Stench (2015)

Second part of my father trilogy.
This song is based on a dream I had a good 20 years ago with my father, who had been dead for some time. 
I am in a dimly lit room. It's just me and somehow my father's energy body. At some point, this invisible energy body comes towards me. Then we embrace. It is a merging embrace. Something deep inside me releases and makes me cry. It's not so much a sad cry, but a liberating, soothing cry that pacifies me completely. 
Since this dream, the grudge I harboured against him for a long time has largely disappeared.     
Somehow he has been there inside me since then and I can sometimes visit him (even in dreams) when I want to talk to him.

The arrangement of the song is deliberately minimalist (just vocals, guitar and violin, hardly any effects) in order to emphasise the tremendous intimacy of the encounter between my father and me in the dream described above (there is no longer a "leaf" between us).

My Father  (Lyrics in English)

Would so like to talk to you
Break through the walls to the hereafter
Meet you in a moon cafe
On chairs that stand here and there

You died before the Berlin Wall came down
My son was born on the day you died
Never saw my beautiful wife
Although you had aimed 
For a hundred years of life

You only reached half of it
Life was rarely really easy for you

You were often too close to the stars
Underestimated the danger to your life
Had so many visions
Wanted to live in castles in the air

Then you were all there again
So clairvoyant, wise and clear

Would love to have you with me now
My father, I would love to have you here now 

The dividing wall to you is now open
I haven't met you for so long
You're waiting for me in the moon cafe
I see you in the soft twilight

I want to tell you so many things
What happened after you left
You still wanted to experience it all
Your early death did not grant you that

You were so torn, the demons, they tore at you
You loved the rush, had little sense of yourself

And yet you were in deep distress
My ever-protecting boat
My steadying hand
The lighthouse in my land of chaos

You gave up the shirt off your back
That ultimately cost you your life

Would love to have you with me now
My father, I wish you were here now


Mein Vater (Deutscher Originaltext)

Möchte so gern mit Dir sprechen
Die Mauern zum Jenseits durchbrechen
Dich in einem Mond-Cafe` treffen
Auf Stühlen, die hier und dort stehen

Vor dem (Berliner) Mauerfall bist Du gestorben
An Deinem Todestag wurde mein Sohn geboren
Hast meine schöne Frau niemals erlebt
Dabei hattest Du 
Hundert Jahre Leben angestrebt

Hast grad‘ mal gut die Hälfte davon erreicht
Das Leben war für Dich selten wirklich leicht

Warst oft den Sternen zu nah
Unterschätztest die Lebensgefahr
Hattest so viele Visionen
Wolltest in Luftschlössern wohnen

Dann warst Du wieder ganz da
So hellsichtig, weise und klar

Hätt‘ Dich so gern jetzt bei mir
Mein Vater, hätt‘ Dich jetzt gern hier 

Die Trennwand zu Dir steht jetzt offen
So lange hab‘ ich Dich nicht getroffen
Du wartest im Mond-Cafe‘ auf mich
Ich seh‘ Dich im zarten Dämmerlicht

Ich will Dir so vieles erzählen
Was so geschah nach Deinem Fortgehen
Du wolltest das alles noch erleben
Dein früher Tod hat Dir das nicht vergönnt

Warst so zerrissen, die Dämonen, sie zerrten an Dir
Liebtest den Rausch, hattest für Dich wenig Feingespür

Und dennoch warst Du in tiefer Not
Mein stets mich schützendes Boot
Meine mir haltgebende Hand
Der Leuchtturm in meinem Chaos-Land

Hast Dein letztes Hemd hergegeben
Das kostete Dich letztlich Dein Leben

Hätt‘ Dich so gern jetzt bei mir
Mein Vater, hätt‘ Dich jetzt gern hier

Mein Vater (My Father)

Metal!@

OMNI MAN!! [METAL THEME]

Thanks to my friend Charlie for rocking this collaboration 
more of his music @ https://soundcloud.com/charliewillz
photo by Ashley_Minkus

Supper - Charlie Williams

Ask The Angels

Crimson Arcanum - Soul Grinder

Verticals


You  woke in flames
Hearing demons laugh
your soul´s in chains
Eternal pain takes hold
You are dead
Feel the burning shame
And repent 

Now 

Your are going down 
You´ll be covered in flames 
Burning slow  
Your skin starts to melt
While you beg for forgiveness 
 
Welcome to hell, rise
This is my territory
Welcome to hell, rise
You are going to burn for me

Welcome to hell, rise
This is my territory
Welcome to hell, rise
You are going to burn for me 

Screams fill your ears
Regrets tear you apart
No escape from here
Doom consumes your heart
And darkness claims 
To be steady and feel the pain

Now

Your are going down 
You´ll be covered in flames 
Burning slow  
Your skin starts to melt
While you beg for forgiveness 

Fire brands your skin
Torment knows no end
This just begins
Punishment starts in pure darkness
I descend to you 
To claim your end

So

Welcome to hell, rise
This is my territory
Welcome to hell, rise
You are going to burn for me

Welcome to hell, rise
This is my territory
Welcome to hell, rise
You are going to burn for me

Your are going down 
You´ll be covered in flames  
Burning slow  
Your skin starts to melt
While you beg for forgiveness  

WELCOME TO HELL

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Rocktober

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Vocals Recorded and performed by My Fallen Empire. https://soundcloud.com/bas-lieberwerth
The Bass Guitar hasn't been recorded fully yet (Life Happened) but I will update the track on here when it has been finished. I just wanted people to be able to hear this one. Really stoked on this one.

Beneath The Crimson Mist. Feat. My Fallen Empire

G3NTC0D3 “Genetic code” is (Metal) music produced by myself at my home studio in Madrid, honestly I don’t even know what metal sub genre this would be but it’s what is coming out of me . All my music is referencing  and reflecting on a personal  experience, or about something bad or good that I have experienced, an event that happened to me,  what I feel close to & what I believe in .

“We are the Aliens descendants and our only purpose is to live and seed “