such a good song have had it on repeat for a while now

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody 

written by goodbyebrody, $haded, and mochji

[verse]
I got everything I wanted
Now I never see you callin'
I swear to God I'm falling
and I'm missin' you if honest

Promise me you’ll never go 
Hide the things you’ll never tell me 
Can't wait for the night
Cause I’m tryna get you right 

Her honesty, I can’t uphold 
Block your friends, you call that healthy
Can't wait for tonight 
Cause you know I’ll get you right

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

[verse 2]
Holdin' you through all the motions, till you feel the time's right 
Feel your essence when we're kissin' under streetlights
You pull me under, all these feelings I don't wanna hold back, 
Keep me closer, I can tell that you won't it go 

Biting my cheek, hide the pain with many drugs
Driving down, any place you feel like livin' up
Cause you got something, my heart racin', I can't give it up
Cause damn I want you, and babe you know that

[bridge]
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted

(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

caught my eye

cover art byhttps://www.instagram.com/suivannt/
additional production from evan sasha, cybertrash & alkyl
https://www.instagram.com/cybertrash/
https://www.instagram.com/alkylartist/
https://www.instagram.com/evansasha_/

malibu

self prod 
mastered by @anem0s
instrument mixing help from @gasmaskatl
@a1isynn pulled me out the vocal mixing gutter

track 2/2
april 5 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3 

say something else why dontcha
said what's your problem?
cause if you got one, please dont try to say it to me
i can't say it doesnt bother me
but in all honesty i'm handing out apologies, i'm not even sorry
you say it's all my fault and that you wont back down
say something else why dontcha
but look who's talking like they know so much
as if it doesn't make a difference at all
but if we stayed in touch
we'd have run into a wall
so is that enough for you

to reconsider at all 
if it's just to tell you that I'm sorry I'm not
cause if I hadn't have lost then I
wouldn't find out how much I'm really worth
but I can't say I'm not tired of always feeling hurt
you could say a million words
but it still won't get to me
lacking the empathy you need to feel a little more important dontcha
but there's no need for me to panic cause
I feel it more clearly than you

(4cf)
so why I gotta find a way to get over just saying you're right
got you for closure growing older and freeing my mind
there's something heavy on your chest wanna put me in line
just cause i knew you watch your best i might give it the time
aw but it's alright baby you needed t hat
last shot when you was hurt you know it's a part of the fact
if i had just a little more time I might have something to speak for myself
and no I cant be no one else


https://twitter.com/oldcollin/status/1771246823102972362

reconsider (ft. 4cf)

you
you're not too mindful
i notice cus i'm the same
i love this lil game we play
where months pass and we don't talk at all
and it's been too much on my brain
where things change but we stay the same
where you call when he's out the frame
where you tell me you're still afraid of

what are you running from

bruin baby

On regard ..

~ Lyrics ~
I miss the way the carpet feels
Under my feet

I notice the dust
On this hardwood too much
To feel clean

And I know it's easier to sweep
But vacuuming is more for me
I like the sound it makes when it
Runs over chunks

And sure a lot of hair collects
But something nasty in me likes
Pulling the strands from the threads

Ooh
Pulling the strands from the threads
Ooh
Pulling the strands from the

Open the door
It's been raining a bucket out here

Tape my teeth together
And pour anecdotes in my ears

On our couch
On our porch
Drinking tea in the winter
The cushions were old
So we'd sink to our necks

You'd tear up the fabric
I'd made from excuses
You're pulling the strands from the threads

Ooh
Pulling the strands from the threads
Ooh
Pulling the strands from the

I will latch myself to every wall
In this home that you have made
Another one way conversation
An aloof attempt at gratitude

Let me sap all your resources
Let me take all that you've earned
It was only for a moment
It was only for a moment

I'll dump all my thoughts and my worries on you
Take a second to check in
Don't want you to think that I'd

Talk for an hour and not wanna hear about
Your life
But you're right

Ooh
Pulling the strands from the threads
Ooh
Pulling the strands from the.

Threads

only u

produced by heylog

lyrics:
tread light, proceed with caution
months passed, i missed the pollen
carry weight that slowly turns to rust
and i'm thinking "what could've been done?"
wonder what's in the deep end
jump off, i swim for a reason
this the worst place i could ever go
and i sleep like "what could i have known"
residue
slip if i'm not using chalk
dirty wounds keep burning from the salt
come with me only if you're not opposed
i'm paranoid
is there something i should know

what is there to know (7x)
WHAT IS THERE TO KNOW (2x)

keep thinking i'm being stalked
i'm convinced i'm being watched
if that's true, i hope it's not
can't believe the time is up

shh

you're too late
that was the best i've felt
i'm so sorry i couldn't contain myself
i say things some would probably hate me for
just know i'm not here when you're at the door
i left a note
did you bother to look
someone had to plant their foot
just understand 
if i see another bird
come toward me, i'm pulling up the dirt

i got the remote
i'm now under control
toggle emote
and hit the swish like free throw
i'm not too bright
it's interesting what i know though
i pinched a nerve
but that snake had to go
man down
that's an elim
look bro, you gotta see this
feels like playin reload
the whole damn lobby on my penis
i'm starting to feel bad
you suck at making decisions
cast out, then reel back
maybe there's something i'm missing
i got no time, put it all way past me
i'm out of the loop, couldn't care what is happening
europe flight, got to finish up packing
lord these cathedral faces are dazzling
no time for none of that
it's day here while you're sleepin
i got a flight to catch
PROVIDE THE FOOD AND FEED EM
I CAN'T LET ANYONE STARVE
PISS OFF IF YOU ARE A LARP
NOTHING BUT DIRT TO ME NOW
AND THAT'S COMING FROM THE HEART

spotify

dirt

don’t listn

what have they done to us??

prod. by me

lyrics:

i got some jade
without your name
you want me bad
i can read that off your face

dont let me wait
ill go insane
you better get it now
before its way too late


i found some ja-ja-jade
without your na-na-name
dont let me wai-wai-wait
ill go insa-sa-sane


lets pour some light
lets get so high
i wanna break everything in sight

that shits not mine
thats shits not yours no
you broke my mind with the way you said my name oh

i just wanna know
how many times can i hit that before im feeling detached

i spend my time alone 
thinking bout you in my room but i know its not you

youre only in my dreams
know that youre not real
only sometimes ill allow to feel

i put that onto me
tell me cant you see
youre crawling in my brain like a centipede 


i found some ja-ja-jade
without your na-na-name
dont let me wai-wai-wait
ill go insa-sa-sane

(i wanna smoke with you
smoke whatever you do
let me sign up to
i would smoke some crack for you

oh i know its true
im imagining you
got a mind without rules)

youre not real
how does it feel
im not here to stay
ill come back and pay up

hope that you will know
that i am not the same
i buried down that face
im not here to fucking stay

you changed my attitude 
i blame that shit on you
bodies bodies jades
swear that shit is all the same

im breaking all my bones
oh im not coming home
i found some brand new jades
i got a brand new face

what have they done to us??

Helve

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