cant help it (jannah + ikari)

serve the base (purin)

osei - i lied, im sorry (summertimeyuki)

without me (feat osei) (prod. 1axgust)

last time, said it was my last time
said it with my last breath
keep applying pressure
baby don't bleed out
see the lights fading, im fucking fried faded
i lied said that i was changing
i can't give the life up
dopamine, dope in me, rolling z's
kill for cleanse, slime to eat
solid nigga, dying breed

last breath ft shyne (prod. shyne)

prod @cardinalsaflame + @1plugsoon
Hate myself i don’t wanna be alive 
Off the building im taking a dive
Don’t like how u lookin im takin yo eyes 
I start to wonder why I even try 
Damn, why am i so shy 
Damn, why am i this guy 
in the mirror i dont like my reflection 
Put my heart in a song & she walk out and left me
High in the sky i fly high like a pelican 
Debating, she leaving , she walk out, she gone.
I’m recording our love and she breaking my phone 
I don’t like how i look so im breaking my bones 
I get high and cry.  That’s me in my zone 
U shine bright in the sky like the North Star 
Put the bullet in my brain I don’t want talk 
Chop off both of my legs I do not want walk 
Tell me what u said, cmon come again 
I’m losing myself so im losing my friends 
When the tears start rollin ion think they gon end 
In a battle for love ion think ima win 
Treat me like a piece of paper in the wind 
Reach yo hand out girl u the 1 I depend on 
Tell me your problems u smile in your sleep 
Not liking my body so I don’t wanna eat 
Rather starve myself and die 
Rather starve myself and cry 
This a portrait of self hatred 
No pulse no I can’t make it 
And my brain is ripping apart I cannot take it 
Won’t put on a smile no I can’t fake it 
I drown in my tears I might fuck around park lake it 
Push start , can’t break it 
Yo heart, won’t take it 
I know who I am and I know who u want me to be 
Don’t got a pulse but my heart got a beat 
My words get stuck in my throat , my heart want me to speak 
Like, why did she leave?
Why do I breathe?
Why do I live?
And , why won’t she die?
So much to say up in so little time 
Im gon kill myself ion care if it rhyme.

a portrait of self hatred

@pyu @violetxx9

#VLM

Yeah it's not what it sounds 
Can't tell who you feel like
It's so exhausting
Yeah, I walk out the crib
Sunlight makes me nauseous
Yeah, can't tell
Can't 2x
I tell you one last time
You cannot leave my side
That makes you mine
I see it in your eyes
I see it in my mind
Got no one to trust, shawty yea you know that it's somewhere
It's 2 locked, It's 2 luv
Bitch why, It makes sense
It's not like, no new one
I can't explain to you
Don't live up, yeah to your expectations
You see why, you see why i ran to you
I can't talk shawty yeah, I bite my tongue
On the same page, know where im coming from yeah
I see you on the way, I took the longest way
Don't wanna show my pain

party jumpin prod bashdae

johnaubrey