February 2019 Listening

Beautiful just Beautiful!

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I wrote this song for my grandpa shortly after he died. I was 15.

Alec Benjamin - Beautiful Pain

first song of the upcoming ep

https://open.spotify.com/album/121DgWyAH174RW5nakYR8y?si=cTcdGtZBSJyNNd7yjwzblw

lyrics:

seems like a hurricane
seems like i cannot scape
my soul flew the other day
but i got the way to

blue skies
bright lights
nothing dark
only the night

the stars 
in my hands
passing by
never die

seems like it´s the edge
of the most crowded road
my hand in the other side
but i got the way to

runaway
better life
i don´t hide
i keep my
soul inside
never die
never
never die

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Never Die

i was never enough was i

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Wasn't I Enough

internet crush fuck my life
never met nah we just type
lay in bed refresh all night
gotta let you know that I 
I can’t get you out my mind
Painted nails and half blue dye
pretty eyes send a million likes
you’re across the world fuck it I’ll fly

you’re across the world but girl it’s fine
I’ll talk through text till my phone dies

meet me at the spot you said that you would
internet crush and girl you got me good
oh like I just wanna talk to you right now
been so long since I felt like myself
every fucking thing got me overwhelmed but when I hear from you I feel better well I 
never wanted to feel this way 
looking at my screen oh no
but you’re so damn perfect opposite ends of the earth but fuck it I’ll buy a ticket and go fuck my phone

internet crush fuck my life
never met nah we just type
lay in bed refresh all night
gotta let you know that I 
I can’t get you out my mind
Painted nails and half blue dye
pretty eyes send a million likes
you’re across the world fuck it I’ll fly

meet me at the spot you said that you would
internet crush and girl you got me good
oh god you’re so gorgeous fuck I can’t
hold myself together when you post a pic 
send a million hearts but it won’t mean shit we’re so far apart but you’re so different
I never wanted to feel this way looking at my screen oh no
but you’re so damn perfect opposite ends of the earth but fuck it I’ll buy a ticket and go 
fuck my phone

internet crush (prod. trxpicvl)

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I wonder what you think of me but
god I know i shouldn’t
fall apart every time that you come when
I’m standing still alone and fucking stuck
wish I didn’t care about you so much
miss the way we used to talk
lately you’ve been gone
so far off from what I thought I would want
I love you so much 
you can use me just know I love you and

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over
wish I didn’t love you so much
I’ve been getting used to what it does
trying to loosen my grip
girl I know I won’t get anywhere by
holding on too tightly I’m trying
not to lose my fuckin mind
you’re so confusing all the time
I don’t wanna lose you ill do anything
damnit I think you’re gone already

I don’t wanna waste my time with you
spend a couple months now I’m back into
this game that I hate and I know its forsure
that you’ll leave me broken when you walk out the door
wish I didn’t fall so easily
cuz I feel you start to walk away from me
and I know I gotta get my self together now
feel so small underneath this ground
can you tell I’m breaking
with every word you’re saying to me now
all my bones are shaking trying my best somehow

I’ve never felt so fucked send help my love I’m going under
I wonder what you think of me tell me is it over

gonna keep loving you
cuz its the only thing I know how to do
I’m useless I’m used up
your perfect I’m in love
holding onto pieces that would keep us connected
pouring out my heart I should have kept you protected
I don’t wanna lose you after all that we went through
if it has to be this way ill never forget you

send help (feat. kaiyko & familypet) [prod. curtains]

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

miss you more than a anyone I ever met
I know its so stupid but I gotta let
you know how much you mean
I’m sure it seems so useless
listening to me bitch about what i miss
so much about you
now you’re gone i don’t wanna continue what I do wrong what did we turn into
how can i act like I’m okay
put all my heart ill put everything
into you but you need more than what I’ve got
all i am and its not enough now leave me empty
hollow heavy broken heart
eventually everything falls apart
eventually everything falls apart
I just thought it wasn’t what you’d want

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carry on why can’t look in my eyes without tears
eyes without fears
too busy running won’t stop discussing
the dark places in our heads
thought we were safe 
thought you would stay
thought id be first to runaway
now im stuck in place and i can’t see straight
now your heart might break
now I’m stuck in place
and I can’t see straight
now your heart my break

carry on why barely alive tell me
is it even worth the pain
I know there's more to live for 
but all i remember is that you were so important to me
carry on why 
barely alive I feel dead already anyway
tell me is it worth it 
pushing to the surface or
should I try not to breathe

carryony (feat. goodbyye)[prod. cracken]

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

"Faith You Might" 
Written by Kevin Garrett

Unwrapped in paper
It never phased her when I give
To hold on was all but gone in an instant
I could not blame her
I didn't stay enough to wish and one priest could not absolve me of my sins, yeah

Some time ago now
Gave up my post I left behind
Cause she wanted what she always thought felt right
But since I've come down
From that old mountain I had climbed
I heard that she's still searching for her good sign

Stay low, swim to home, hold tight
Cause it looks rough on the front tonight
Lost my way, once or twice but I won't sway in a fight
Do I pray? No, but I have faith you might

I've been asleep but still I can't see what it has become
When she held it all against us in the long run
Maybe I'm focused on something other than some love
But only ever thought that when I was young

Stay low, swim to home, hold tight
Cause it looks rough on the front tonight
Lost my way, once or twice but I won't sway in a fight
Do I pray? No, but I have faith you might

Underneath my skin you exist
I cannot get rid of all of it
Up too late to shout so I quit
And I don't give a shit, hmm

Stay low, swim to home, hold tight
Cause it looks rough on the front tonight, tonight oh
Lost my way, once or twice but I won't sway in a fight
Do I pray? No, but I have faith you might
Do I pray? No, but I have faith you might

Do I pray? No, but I have faith you might

Don't Rush / Faith You Might / In Case I Don't Feel

Faith You Might

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I WALK UP

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INSIDE OUT

me and my girlfriend went through a pretty tough time this winter, thought things were over. This song is about my desire to be close to her even in that.

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Here's the title track from my EP, which is out now! Honestly never really thought I'd end up making an EP, so I'm really happy to share this! Hope it makes your day a bit better. 

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[Hook]
Driving round all night with a smile on my face
For the first time my life don't feel like a race
I think that I am gonna be okay
And I got you to thank
x2

[Verse 1]
I wrote so many sad songs but now I don't need them
I gave you the real thing so that you can keep him
I do all I can to try and keep my mind up
What do I want in life? I haven't made my mind up

Yeah
It's Okay to be a little lost
Yeah
It's Okay to walk alone in the dark
Woah
I hope that you won't break my heart
Oh

I think I need you
I'll hold you close 
I'll hold you close
I'll hold you close
I just wanna see you
Please don't let go
Please don't let go

Why do you have to go?
Why don't you stay with me?
with me yeah

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
Used to be alone but now i'm sitting with you
I used to cry a lot but now I don't need tissues 
They don't like it but i don't see the issue
I'm not the type of person who will ever miss use

Oh
Where did my past go
I was under the bridge now I'm over the rainbow
Things used to move slow but lately it's high speeds
With life flying past me

That's how I like it keep up the pace
And if there's a problem say it to my face
No more fakes no more breaks
I know what to say I'll 
Be Okay

She don't get your hopes up
Too late I got my hopes up
Maybe I'll fall in love Oh

[Hook]

Okay (Prod. shxrkz)

Produced by Devin More

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Dear Amoré

Heart On Your Sleeve

Lyrics and vocals by Vaboh
Production by RSM Beats
Engineered by Alec Lark

Lonely

Powfu - Broken/Dreams

SOBER

Stacy

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

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