- lyrics -

I can never tell who
wanna see me succeed
I been cooped up in my room
now i'm fallin asleep

I don't wanna deal with you 
I just wanna be free
I don't wanna be like you
I just wanna be me

I can never tell who
wanna see me succeed
I been cooped up in my room
now i'm fallin asleep

I don't wanna deal with you 
I just wanna be free
I don't wanna be like you
I just wanna be me

just textin you 
no I don't wanna go
textin you
no I thought I cared I don't
textin you
bitch I don't wanna know
I been textin you
I been better on my own

I don't wanna waste time
I don't wanna pick sides no
I don't wanna play fight
I don't wanna play nice no
I just been way too high
I don't wanna tell you I don't
quit your asking why
cause I don't wanna waste time no

I can never tell who
wanna see me succeed
I been cooped up in my room
now i'm fallin asleep

I don't wanna deal with you 
I just wanna be free
I don't wanna be like you
I just wanna be me

Cooped Up

lyrics:

there is no such thing as a safe zone here, only a well disguised one. 5 days into my adventures I'd stumbled upon a charmingly quaint fishing town located off stream of Corahb’eiy, one of 4 main lake bodies of the western otherlands. As harmless as the local folk and fauna may be, they ultimately serve as perfect distraction to the true danger of this maritime hamlet. The lake itself.

His paddle board Is petrified
Trapped within the sand belt of Corahb’eiy
This fishing town Lost 20 lives
The waters lap and muffle out their mothers cries

The scum is pushed to away
As the rescues left the bay in search 
Of some young bedevilled face
The verdicts never change I fear
Its nothing u had caused
The scars The same
In turn His fate
Is changed damned
To forever dwell in the lake
His kin Is shamed
By you And me
The weakest die in breaking walls we had raised to remain

His paddle board Is petrified
Trapped within the sand belt of Corahb’eiy
This fishing town Lost 20 lives
The waters lap and muffle out their mothers cries
And at certain points Its suicide
To press the envelope u know has anthrax inside
With could’ve dones U never win
When every fucking day is spent relearning them

I lost another animal last night
Treading water in that creek
Swept away into its bite
And I wonder if ill ever see it die
Ill keep waving off this wind
Ill keep beating back its brine
I
At lakeside Ill keep one eye on this shore
Ill keep one eye on our land
While I venture in its depths, I
Must say I never learned to hold my breath
But ive learned to hold my own
And ill fight until I hold its head

His paddle board Is petrified
Trapped within the sand belt of Corahb’eiy
This fishing town Lost 20 lives
The waters lap and muffle out their mothers cries
And at certain points Its suicide
To press the envelope u know has anthrax inside
With could’ve dones U never win
When every fucking day is spent relearning them

CHAPTER3_FEED THE LAKE (YUNNY GOLDZ)

prod. chris marek

you tell me it's alright 
still i know it's all my fault
and i can't decide how to ruin my life today 
always, always, always 
it's always the same
(its always)

disacociate everyday i can't function
only 28 i'm in pain it ain't stopping
barely know myself and i'm running out of options
(can you tell me, can you tell)
can you tell me, can you tell how i'm supposed to feel 
can you tell me, can you tell me, another white lie 

you tell me it's alright 
still i know it's all my fault
and i can't decide how to ruin my life today 
always, always, always 
it's always the same
(its always)

i can't decide

prod. michael harrison

is it just waste of time again 
cause lately i been feeling like it is 
don't know why i try again 
cause i can't commit to a word i say
a fucking liar, yeah
i fucking addict, yeah
and i don't know anything but the way i live

for the past two weeks i fall
for the past two weeks i ain't been calling you back, at all
whiskey in my cup again 
whiskey in my cup again and i'm fucked 
i really should've learned from the last time...
but i didn't and i don't
and i feel so alone 
it's all my fault 
always say it in my songs 

and i know i been living wrong
but i don't know how i move on 

is it just waste of time again 
cause lately i been feeling like it is 
don't know why i try again 
cause i can't commit to a word i say
a fucking liar, yeah
i fucking addict, yeah
and i don't know anything but the way i live

past2weeks

prod. michael harrison x neverforever

i feel decepted by disease 
these days i hardly feel like me
destined for the marksman
bring my carcass to the feast
just another fuck up for everyone to see 
a hollow target that no one here believes

leave my record for these carvings and i've always been a target
take my vices then i'm starving
think it's what you wanted all along 
cause my skin is made for market

i'm just a parasite staying out of sight
i can't fight, i can't lie , i don't even fucking try
think about it all when i grieve at night
i'm just another fuck up for everyone to see
a hollow target that no one here be.....

(i feel decepted by disease
these days i hardly feel like me
destined for the marksman
bring my carcass to the feast
just another fuck up for everyone to see
a hollow target that no one here believes)

no one say's goodbye 
sleeping dogs they lie 
underneath the dirt where you still reside

another winter night 
still they try and find 
solace deep inside 
before something takes there life

deception arc///off coast

-bonus track-
prod. yunnygoldz

and i don't even care what they say about me
hate myself everyday yea i'm always doubting 
if i'll ever change or i'll keep on drowning
nothing good here remain, yea they'll never find us 
yea they'll never find us

and i been here for way too long
trying right my wrongs
they don't even know what the fuck im on yea
and it's no surprise they don't talk to me at all
i'm not ok, i'm no ok
i'm not ok, i'm not ok 

shaky hands i'm rendered helpless make demands but i can't help it
shaky hands i'm rendered helpless make demands but i can't help it

and i don't even care what they say about me
hate myself everyday yea i'm always doubting 
if i'll ever change or i'll keep on drowning
nothing good here remain, yea they'll never find us 
yea they'll never find us

rendered helpless (demo)

prod. yunnygoldz

got these problems in my head
nothing i can fix 
i need a couple drinks, maybe 20 more again 
cause i don't wanna feel any fucking thing

yea cause i know that i ain't been the right person

who the fuck cares anyway?
cause who the fuck is the right person?
cause we just fuck it up again 

(stuff lol)

so where do i fit in these days
when i get nothing left to gain again 
wilted flowers in a brick house 
where the yellow rose still remain

midnight merlot freestyle

prod. yunnygoldz

i see inside your eyes you're wasting away
and i just hope we find each other again 
before we wither and consume by the grey
we'll always thrieve here on the edge of the fray (yea, yea)

tell me why
i can always get you high 
i can always read your mind
it happens all the time
it happens everywhere we go
the same old story
it takes our guts, it takes our glory 
to be that combination
of two souls in vibration, yeah

i see inside your eyes you're wasting away
and i just hope we find each other again 
before we wither and consume by the grey
we'll always thrieve here on the edge of the fray (yea, yea)

(outro) 
on the edge of the fray, we just can't be afraid...

winter fable (ft. yunnygoldz)

prod. king theta

all i ever do is try
so its just another late down this road again
its the same shit every time 
(and i) lie to myself, i always seem to fuck it up somehow 
(so i) blame something else, i always seem to fuck it up anyway

i feel like 2017 no one talks to me 
at least i got this drink when i feel like shit
but that's every fucking day lately
maybe i can change can you just wait there for me
i keep falling from the climb
as this body just declines
a failure by design
or is it all inside my mind

yea yea i don't know 
i know we can't rewind and i ain't doing fine...

all i ever do is try

all i ever do is try
so its just another late down this road again
its the same shit every time 
(and i) lie to myself, i always seem to fuck it up somehow 
(so i) blame something else, i always seem to fuck it up anyway

back on fogroad

lyrics:

When time has beaten me
The wind will pick me up
And force me to the flame
To thaw this bitter cold
When time has done to me
What gale has done to stone
I will crack and u will see
The light of human soul
If night falls
Can you hold urself
When the Chains lay broken
And the beasts have climbed out
Our foot falls
Can be heard and we are smelt
Though the sky spans open
We are shackled to the ground

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

In turn
The trees will drink the blood
In thirst
And keep to growing up

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

taegen (prodryankelly)

1. Cosmic Sequence & Leniz - Reminisce (Leniz VIP)
2. Maduk & Jelvin - Transformations (Keeno Remix)
3. Catching Cairo & Disrupta - For Your Love
4. Tokyo Prose - Windtalkers 
5. BCee, DJ Marky, Makoto & SOLAH - Tell Me 
6. Telomic & Monrroe - Need Nothing
7. Kasra & Catching Cairo - Guilty
8. Alix Perez - Recall & Reflect 
9. Visionobi, GLXY & Riya - Paradise
10. Low:r - Equilateral 
11. Wilkinson & Issey Cross - Used To This
12. Sub Focus - Solar System
13. Jon Void - All Night
14. Rusko - Rubix Cube
15. Dualistic & Polygon - Radar
16. Freaks & Geeks, Ekko & Sidetrack - Everybody
17. Oliverse, MUZZ, Elle Exxe - Unspoken (MUZZ & Oliverse Remix)
18. Kove - Le Retour 
19. Fox Stevenson - Bruises
20. K Motionz & Emily Makis - Only You
21. Camo & Krooked, Mefjus - Nebula
22. Koven & Steve Aoki - Nervous System
23. Feint feat MYLK - Outbreak (Fox Stevenson Remix)
24. Arcando - Ignite 
25. Waeys, Bensley & Hoax - Twerp
26. Basstripper - Ghosting Your Love

Janverse - Liquicity Festival 2025 - DJ Contest

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Cooped Up

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