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BRO. RICARDO SUNDAY NIGHT "ARE WE PUTTING IN WORK TO GO WITH OUR FAITH"

DECEMBER 10, 2023 BRO. RICARDO SUNDAY NIGHT "ARE WE PUTTING IN WORK TO GO WITH OUR FAITH"

Places You Are - Hallworth

Lyrics:
I wish I was dead
The simplest way to put it in your head
Yeah I wish I was dead
Bullet in the head
I just wanna die
Cause lately I've been hatin' my life
Yeah I just wanna die
I hate my life
Tell me what's the use
Of a burnt out fuse with nothing to lose
Yeah tell me what's the use?
I've got no use
I'm gonna tell you now
The tale of how the devil
Lost herself when she needed help
You're gonna find it out
From the devil herself

She's not here and she'll never come back
Sounds familiar, just like my dad
Yeah he never came back
And when he said goodbye
I think a part of me died
I got his DNA & I wear his face with a sinful pride
But inside - ha!
I'm fucked up inside

I got a temper like September rain I'm always falling
For men who remind me of that man who left a big hole in
My shrivelled up heart who's not scared of the dark
Because the darkness is a part of every part of my art
Aesthetically broken and always alone
Don't get any closer - just leave me alone!
All my friends would hate me
If they knew the real me
If they knew how crazy
I get when I'm lonely
But they don't know me

I'm so fucking lonely
No one will fucking hold me
I wouldn't fucking hold me
If I knew the truth about me
How I'm a product of destruction and a causer of pain
I can't help making the same mistakes
I wanna find a place and do it right
Because I can't let her live
She's gotta die

The devil's dead
She died last night
She died with me
She died inside
They prayed to God just for this day
The day I die in fire and flame
Cause I was made with fire and flame
But all fires die they die someday
They die someday

(It's about to get real right now)

She called me ugly
The woman who birthed me
Who's supposed to love me
She doesn't love me
And no one loves me
I mean, how could they?
When I can't even love myself
I HATE myself
I HATE my lack of health
I HATE the fact that I need some help
Paying for my fees
When I can't see who I wanna be
I just wanna be living normally
But I've always been a fucking anomaly
Got enemies
Don't fuck with me
They tellin me I'm ugly
But the ones that pity me say, "you're pretty"
Lie to my face you little shitty piece of meat
Wanna piece of me?
I punched the mirror 'cause she stared at me
That little rude bitch that you tryna fix
Confused all her life for being mixed
Mixed with guilt and regret
And sadness at sunset
It's a colourful darkness that makes me forget
Who the fuck am I?
Cause the world ain't black and white
But I'm always rejected from both sides

I'm sick and tired of all these lies
Of all these people I despise
I wish that I could shrink in size
And shrink all these wishes that I wanna die

The devils dead
She died last night
She died with me
She died inside
They prayed to God just for this day
The day I die in fire and flame
Cause I was made with fire and flame
But all fires die they die someday (they always die)
They die someday

They won't ever let me in
They don't want me in heaven
I can't get to their level
This is the death of the devil

BADMOONSOUL

Death of the Devil

Death Of The Devil

Music and lyrics / Stevie Toddler
Production, Mix and Master / Ru Lemer

Musicians:
Bass and vocals / Stevie Toddler
Synths and keyboards / Danny Tryani
Vibraphone and percussion / Harriet Riley
Drum Kit / Jon Clark
Tenor Sax / Piers Tamplin
Trombone / Joe Bradford
Trumpet / Pete Judge

With thanks to:
Alex Garden for lending their studio space for horns and vibraphone
Mary Dooley for lending her bungalow for drums

Wake Me Like

(Lyrics)

[YUNG BRINDLEY]
I came home drunk as shit
My bitch packed up all her shit
I can't really give no shits
I done deleted yo pics
I got bitches on my dick
Leaving hickies on my dick
I can't help that I'm the shit
Goddamn, I'ma be so rich

I'ma be so rich, so rich, so rich
I'ma be so rich, so rich, so rich
I'ma be so rich, so rich, so rich
I'ma be so rich

Why you playing?
Why you saying all that bullshit on that track?
That shit wack
I got views, a hundred thousand fucking plays
I got money on the way
Give a fuck about your pay
I'ma double that a day, I'm just talking shit today
Watch me pave the fucking way, stay the fuck up out my lane
I ain't fucking with these lames
Kill the game just like a plague

I came home drunk as shit
My bitch packed up all her shit
I can't really give no shits
I done deleted yo pics
I got bitches on my dick
Leaving hickies on my dick
I can't help that I'm the shit
Goddamn, I'ma be so rich

I'ma be so rich, so rich, so rich
I'ma be so rich, so rich, so rich
I'ma be so rich, so rich, so rich
I'ma be so rich, so rich. so rich

[HD RIPPER]
I would be so rich if someone payed me every time I slide inside
I never mind if she grind like the pot I put inside my mind
Fuck it if you want it you got it, fuck you if you don't
Bitch I got just one problem and a bitch is never one
And I notice that it's always the ugly ones
Sayin' that I'm too violent, they just like to judge me once
Well guess what bitch, I've never been convicted
And if you stick around you may just end up as a witness
If you tryna hit this, and catch a fuckin' sickness
You can hit me up on IG live and I can help you with yo fitness
Whip this dick out like a gun, she standin' there in place, at my place like she's fuckin' stunned


$O RICH (feat. HD Ripper)

01. Paul Denton - Monday Club (Original Mix)
02. Armin Van Buuren Ft. Nadia Ali - Who Is Watching (Paul Denton Extended Remix)
03. Paul Denton - Recoil (Extended Mix)
04. Aly & Fila vs. Scott Bond & Charlie Walker - Shadow (Paul Denton Extended Remix)
05. Paul Denton - Introversion (Extended Mix)
06. Paul Denton - Global Consciousness (Extended Mix)
07. Paul Denton - Stand Still (Extended Mix)
08. Craig Connelly & Paul Denton - Quantum Eraser (Extended Mix)
09. Paul Denton - ShellShock (Extended Mix)
10. Chakra - I Am (Paul Denton Extended Mix)
11. Paul Denton - Curtain Twitcher (Original Mix)
12. David Forbes & Paul Denton - Bang (Extended Mix)

Paul Denton 2024 (Mixed by Joe Benger)

https://youtu.be/Nf9RuVxztJM

[Verse 1]
In shadows long, under Clapton skies
Life's dance turned cold, as love's flame dies
In these rooms, where laughter faded
Echoes of a dream, once brightly shaded

[Response]
"Through the storm, I've found my might
In the darkest hours, I hold the light."

[Verse 2]
Wounds unseen, in silent cries
Behind closed doors, truth defies lies
Children's eyes, so full of questions
In their hearts, I find my directions

[Response]
"With every tear, I've grown stronger
In their smiles, I linger longer."

[Chorus]
"Bound by vows, now torn apart
In this dance, I've found my heart
From pain's deep well, a new start
In broken chords, I play my part."

[Response]
"From shattered dreams, my soul takes flight
In love's demise, I find my light."

[Bridge]
In the attic's silence, I found my voice
Against the odds, I've made my choice
In the rhythm of change, I rejoice
For in this end, I see life's poise

[Response]
"In endings clear, I've found my song
In life's twist and turn, I belong."

[Outro]
Now the house, once filled with laughter
Awaits its fate, in the chapter after.
In the melody of hope, I'm the crafter,
With my children, a new life we master

[Response]
"In love's ruins, I stand tall and proud,
In life's dance, I'm no longer clouded."

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