Hello again, I'm back from beyond, yielding yet again another track. 
While traversing the shadows, I've come to notice a great many patterns, in behaviour and desires.
Of both, those close and those random.. No real conclusion is truly drawn from my observations, but this particular song is an attempt to encapsulate a commonality that I see most tend to crave. 

I spend much of my time alone, and in those times, I am still capable of feeling intense enjoyment from different sources, and that enjoyment or excitement can be both physical and mental. 
Now, the important bit to note is that the mental enjoyment, can warp.. change almost completely to what once was, and also can be entirely dependant on other stimuli, such as mood, pressure or anxiety. 
But the body, on the other hand... is often more prone to 1 dimensional reactions. And the body, is much more reliable for gauging how one really feels.. 
The ninja knew this, and applied a wide array of body kinesthetics to understand not only of themselves, but also more of the world around them. 
If you feel physically ill to your stomach, no real amount of mental fortitude is going to negate such a fact. 
Where as a mental handicap such as negative thoughts focused on one thing.. can be altered by physical movement focus. And 1 undeniable trait, my body never fails to displays.. when I know that something is truly good.. is goosebumps.. such is the body showing you the truth. 
In conclusion, that's what this song is about. 

About seeking those things that give us, goosebumps... 
About the things that make is feel good, except with the last verse talking about ways we collapse into ourselves, and rob ourselves of feeling good.

It's an older song, written over a year ago.. but touched up to reflect my thoughts today. It's a more sombre tone, with production from https://soundcloud.com/diza-noventas. 
Much love Diza for lending me such a sound to express to. 

Lyrics Below. 


------------------------------ LYRICS ---------------------------------

INTRO VERSE 
I THINK I'VE FOUND, 
THE SOURCE OF MY STRUGGLES- 
TO MY SURPRISE-
IT WAS NONE OF THE TROUBLES- 
THAT I FACE DAILY, 
IT WAS WHAT I WASNT--- CHASING,  
THAT I FELT HAD DROVE ME CRAZY, 
NOT NECESSARILY 
BEING LAZY- 
ONLY COMFORTABLE: NERVOUS TOTHINGS CHANGING
EVEN THOUGH, 
FEELS LIKE LIFE'AH WASTING- 

WORRIED IF THE DECISIONS I'M MAKING -
ARE EVEN WORTH THE TIME TO MAKE IT. 
EVEN WORTH IT, 
NOT UNHAPPY IN THE MOMENT- BUT THE FUTURE, WHEN BROUGHT TO SURFACE, 
SEEMS BLURRY AND UNCERTAIN.

INTRO HOOK ---- X2 
OH,   
MY WONDERLUST, 		       
WONDERS WHAT - IS WHAT,            
TO DREAM & RE-ADJUST, 	          
TO GIVE AND GET GOOSEBUMPS, YES ----------------------

 
VERSE 1
I'M LOOKING JUST TO-
INTERMINGLE, TO TOUCH &FEEL THE TINGLE, 
NIMBLE WITH THE LINGUAL, SO-
TWINKLE TWINKLE- 
LITTLESTAR,  
THIS IS JUST A WINDOW
OUR BUILDINGS, ARE TOO FAR,
TOO GREAT TO REACH ACROSS
WE'VE GOT TO GO DOWNSTAIRS, AND MEET UP IN THE HALL, 
TO TOUCH, CONNECT AND TALK. 
BUT THAT'S OKAY, BECAUSE THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WANT, 
WHAT I FEEL I NEED, IS ANOTHER BEING IN THIS MOMENT TO FEEL COMPLETE, 
SO I REACH-
SO I REACH-(DRUM CHANGE)
BUT IF IT WAS UP TO ME, IN THE END I WONDER STILL, WHO I WOULD SEEK.
WHO I WOULD CHOOSE TO BE BESIDE,  
OPPOSITES ATTRACT, BUT ALWAYS TEND TO BE ALIKE, 
IT'S ALMOST EVERYSINGLE NIGHT, 
I FIND THIS TOPIC WITH A FLASHLIGHT, 
WHEN SEARCHING INSIDE, THE CHAMBERS OF MY MIND. 

HOOK 
OHH
WE FEEL THE RUSH, 
FROM THE TOUCH TO TOUCH, 
FROM THOSE WE WISH TO LOVE
TO GIVE&GET GOOSEBUMPS, YES - 
//
OHH,
I FEEL THE LUST,
TO TOUCH- WHATS UNTOUCHED, 
ON THOSE I WISH TO LOVE,
TO GIVE&GET GOOSEBUMPS, YES ------------------------
 
VERSE 2 
IT'S OKAY TO HAVE FLAWS, 
BUT IT DOESN'T MAKE ANYSENSE, 
TO LET YOUR IGNORANCE, 
BE A MAJOR CAUSE IN YOUR DOWNFALL, 

ARGUMENT, OR A FIGHT, 
FROM WHAT STARTED AS A TALK-
ABOUT, 
WHAT IS RIGHT,  
ANDULTIMATELY- WHO IS AT FAULT, 
-WHO IS IN THE WRONG 
&ON THE OUTSIDE LOOKING- I CAN SEE IT ALL-
&IN THE END,
WHEN EMOTIONS BE INVOLVED, 
EMOTIONALLY CHARGED ... &LIVING INSECURELY IN YOUR THOUGHTS, 
BEING CALLED OUT, OR BEING CAUGHT, 
ON THE FLAWS THEY WISH WERE FRAUD, 
IT'S NOT ABOUT BEING RIGHT - 
IT'S JUST FEAR OF BEING WRONG. 

WRONG&RIGHT, 
ARE NOTHING BUT DIFFERENT VIEWS ON LIFE-
THERES MORE IN STORE, 
EVENTHOUGH, IT'S NOT IN SIGHT. YOU'VE GOT TO LOOK INSIDE-
SO MANY LET THEM PASS IT BY- NO REASON, RHYME, OR WHY- 

BREAK --- 

HOOK BANK------------------------- 

OHH
WE FEEL THE RUSH,                      
FROM THE TOUCH TO TOUCH,      
FROM THOSE WE WISH TO LOVE      
TO GIVE&GET 
THE GOOSEBUMPS, YES - 
THE GOOSEBUMPS,

OHH,
I FEEL THE LUST,                             
TO TOUCH- WHATS UNTOUCHED,  
ON THOSE I WISH TO LOVE,           
TO GIVE&GET
THE GOOSEBUMPS, YES - 
THE GOOSEBUMPS, 

OH, 
SO THUNDEROUS, 
THE HEART PUMPS BLOOD, 
TO PUMP, ADRENALINE, 
TO GIVE AND GET
THE GOOSEBUMPS, YES - 
THE GOOSEBUMPS,

OH,
SHE GLAMOROUS, 
THE HEART SKIP & JUMP, 
&THUMP SO VIGOROUS 
TO GIVE&GET
THE GOOSEBUMPS, YES - 
THE GOOSEBUMPS,


END.


Much peace, 

Malev

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