i know i dont mean nothing, im just silence in the air
while i lay and sleep and im thankful that youre there
while you ebb and flow like the tide at which i stare

i keep getting lost in my dreams
i panic and choke and i break at the seams
i need to speak up, i got no mouth to scream
i got tape on my lips, i got nails through my teeth

and they got your hands tied while they put me to sleep
i just want to wake up but im up already
so ill go back to sleep in the hope that i dream
im finally safe, in the morning we'll see

used to sleep on the floor, stare the ceiling on my back
im a fiend for the chores thatll get me back on track
its a blur, now im here, got no money left to stack
im a lonely bedroom person, man thank god i lost my mac-9

fuck you mean? im just me, for the last time
let me be, in the depths got a landmine
if you keep adding weight, its a landslide
im not here, im a ghost, man what am i

every night im drowning in the trap that i have made
pinned down to the floor its like a vat of melted brain
better call me Jigsaw way i engineer this pain
but its all just toward myself im strapping up and taking aim

im tying my hands, im priming the gears
the door is locked shut, im facing my fears
a bag on my head, i can only hear
the sound of myself, the scream in my ear

the smell of the corpses, my previous lives
my body's a vessel, get drained everytime
i ran out of blood, im getting dry
my enemy is me inside

Reverse John Kramer

reverse john kramer (prod midnightblueeyes)

lyrics
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and when i'm past my prime
will i come to terms with the paths i'll find
will i be contemplating suicide
and will the pavement crack where minds collide
cause i've been trippin' backwards jerk chicken
on my plate sippin' arizona in a chronic state
full effect
i guess that's what i deserve
so when i'm long gone talk to the birds

say whatchu want
cause i'm never ever leavin'
imma pray to the wall
cause it's holdin' up the ceiling
i get up when i fall
cause this life of mine got meaning
i don't care whatchu want
cause you just up in your feelings

i can't name a single track you didn't benefit from being on
yeah your demeanor changed after they put you on that song
the tomfoolery of artists putting on their pawn
to con they mon 
these sugar babies awfully fond
of crunchin' numbers with the villain
when the ceilings high
no need for windows in this building
i'm just soarin' by
they caught wind that i was in the area
that's fine
cause all that talk is for the birds
i guess it's chirping time

you can't tell me nothing i ain't ever heard before
if you really wanna hurt me maybe pry a little more

black out
gone but i'm back now
i'm just gonna talk my shit
take a fat ass hit
like it's smackdown
i'm cracked now
stars in my head gonna crash down
nah i ain't turning back now
when the fuck this gonna end

jerk chicken

i remember how your lips still taste

ft. cr1tter
prod. remghost x caves

lyrics
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i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

can you feel me through the screen
can you tell me what it means
when i pour my guts out
and you leave me on seen
i just lost a friend
i just lost a lover
walking on a tightrope
with my eyes covered
i don't wanna fight no
i don't wanna crush her
i feel like a psycho
when i'm off the uppers
uppers downers
i just miss being around her
another lie another high another compromise 
i can't wait no more i'll be gone tonight
go through hell to see the heaven in her eyes
she treat me bad i treat her well there's no surprise

i'm free-falling out the back of the window
back to when things were still simple
now i've got nothing left
i'm just a boy on the internet
we won't talk we'll just sit here in limbo
looking for signs and some symbols
some that we'll never see
now we're just high on a memory

my recollection's alluding to lust
picking my brain until it self destructs
something inside of me's calling your bluff
calling your bluff
this little travesty lies in the rough
thought i'd get over it but i'm still stuck
endlessly cycling this off the cuff
i'm not enough

boy on the internet (ft. cr1tter) (prod. remghost x caves)

i know you hate when i smoke

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wonder if you listen to the songs I do
I know that music's in your blood, it's always in mine too
Since we don't talk this is my way of reaching out to you
And now the sunset makes me think your name in every hue

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

spookybands:
Are you looking at the moon right now?
I can see it in your eyes, I don't think you ever really loved me
Did you buy yourself a beer last night?
And then some whiskey right after, anyway that's how I'm passing the time

And did you tell her about me? 
That new girl that you seeing
I bet she thought my name was cool

Does she text you while you on your way over
Telling you to look up at the moon
That's what I used to do.

These memories just turn to pain
And then get mixed up in my brain
I won't ever be okay
The bar is open every day

Hold me while I drift away
You don't have to miss me baby
I just tell myself you are
To feel better (that's fucking crazy)

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

Look At The Moon

look at the moon (ft. spookybands)

deathwish

this is the story of a boy who knew too much
so the world was always gray, and he had no sense of touch
and he kept himself real safe inside the confines of his bed
but he was not alone, hearing all the words been said

all my friends are the demons in my head
and we always have a talk every time i go to bed
but i don't think they're my favorite, they just wanna rub it in
that you're probably gone forever, but i should not give a shit 'cause

that's life, but i really wish it ain't
'cause like everytime i panic, i can't breath and then i faint
but it's probably 'cause i never eat enough, now i'm drained
i just got no appetite since you split, i'm detained

this is the story of a girl who felt too much
she just wanted to be held, but she rarely felt a touch
and the distance always broke her, the connection turned to rust
so now she's somewhere out there, and there's no one that i trust

with her

this is the story of a boy who's now grown up
he spends his time alone, he minds his business, makes some bucks
he knows he has to stay here even when he feels it tug
there's nothing on the other side, it's all the same but just more fucked

The Story

the story

if you're reading this, get me outta here.

trapped in a box

wegmans

Hook & Backtrack - MILLION DOLLAR BABY by Tommy Richardson
Verses - Badu Flow by BigXThaPlug

MILLION DOLLAR BABY (feat. BigXThaPlug) - Tommy Richman

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