Big Bang

I'M DONE CALLING

Show Me Love

Lately

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LYRICS
Yesterday I was only fifteen
Smoking up and counting all my blessings
Backpack full of brownies on the Red Line
I was fifteen

All these people say that I've been changing
Telling me I turned into a stranger
I just wanna keep on doing nothing
Like I'm fifteen

Tell me that we're never getting old
Tell me that we're never getting old
Maybe we could stay forever young...
Not like these other bastards that I don't like

#R&B #RnB #sadsong #Classical #indie #SCFirst

everybody's cool but me

fifteen

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Produced by Andrew Luce
Artwork by Galen Crewson

All lyrics available here: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/978a3m1ho3ijld1/AABEvTtqoks2wW1r-Ol4RIaEa?dl=0

Timeless

LYRICS:

When it blows my way I swear that it’s the wrong direction
But I heard some say rejection is god’s protection
Ain’t no place to hide when the chaos is inside
When it blows my way, when it blows my way
It brings everything except answers to my many questions
It’s the freedom of the desert that is so arresting
But the birds fly high and that’s what I feel inside
When it blows my way, when it blows my way

Why you trynna keep me from my left side
Don’t you wanna see me from my best side
Wonder why the wind at my back is my only friend
Ohh, oh, oh
Don’t trust it if it isn’t from the left side
Till there’s nothing coming from the left side
Now I know it’s the windstorms that make rigid mountains so beautiful

When it blows my way my hard edges grow thin
Why do all my seasons feel like early spring
All this rainfall is too heavy on my wings
Are you trynna fan the flame that burns within
I heard I was the captain of my own ship
But I don’t control the tide
So I gotta ask you why

Why you trynna keep me from my left side
Don’t you wanna see me from my best side
Wonder why the wind at my back is my only friend
Ohh, oh, oh
Don’t trust it if it isn’t from the left side
Till there’s nothing coming from the left side
Now I know it’s the windstorms that make rigid mountains so beautiful

Left Side (432Hz)

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Getting sunny, I'm just getting sad
Over 20, must be someone's dad
Eating cotton candy, I don't care
How do I have fun without you there?

Alone in the theme park
Click on the seatbelt
Hold onto your lap bar
Alone in the theme park
Yeah I can still go hard
But you were the best part

Walking straight up to this rollercoaster
You know you really threw me for a bend
Floating upside down since I lost you
Maybe you can send me around again

I can party anytime I like
I can do whatever with my life
Have a birthday with too many friends
But I can't see you when the party ends

It's so sunny and I'm fucking sad
Over 20, must be someone's dad
Eating cotton candy, I don't care
How do I have fun without you there?

alone in the theme park part 3

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I get invited to parties, I just tell them I'm sorry
And I stay at home and get drunk
You're living way too far, and I’m missing you hard again
I might take up a habit that I left in the past
Maybe cut a line or roll a blunt
Cuz I can’t distinguish between any day without you

I'm tired of the same old shit
I ain’t wasting no more time on it
I might go 95 in the breakdown lane
Anything to avoid spending one more day
On the same old shit
Without you

Eating candy for breakfast, yea I’m so fucking reckless
I’m just trying to start my day right
Waiting for you to message, feeling like I’m a mess again
I get hungover, I’m toxic, doing nothing to stop it
I just want to hit that pain right
So I can distinguish between any day without you

same old shit

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From the T-BOT Original Series ➭ https://youtu.be/B2crCRIrslI

Struggle 
Why is breaking free such a struggle
Why is being me such a struggle

Go to work, come home and do a double
Trynna hold on to the dream, my family in trouble
Ariana say I’m getting chubby, off of what though
Barely eat but so much on my plate I’m growing up though
I can’t listen to no Rap, it’s out of touch, i’m out here
Dodging real life, what I wanna hit a club for
Why listen to somebody thats gon’ brag about stuff for
I heard it all before

I was dealt a bad hand, so I had to learn to shuffle
Callin’ my friends, they the only ones I trust, oh
Summon my ancestors up from the dust, oh
I’m on top of my plans, i’ma get’em out the front door
Tell me I can’t, best get ready for the gun show
All on my hands, ain’t afraid to let the blood show

Ain’t no one gonna save us, so it’s on me
On me, on me, on me
Ain’t no one gonna save us, so it’s on me
On me, on me, on me
If the system gon’ play with us, ain’t no sorry
No sorry, no sorry
When I’m come through it’s with an army
Even if it’s only

Me
Me
Me
Me

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing


I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing