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it's my birthdday!!!

sink into the couch (cuddlewme)

party monster

prone2leave

at least i know how u see me now ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me and @cbrtrsh
twitter.com/cbrtrsh

lyrics:
but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

live your life on the run
you cant change what you've done
you're so paper thin
plastic on your skin
said your dad has a gun
i don't know what i've done
go ahead and burn a bridge
see if i give a shit

at least i know how you see me now
hands on my waist till you bring me down
from my high horse you think i should beg for it
friends think i'm out of my mind

but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

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bridges

Tension

prod me, isaacslost, and polyphia
this song is about caring too much about what others think of you.

solace

produced by xona

1/11

-lyrics-

stained walls, no faults
closed doors than love
so why do I run when I need her touch?

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

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my time slips to phases, the way I plant facades
my life remains weightless, though I don’t get it all
my chest feels anguish, a ghost that you once loved
while no one listened, I’ll be here till dawn

but I’m scared of what I am
seeing you, I don’t want to be friends
i wish to talk, I wished your hand
would reach back without my chances
falling out, I’m stressing how
all things go south
I am all doubts, I am the blame
there’s no around, I’m not unscathed
I’ll never be found

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

atlantis

circles

what have they done to us??

out on all platforms now

produced by nte

cant believe what i saw
gotta breathe and take it all in
in the end i see it fall
aint got a rhyme, but the reason keeps crawling

so baby just drop it
dinner time and you know that i want it
about time that we on the same topic
pretty lace bows got me feeling so toxic
so baby just drop it
dinner time and you know that i want it
about time that we on the same topic
pretty lace bows got me feeling so toxic

got a call on my phone at 3am
cant get this girl up out my bed
almost dead
blur the line between a screen and what i said when she
she brought me down and down to my worst
gave that girl my heart and im cursed
when i was in the dark, yeah i fell apart
knew that i was never the first
so i scope her out and just lurk
shes the only thing i find worth in
knew this would never work
got what i deserve, said im a kid and im still learning

oh, oh
thats when the blood starts running cold
thats when you start bringing up the things i did
heart full of broken promises, and i
knew you were wrong
wasnt for long girl
but im biting my tongue
shes collapsing my lungs, oh no

look at what the cat dragged in
2 pills down and a pack of zyns
i been thinking about cigs to forget my sins
im a star, boy i aint gon feel that shit
look at what the cat dragged in
2 pills down and a pack of zyns
i been thinking about cigs to forget my sins
im a star, boy i aint gon feel that shit

what have they done to us??

Helve