i learned

lyrics:
i forgot already
why you told me i should go
but i remember being drunk and asking u to use ur phone
must have made myself look dumb
cos all i talked about was how i started rolling joints last night
and that i couldn't wait to go to california
and i'd ask u if you'd been and what's it like
up in the mountains, and i'll add i've lived in texas most my life
and you would roll ur eyes but i would ponder off and never notice you were mad
and you call me saying shit that sounds like this

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play cyberpunk 
sorry that's a stupid question 
i just don't know what to say 
2077 might be better days

arizona's hot but not as hot as texas or nevada in the summer 
and the drive was kind of long because i drove through by myself 
listening to bon iver and some nirvana
and that song blind pilot sang
it made me think of u before i saw the sunset 
in colorado in the rain and so i pulled my car on over 
cos i heard ur voice and this is what u said

what's it like in phoenix
do u miss me 
are u scared
how's the weather over there
do u still play ESO
sorry that's a stupid question 
what's a better one these days
we're all burnt out lost ourselves washed down the drain

what's it like back home and do i miss you?
yes i do
yes i wanna be with u
we don't have to talk too much
that's ok cos i do bad with conversation
and we’ll live in mmos
we don't care
and we don't know

phoenix, arizona

wondering how (acoustic lullaby version)

too close w/ lil lotus

For we do not have (Let us therefore come forward) (Heb. 4:15-16)

What It's Like

The Devil Be Damned

Flatsound - Sleep (Acoustic)

Because the version I wanted to upload got deleted.

[do you still think of me
when youre dreaming
is a buzzing
under your feet

when you grow tired
and are lying in bed alone
is there a longing
you feel for my soul

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake

do you still think of me
when youre trying to fall asleep
without me

do you long for my body
or teardrops on car seats
while talking
do you miss my coughing

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake
did you love me 
were you afraid
of what would happen if you stayed

and are you ashamed
are you more or less okay
were you sick of my hands shaking
every time that you were speaking
do you miss me
with wide open teeth
the sky trickled in flames
as tears stream down my face

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake]

11-8-15

a house, a home, a window
you were here before the floorboards broke
in on themselves like black holes
are the promises you keep
just for people that you want

because you can't read any of our old conversations
but i read them so often it's like we still talk

you said remembering would feel too much like moving back home

i lie in my bed, with the things i thought that we said
and try to pretend that everything was dead
but you wanted to be in anyone else's life, right?
and i will forget i'm anyone else's type, right?
i'm nervous

and yeah, i've been talking to someone else
i really think it helps this all feel like it's over soon

say goodbye

i learned

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