Jerel (@jerelgnk):
Look
Broke through the quarter life crisis
God got me through all of my vices
I was floating way too long
Had to pay all the prices
Had to hop off devices
I was way too distracted
Hopped off the gram, full of self doubt
Seeing in the dark, man
You know I had to turn on the light switch
Look
My mind, can’t trust it
Gotta reconstruct my subconscious, cause
I just really be thinking a lot
About all the times I messed up but
Ain’t nobody got time for dat
There’s a TED Talk online for dat
Gotta repeat, replay, memorize every line to dat
Look
Gotta kickstart change
But it’s so hard to do what I say
“Bro, what the hell do I do when I’m stuck?”
I just pray to God up above
Get rid of my doubts
Get rid of my fears
Get rid of this hate
Get rid of the tears
Please give me the strength,
To see better days
Oh my God, please show me the way out
The greater the pain, the greater the pay out

Michael (@dotsuou):
And when it comes to God, 
That’s my number one way out 
He gave us a layout
Page by page, day by day
No matter what you’re okay, so long as you pray
What’s that again that they say?
Satan today’s not your day?
Cuz
I run the risk of 
Glitchin’ like a glitch in the system
Symptomatic of the sins that have been done
Baptized but I think I need a quick scrub
And this sucks
Always messing things up, always setting things up
For things to look up, but I’m on hard luck
Thought I was good, but now I’m lookin so dumb
Like a ditz when it hits like a blitz
I think I needa read some lit from Doc Lipshitz
I needa quit this
Quite quick, Father Mike Schmitz
Said I got like two options
You either feed or fight it
Either heed him or try to deny him
No need for more time to be hiding
If you seek what you need you'll find it
Don't be blinded
No Pontius Pilate, just Simon
Guess I know what to do
Easy to say, not to do
Win or lose
I got some ‘splainin' to do
I’m a loose cannon, active fuse
Diffusin’ me's a doozy but it’s something I need to prove
That my power to choose is true

Me (@sidthechad):
Worry bout my judgment day
Heard He got something to say
Almost lost my ticket when I pulled up outside heaven’s gates
Fallen off the righteous path
Dabbled on the sinner’s side
Came back with a golden Jesus piece and now I’m sanctified 
Ball so hard, let me seize the moment 
Take another shot then smoke the potent 
Is it that bad if I sin a little?
Guess I’ll find out when I seek atonement 
Pressing my hands if I lose my way
Tatted my back, does that prove my faith?
Knowing all that when the day is over 
Ultralight beam go supernova 
Okay
Thought that I been done
Lost in my selfish ways then I was 
Blessed with the wisdom
Showing me signs that I can’t explain
So never in my life will I have time to question everything 
But I’ll have that conversation on the day I earn my wings
And I’m off

Seek What You Need - @jerelgnk, @dotsuou, @sidthechad (prod. by Balance Cooper)

On May 30th, I signed up to do stand up at The Lyte open mic at Huddle cowork in Stockton, CA! 

We all danced to a live rendition of Passionfruit earlier in the evening, which made me go into the Kendrick/Drake beef material for the first half of my set. 

Enjoy

STAND UP @ THE LYTE - KDOT/DRIZZY beefin

Peep @jmbldup on instagram. 

stand up comedy. random reflections. 
life as it is, jumbled up. 
written and performed by
Jerel Matthew Baltazar Labson.
lol 
Stockton, CA

JMBL'D UP

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