Urban Places

Warm and nostalgic, “Homeward” combines future bass energy with chillstep tranquility, capturing the feeling of returning to what matters most.



#Chillstep #FutureBass #Nostalgia #Home #WarmVibes #Electronic #Dreamy #BassGrooves


Homeward

I Dont Love You (prod. oculus)

Another semi-angsty piece but a lil different from the other ones I'm p sure.

Lyrics:
I’ve just been smoking and poking around
Thinking about how all these highs are just bringing me down
Questioning my failing friendships and looking back in the past
I wish I could get over things, a year goes by so fast

And I almost feel like I don’t belong, As of late, I’ve grown to hate every single one of my songs
I feel like no matter what I have- it’ll just leave and begone
I’ve grown out of blendtastic, but I still don’t really know Vaughn

I feel like all this nonsense is finally making me nauseous 
I don’t know what to do- I’ve finally ran out of all of my outlets
So Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m Still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I wanna stray
(But fuck it)
I’ve been in search for a certain combination but I’ve feel like I’ve pulled the plug on all my luck
Find a girl to give my love but she just wanna fuck and the girl I wanna fuck just wants my love
Trouble relating, tried meditating, tried to go dating, now I’m debating
Whether or not to go all out or just pull it all back
Always unsure on how to feel- always a little out of wack 

And I’m struggling to find out who I am man
This girl ain’t interested and the next one’s obsessed but- why do I even give a damn
Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m still contemplating if I wanna stray

My life is seemingly falling apart at the seems
My whole reality is a nightmare or might just be a woke dream
Tryna keep my hopes up whilst having a low self-esteem
Everyday tends to be average if not stressful by any means

No- I need to be alone- I cannot answer the phone
Girl- you ain’t been here from the get go- don’t expect my hand to hold
Fuck it- keep these hand warmers in case you get too cold
I aint mad at yah- I’m just frustrated that I never feel at home

Bitch- I haven’t been content- shit just don’t make fucking sense
Too much shit don’t fucking make sense- fuck it- you really want my two cents?
I don’t give a fuck about you just because I feel loneliness 
Get the fuck up out my face before a beat fucks you up like I wish I did

Single

Confusion

Final single of the new tracklist. Hope y'all enjoy, leaving this up regardless of how many plays it gets 

tell a friend.

Shadows (Prod. ACS ONE)

This song was made as a way to get a few things off my chest that's all

𝕴 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞 𝖚𝖕 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖆𝖘𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖜𝖍𝖞 𝖌𝖔𝖉 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊 𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖔𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖕𝖔𝖙 𝖓𝖔 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘

Off My Chest

hope i get to do music full-time one day
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King

fell in love with this beat and just had to do a verse over it

SPIRIT (KIDSSEEGHOSTSRMX)

this song was previously released on my friends soundcloud and hit 3k but it got deleted so now we put it out on mine because this song means alot to me

written by me & @cuddlegoon
mixed by cuddlegoon
prod by @worsethanthis
(lyrics)
(remy)
often wonderin' bout the root of all evil
in london town, i viewed the cathedrals
discovered how pews of people
can find peace when the ceiling crumbles
it's all coming down to their knees and such
that's drivel, meaningless as sex
with someone mean as fuck
with someone mean to you
we never had sex
but i still dream of you
now you haunt me like a spectre
like the patron saint i prayed to
from that novel when i read it
to have a taste of you
i'm alcoholic-desperate
when it's seven past the hour
and the hourglass is empty
as the sour glass you emptied
nother' hour passed and every
one is asking when you're heading out
every gathering, searching far and wide for any out


(teo/sorbee)
I'll try to pave my road
how could a path just be be fitted
when im not into smiling or grinning
or women who tell me to be "him"
them as in me and the person im jealous of,
wish that i could be better but maybe im better of
not trying to fit in but instead trying to play MY song
the rain calms me since it clears my thoughts, melting down in the evening
searching for keys to eden, im done im sick of trying im leaving

i lost all air i could breathe in, so now i suffocate and shatter to pieces
battered and beaten, pleading for death on my knees while they force me to see it
the life flashes before my eyes, all the moments i see them , i lost my heart i m defeated
but at least before they were happy cause that "they" got to be me

root of all evil feat. cuddlegoon (prod. alex)

i made this in my bedroom! i know it's genuinely not good audio quality but please give this a listen :)

heartbeat

Fun track

Prod https://soundcloud.com/nat3333

STARWIND (FEAT. NATE)

Joenzisad@gmail.com

A dream never fully realized