Damn, sometimes life feels like being alone in a theme park. :/

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@yungpinch
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Crazy dreams, my mind's on fire

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LYRICS
Yesterday I was only fifteen
Smoking up and counting all my blessings
Backpack full of brownies on the Red Line
I was fifteen

All these people say that I've been changing
Telling me I turned into a stranger
I just wanna keep on doing nothing
Like I'm fifteen

Tell me that we're never getting old
Tell me that we're never getting old
Maybe we could stay forever young...
Not like these other bastards that I don't like

#R&B #RnB #sadsong #Classical #indie #SCFirst

everybody's cool but me

fifteen

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Produced by Andrew Luce
Artwork by Galen Crewson

All lyrics available here: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/978a3m1ho3ijld1/AABEvTtqoks2wW1r-Ol4RIaEa?dl=0

Timeless

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How come no one's picking up the phone
I don’t wanna be at home
I don’t wanna be lonely

Told them there's a thing, we should go
They all used to say hell yea
Now it’s just sorry

Back when nights were more than enough
We had the gang when our world got tough
Now there ain’t no one hitting me up
Everybody's grown up now

Everybody's got girlfriends
Pretty soon they've got husbands
All I got here is nothing
No one wants to do fun shit
I just wanna do young shit
Everybody's grown up now

No one wants to dance anymore
No one wants to laugh anymore
Everybody’s stressed out or bored
What do we do, what do we do?
You know it’s the truth, man,
No one wants a thrill anymore
No one wants to chill til it's 4
Now I don’t got no friends anymore
What do I do, what do I do?
I'll kick it with you

@yungpinch 

I guess things change, gotta face it
Keep 10 toes to the pavement
Lost friends over lame shit
We were so close I could taste it
Now I don’t know where the days went
Don’t go and do the same shit
I miss home and I miss you
This tour bus feeling vacant
And I can’t call cuz you’re asleep, at home
Workin’ every day this week, I know
Leave a message at the beep, so long
Call me when you get this, I guess
I need a answer, it’s almost showtime love
She can’t come, and see me now she’s tied up
Is this how the rest of our life looks
Just another lonely night cuz

no one wants to dance anymore ft yung pinch

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no one wants to dance anymore ft. Yung Pinch

LYRICS:

When it blows my way I swear that it’s the wrong direction
But I heard some say rejection is god’s protection
Ain’t no place to hide when the chaos is inside
When it blows my way, when it blows my way
It brings everything except answers to my many questions
It’s the freedom of the desert that is so arresting
But the birds fly high and that’s what I feel inside
When it blows my way, when it blows my way

Why you trynna keep me from my left side
Don’t you wanna see me from my best side
Wonder why the wind at my back is my only friend
Ohh, oh, oh
Don’t trust it if it isn’t from the left side
Till there’s nothing coming from the left side
Now I know it’s the windstorms that make rigid mountains so beautiful

When it blows my way my hard edges grow thin
Why do all my seasons feel like early spring
All this rainfall is too heavy on my wings
Are you trynna fan the flame that burns within
I heard I was the captain of my own ship
But I don’t control the tide
So I gotta ask you why

Why you trynna keep me from my left side
Don’t you wanna see me from my best side
Wonder why the wind at my back is my only friend
Ohh, oh, oh
Don’t trust it if it isn’t from the left side
Till there’s nothing coming from the left side
Now I know it’s the windstorms that make rigid mountains so beautiful

Left Side (432Hz)

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Getting sunny, I'm just getting sad
Over 20, must be someone's dad
Eating cotton candy, I don't care
How do I have fun without you there?

Alone in the theme park
Click on the seatbelt
Hold onto your lap bar
Alone in the theme park
Yeah I can still go hard
But you were the best part

Walking straight up to this rollercoaster
You know you really threw me for a bend
Floating upside down since I lost you
Maybe you can send me around again

I can party anytime I like
I can do whatever with my life
Have a birthday with too many friends
But I can't see you when the party ends

It's so sunny and I'm fucking sad
Over 20, must be someone's dad
Eating cotton candy, I don't care
How do I have fun without you there?

alone in the theme park part 3

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I get invited to parties, I just tell them I'm sorry
And I stay at home and get drunk
You're living way too far, and I’m missing you hard again
I might take up a habit that I left in the past
Maybe cut a line or roll a blunt
Cuz I can’t distinguish between any day without you

I'm tired of the same old shit
I ain’t wasting no more time on it
I might go 95 in the breakdown lane
Anything to avoid spending one more day
On the same old shit
Without you

Eating candy for breakfast, yea I’m so fucking reckless
I’m just trying to start my day right
Waiting for you to message, feeling like I’m a mess again
I get hungover, I’m toxic, doing nothing to stop it
I just want to hit that pain right
So I can distinguish between any day without you

same old shit

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I think those are the moments where it's just like, you maybe might lean towards the easier quick fix. You don't have to live that life 24-7, it's really not sustainable.

lol i'll make it work

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8am, I'm a little bit buzzing
Time to sober up and start the morning
I overdo it just to drown out my thoughts
It's not a cocktail if it's less than 5 shots

So I take things too far and I wear out my heart
And that’s still the best part of my life
I need that emotion. I’m fine, I stay coasting
No bills, I can chill til I die

CHORUS
(You know I) drink too much
(And I) smoke too much
(And I) fuck too much
(But I) pretend that I'm fine, and I

Love too much
(You know I) feel useless
It's true but I
Pretend that I'm fine

What's moderation?
Fuck moderation

Call you so much, I’m a broken record
50 texts in a row, that's a record
I’m out of control and you know I love it
But don't show nobody, they're gonna judge it

moderation

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@landoncube
@wifisfuneral

I thought you were free, I tried to time out perfect
Your parents were gone, you could sneak out, it'd be worth it
I invited the people that I thought you were friends with
I said it was nothing, but I seriously planned it

I bought all the vodka, you know I don’t like vodka
But I wanted you here so I could tell you I want you
Now you tell me you’re busy, gotta finish your work up
Fuck the excuses, come and tell me in person

I might cancel the party, they can party without me
I don’t wanna see no one if you ain't gonna show up
Cuz these ain’t my people, I didn’t wanna admit it
I did it to see you, but you ain't gonna visit
So I’ll cancel the party, they can party without me
I don’t wanna see no one, if you ain't gonna show up
Cuz I don't like people, I didn’t wanna admit it
I did it to see you, but you ain't gonna visit
So I’ll cancel the party

Don't tell me you’re sorry, you can come if you want me
So come if you want me

I bought all the mixers (what the hell is a mixer?)
I just wanted you here so I could tell you I miss you
Now you tell me you’re busy, gotta finish your work up
What the fuck are you saying? Come and show me you’re worth it

@landoncube

Cancel the party, everybody’s uninvited, there ain’t no use if we fighting
My romantic involvement had me believe you’d be coming, I only planned it ‘cause I thought we’d have a ball
I’ve been singing the same songs ‘cause that’s all I know
I’m calling you every day, the only number I know
I know that it ain’t the same. Already know how it goes
guess that I don’t wanna know but I guess I just let it show

cancel the party ft. Landon Cube

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Struggle 
Why is breaking free such a struggle
Why is being me such a struggle

Go to work, come home and do a double
Trynna hold on to the dream, my family in trouble
Ariana say I’m getting chubby, off of what though
Barely eat but so much on my plate I’m growing up though
I can’t listen to no Rap, it’s out of touch, i’m out here
Dodging real life, what I wanna hit a club for
Why listen to somebody thats gon’ brag about stuff for
I heard it all before

I was dealt a bad hand, so I had to learn to shuffle
Callin’ my friends, they the only ones I trust, oh
Summon my ancestors up from the dust, oh
I’m on top of my plans, i’ma get’em out the front door
Tell me I can’t, best get ready for the gun show
All on my hands, ain’t afraid to let the blood show

Ain’t no one gonna save us, so it’s on me
On me, on me, on me
Ain’t no one gonna save us, so it’s on me
On me, on me, on me
If the system gon’ play with us, ain’t no sorry
No sorry, no sorry
When I’m come through it’s with an army
Even if it’s only

Me
Me
Me
Me

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing


I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
I can feel it - I can feel it - feel it in my huesos
I can tell that - I can tell that - tell that - I’ma win
This ain’t all for nothing

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