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Ig:shankmo6

"we can breathe soot, we just gotta learn how"

i'm so tired but im putting the last of my energy into some music for u guys 2026. Just bought an Apollo Twin X an acoustic guitar, & a uke. Trying to invest in myself I just hope I can find the strength to keep up. My job and mental health are literally destroying me :) I have no room to breathe & like do what I want to do I spent all this last year investing and banking on someone I fell in love with for it to all fall apart, and make work and life even more difficult to get thru and navigate. I almost always feel ill do a degree but I am literally going to push myself even if it kills me. I dont feel healthy at all haha something is wrong internally and I cant get answers other than muscle spasm xl I dont feel like I have long and honestly I was starting to get better but we're back, i think its bc of substance abuse and stress but i dont want to quit without my reason & idk why it cant be myself. fighting suicidal thoughts everyday guys so if I make another promise i dont keep i do apologize. I know I can get healthy but idk how if she isnt here, what a silly little brain i have, finding reason & purpose to keep going in other people.



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