Jaydes - migraine (slowed)

jaydes/yen & beabadoobee - migraine

yen-i miss you and im at this point in life (sped up + no intro)

Jaydes-hysteric (slowed)

jaydes- i miss u and its at this point in my life (sped up)

suicideimar- tht bitch ruined my reputation (slowed)

Wifiskeleton-Lovefool demo (slowed)

idc what she doin slowed-skel

Walk around with my eyes on the ground
And my head in my ass 'cause I can't get it out (Totally better than Nirvana)
You look at me like I'm just some kinda fool
But that's all I can really be for you (Totally better than Nirvana)
Been like this for like thirteen years, I spent most of my life swallowed up by my fears
And I'll be like this for most of the day
I'll be out in the cold 'til my palms turn gray
Hey, hey, hey, what more can I say?
Hey, hey, you looked so beautiful already

Walk around with my eyes on the ground
And my head in my ass 'cause I can't get it out
You look at me like I'm just some kinda fool
But that's all I can really be for you
Been like this for like thirteen years, I spent most of my life swallowed up by my fears
And I'll be like this for most of the day
I'll be out in the cold 'til my palms turn gray
Hey, hey, hey, what more can I say?
Hey, hey, you looked so beautiful already

Get me out of this place
I'm so excited to be anything
Get me out of this place
I'm so excited to be anything

lovefool demo - wifiskeleton (slowed)

A dark, cinematic trip—gritty drums, deep groove and a cosmic translator line that sets the tone from the first second.

For dark is...

Lyrics: 

Of course I fucked up my coffee again
God, I'm so fuckin stupid

I thought it was a simple mistake
But now it's a habit I seem to take daily
For the sake of...

I don't know

The doctors could never get my medication right

Is it because I lied In fear that they might peer into my poorly steered mind? 

I don't know
I guess I'll never know

But I do know that if my coffee doesn't taste right
Then I might not get on with my day in the right way that I intended to according to my plans I made last night 

And then I'll start to forget what it's like to remember to ignore the voice in my head that tells me that my body isn't the one I like

And then I'll hopelessly obsess over the fantasy of permanently changing my body for an impermanent feeling
What a waste of my time, I'll never be satisfied

If I can't even get my own coffee right, why would I ever believe I could be satisfied with the medication they choose
or the body I'd fight live in

There's no use trying to read between the lines caught in my sinuses

You'll find nothing there but lies I tell myself

like "I'll be fine for another hit"

A dose over what I can usually take is just enough to rid me of my spineless "desire" of suicide

So now I can set that aside for a time later down the line when I'm no longer fearing for my life

There was too much water in my coffee this morning
So I guess I'll make another one later and stay up tonight
It's not like I enjoy sleeping anyway

But if I do end up sleeping
I'll end up getting to sleep too late 
To enjoy the next day
Cause I'll sleep in
And I'll wish I just poured out my coffee and made another

But my mother always taught me not to waste whats been paid for
And if I make another, I must be greedy
So I'll just suffer and hope tomorrow's  coffee is poured right
But it never is anymore because I forgot the milk ratio for my coffee
Why can I never seem to get it right anymore?

I don't know
It doesn't bother me much

But it's enough that I notice
And now instead of feeling satisfied 
All I can do is focus on the bitter side of my mind
Like why must I be the one cursed to see this eyesore that I see staring back at me in my haunted mirror

Whoever you are, leave me alone
And stop looking at me with those crooked teeth 
And a body too feminine to fear my foes 
But too masculine to to shower alone in peace

It's no wonder you're emotionally disconnected from physical intimacy 
Can't you see?
This is what my reflection was destined to be

My own personal lingering stench to keep me sick of living in the discomfort of my own home

I wish just once my mind could tell me the lies that I want to hear and not the ones I fear

I think I'll just get someone else to make my fucking coffee when I wake up

idc what she doin slowed-skel

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