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In the lively rhythm of city streets, a musician found the inspiration for "Joyful Echoes." This piece captured the vibrant, resonant sounds of joy that echoed through daily life. Each note reflected the infectious happiness of spontaneous laughter, friendly conversations, and moments of shared delight, creating a harmonious celebration of the simple, joyful echoes that make life beautifully unpredictable.
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Joyful Echoes

I Dont Love You (prod. oculus)

dear reader,

this was a cool song i knew i wanted someone else singing with me on it so i asked oossa (http://www.soundcloud.com/oossasounds) who was already going to be on my album, and this shit is wild i felt like tyler when i got it back. i hope you guys like it. both versions are cool af. so enjoy. and dont forget to like and shit. bless.

lots of love,
rbk.

one cold night [version 1] (w/ oossa✨) (prod. by monty datta)

Another semi-angsty piece but a lil different from the other ones I'm p sure.

Lyrics:
I’ve just been smoking and poking around
Thinking about how all these highs are just bringing me down
Questioning my failing friendships and looking back in the past
I wish I could get over things, a year goes by so fast

And I almost feel like I don’t belong, As of late, I’ve grown to hate every single one of my songs
I feel like no matter what I have- it’ll just leave and begone
I’ve grown out of blendtastic, but I still don’t really know Vaughn

I feel like all this nonsense is finally making me nauseous 
I don’t know what to do- I’ve finally ran out of all of my outlets
So Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m Still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m Still contemplating if I wanna stray
(But fuck it)
I’ve been in search for a certain combination but I’ve feel like I’ve pulled the plug on all my luck
Find a girl to give my love but she just wanna fuck and the girl I wanna fuck just wants my love
Trouble relating, tried meditating, tried to go dating, now I’m debating
Whether or not to go all out or just pull it all back
Always unsure on how to feel- always a little out of wack 

And I’m struggling to find out who I am man
This girl ain’t interested and the next one’s obsessed but- why do I even give a damn
Vro, send some guidance my way
Cause I’m still contemplating if I’m here to stay
Cause I’m still contemplating what’s right to say
Cause I’m still contemplating if I wanna stray

My life is seemingly falling apart at the seems
My whole reality is a nightmare or might just be a woke dream
Tryna keep my hopes up whilst having a low self-esteem
Everyday tends to be average if not stressful by any means

No- I need to be alone- I cannot answer the phone
Girl- you ain’t been here from the get go- don’t expect my hand to hold
Fuck it- keep these hand warmers in case you get too cold
I aint mad at yah- I’m just frustrated that I never feel at home

Bitch- I haven’t been content- shit just don’t make fucking sense
Too much shit don’t fucking make sense- fuck it- you really want my two cents?
I don’t give a fuck about you just because I feel loneliness 
Get the fuck up out my face before a beat fucks you up like I wish I did

Single

Confusion

prod. by angela cameron
vocals by Neanderthal (https://soundcloud.com/neanderthalofficial)
cover art by angela cameron

Hold Me (feat. Neanderthal)

hope i get to do music full-time one day
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King

fell in love with this beat and just had to do a verse over it

SPIRIT (KIDSSEEGHOSTSRMX)

this song was previously released on my friends soundcloud and hit 3k but it got deleted so now we put it out on mine because this song means alot to me

written by me & @cuddlegoon
mixed by cuddlegoon
prod by @worsethanthis
(lyrics)
(remy)
often wonderin' bout the root of all evil
in london town, i viewed the cathedrals
discovered how pews of people
can find peace when the ceiling crumbles
it's all coming down to their knees and such
that's drivel, meaningless as sex
with someone mean as fuck
with someone mean to you
we never had sex
but i still dream of you
now you haunt me like a spectre
like the patron saint i prayed to
from that novel when i read it
to have a taste of you
i'm alcoholic-desperate
when it's seven past the hour
and the hourglass is empty
as the sour glass you emptied
nother' hour passed and every
one is asking when you're heading out
every gathering, searching far and wide for any out


(teo/sorbee)
I'll try to pave my road
how could a path just be be fitted
when im not into smiling or grinning
or women who tell me to be "him"
them as in me and the person im jealous of,
wish that i could be better but maybe im better of
not trying to fit in but instead trying to play MY song
the rain calms me since it clears my thoughts, melting down in the evening
searching for keys to eden, im done im sick of trying im leaving

i lost all air i could breathe in, so now i suffocate and shatter to pieces
battered and beaten, pleading for death on my knees while they force me to see it
the life flashes before my eyes, all the moments i see them , i lost my heart i m defeated
but at least before they were happy cause that "they" got to be me

root of all evil feat. cuddlegoon (prod. alex)

one day we can stop droning and start doing what we are meant to do.

[lyrics]
I got nightmares that are better than
Everything that's going on
Turning off my 4 alarms
Checking every single one
Instagram is blowing up
Realize black mirror was
Deflecting all my images
I know I can change

I'm addicted to this fantasy
Of living in a battery
Away from possibilities
Just take it I don't want to be

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am I supposed to care about you?

They tell me
Follow everything you love
It'll work itself out
Take on every challenge
Don't you let it bring you down
What am I supposed to do?
Moving out the backroom
I don't see the gain
I'm just taking up the volume

Am I tricked into this fantasy
The wasted opportunities
Away from integrity
Just take it I don't want to be

Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?
Caffeine and dopamine they
Get me through the fuckin' day
It gets me week to week
How the hell am i supposed to care about you?

Caffeine and Dopamine

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW

caffeine and dopamine

Mean It

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[Chorus]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I gave it to someone special

[Verse]
Pull me close I've been feeling kind of distant
They don't know how we just do it different
Whiter than the snow I would show you my heart
If I gave you mine, would you tear it apart

Last couple months have been a little tricky
Every single step, every day reminiscing
No one said to go, no one said to care
You left me all alone last year

[Chorus]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I gave it to someone special
(x2)

[Verse]
I need hope standing
On my feet you're just tempting
All of my efforts not to dive in
30 more seconds and I'm caving in

For you I'd dip my heart in acid
I'm fascinated by this I'm trying
Hard to get myself to forget all of 

[Chorus]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I gave it to someone special
(x2)

[Outro]
Pull me close I've been feeling kind of distant
They don't know how we just do it different
Whiter than the snow I would show you my heart
If I gave you mine, would you tear it apart

Last couple months have been a little tricky
Every single step, every day reminiscing
No one said to go, no one said to care
You left me all alone last year

i gave you my heart

Music Video

i made this in my bedroom! i know it's genuinely not good audio quality but please give this a listen :)

heartbeat

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Prod https://soundcloud.com/nat3333

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