Production by BYOU$

when i’m angry, yeah
im gazing at the wolf haley
these people think they know me but they all some fucking strangers
i tried to be popular but everyone knows but they are trynna kill me so i fucking hate myself
im about to do some suicide til i find my dream girl 
she was pretty 
the best in the world
the best in the world
it was going well until my friend told my crush so i got mad at him and gave him a punch 
laying him on the ground got at his head
booted his fucking body so we can never be fo 
so then the same night decided to ask her out
i said will you go out with me?
bravery and growth
but she gave me a one word answer and that fucking answer was no
NO NO NO NO
(a few more no’s)
why’d you have to say no?
i walked away like everything was ok but in my eyes right there wish i could fucking decay
and now i’m just thinking that i’m ugly as fuck 
should went into the streets and get ran over by a truck 
now all i can say to this girl is
i fucking hate you 
[?]

Love, A Broken Dream

Depressant Of Happiness

The Training EP

Lullaby

IM STILL SOMEWHERE IN THE NOWHERE
I’M SO SCARED PLEASE DON’T CARE 
DON’T HIT ME WITH THAT COLD STARE
NOTHIN EVER BEEN FAIR
WHO WHAT WHY WHEN WHERE
ENTROPY
EVERYTHING PROLLY GON CHANGE EVENTUALLY
SO IF IT’S MEANT TO BE 
U GON BET IT WAS RLY MEANT TO BE
THE CENTIPEDE COIL MY BODY TILL I CAN’T FUCKIN BREATH
I’M SUFFERING JUST KNOWIN THERE’S A CYCLE THAT I MIGHT REPEAT
OPEN ME
I USED TO HOPE SOMEBODY WOULD NOTICE ME
PLASTIC BAGS IN MASSES N I AIN’T GETTIN NO GROCERIES
THAT’S GROSS TO ME
OMG WHERE THE FUCK MY DOPAMINE
I NEED STRONGER POTENCY
EVERYTHING SO BROKEN G
WHY THE FUCK MY MAMA AIN’T TEACH ME 
A WAY TO COPE WITH THINGS
I DON’T FUCK WITH DRAMA I BARELY OPEN UP SOCIALLY
 DISSOCIATING HATING MYSELF I FOLD UP EMOTIONS B
I REMEMBER BACK IN THE DAY WHEN NOBODY SPOKE WITH ME 
NOW I’M HAVING TROUBLES FOCUSING LIKE EVEN FOCALLY 
ALWAYS SMOKIN I THINK THE DOCTOR BE DOUBLE DOSIN ME
ACID TABLETS ACTUALLY TOLD ME 2 CHASE THIS POETRY
AIN’T NO GODS WE KILLED EM BY CHOKIN EM WITH THESE ROSARIES
AIN’T NOBODY GROWIN BY HOLDIN ONTO UNSPOKEN  NEEDS 
DROP THEM BOMBS UPON EM N BLAME IT ON SUMONE OVERSEAS
PRAYIN ON SUM SWOLLEN KNEES
 nobody told me who im SUPPOSED TO BE
I’M JUST JONES FROM THE DOPETOWN BABY
THESE DAYS THE BURG LIKE FUCK U PAY ME
FRANKLY U DON’T KNOW NOTHIN A BOUT HURTIN
ALL YA FUCKAS  FAKE BLEED
 CAN SOMEBODY FLAY ME
I THOUGHT U MFS WOULD NEVER EVER BETRAY ME 
WHEN U IN THE GRAVE IMA PISSin ALL OVER DAISIES
WHY TF U HATE ME WHEN U AIN’T EVER CHANGE THINGS

I DON’T NEED THE DOLLAS U HONESTLY GOT THE WRONG GUY
I CAN’T SELL MY SOUL CUS THIS PROLLY WON’T BE A LONG LIFE
COCAINE IN MY BODY I THINK IT’S GON BE A LONG NIGHT 
YOU DON’T WANNA JUMP LIL HOMIE U CATCH A LONG KNIFE
STABBED INSIDE THE TORSO GET FUCKED UP JUST LIKE A PORNO 
MAN INSIDE MY MOUTH MY LIFE RLY DOROHEDORO
25  ALIVE AND AIN’T NONE OF MY DAYS IS NORMAL  
I DON’T GOT THE TIME TO REWIND OR MOVE IN A CIRCLE
YOU AIN’T PLANT THEM SEEDS LIL HOMIE U BE INFERTILE
HIT YOU WITH THESE HANDS LEAVE U TALKIN WITH ONLY GURGLES 
MAYBE NOW THE SHIT U SAY WON’T BE FUCKIN HURTFUL 
U JUST END UP SMOKED U GET ROASTED JUST LIKE THIS HERBAL
DESENSITIZED AND VIOLENT FROM CONTENT U WAS EXPOSED TO
CONSUMERS ON THE HUNT WANT NOTHIN BUT TO GO EXPOSE U
THEY ONLY THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT EVER BEEN KNOWN TO HOLD TRUE
ARE PROFITS PUSSY POWER CONTROL EVERYTHING  U KNOW DOOD
I THINK I KNOW U
FROM SOMEWHERE
IN THE NOWHERE

SOMEONE IN THE NOWHERE [PROD.LILPRISON13[]]]]

circuit bent noise manwhat vox

Circuit Bent Noise Manwhat Vox - JOHNNASCUS

[KAMATAYAN]
you said that you wanna die
you really wanna pact for dying
i said i would never lie
did you know i was actually lying
i watched her fall swiftly
down where they don’t talk
you said that you wanna die
you really wanna pact for dying
i said i would never lie
did you know i was actually lying

[LEX]
Maybe next time I’ll feel something better im just stuck in my head
Hands are shaking but I’m not that clever at hiding words that I said
I can’t let go while you’re holding on so we just keep repeating all the same old stuff

I don’t want to be a lie don’t go and hide
Can you even look me in the eyes

[KAMATAYAN]
and what you looking for? a reason to be buried

[KAMATAYAN]
oh bitter love, feel me

[KAMATAYAN & LEX]
over the edge (x8)

art by me nafin and zemar

bittersweet w/ lex (prod.pekarot)

feat https://soundcloud.com/qulan

artwork by https://soundcloud.com/gavinojames2

SKOT:
Big boy bands like Bruce
Cold face looking like Wayne
I don't want money or Fame
I don't want friends they the same
They looking for clout when they mention my name

Bitch I got the mac with the big nuts
4 5 Sending shots with no refunds
& I'm getting to this bread with the big buns
Tryna tell me how to get it you is not us

I been fucking up the whole game now I got sons
Sorry bout the structure I think I got violent
All eyes on me when I walk in I'm stylin

QULAN :

ooh, It's a crazy world up in this bitch
hope they remember me like im Van Gogh
clearly lackin essence I'm losing my soul
hope to put a smile on your face with my flow

"Why you always feeling this way?" I don't know
everybody's traumatized trying to cope
may you dip out with a trace 
they might sever your face 
to get rid of a itch that won't go
whoa

Damn near everything is subjective 
when will you realize no such thing as the truth
in control of multiple layers 
you know me and Skot bitch we been the archdukes
Welcome to our inferno layer 
looks like we tapped into our DND roots
Life change at a roll of a dice but I'm big GameMaster I made up the rules

SKOT:

oooo
Really thought you did something
How many waves that I make that you copy?
got me feeling like [oooo]
Hand outs & Hand outs you get,
It's probably pity those guys not your friends
I'm making hit after hit
You stay in the house where you can't pay the rent
and all of them beats that been bounced out n sent
I'm dangling money around all your heads

(EPIC MEOW SYNTH SOLO)

DEMONS (FEAT.QULAN)

BODIES KEEP ON FALLING FROM THE SKY! 

featuring my penguin brother: @orgetplus
beat produced by: @takizavaa_
animation by: @yipyip13
cover art by: @rakknid

LYRICS:
[5'4]
[HOOK]

I KILL THAT BOY IF HE FUCK UP MY HIGH
WAITING IN LINE LIKE IM READY TO DIE
I GOT A STRAP AND IT CAME WITH A KNIFE
RIDE ON MY DICK LIKE A MO FUCKIN BIKE
IM READY TO DIE, IM READY TO DIE
PUT THAT FUCKIN BULLET IN MY EYE
COUPLE DIFFERENT WEAPONS IN THE RIDE
BODIES KEEP ON FALLING FROM THE SKY

[5'4 VERSE]

SLIT MY FUCKIN WRISTS AND LEMME BLEED
I'M JUST TRYNA KILL MYSELF IN PEACE
PUT ME DOWN IN HELL WITH ALL THE FEINS
I JUST SEEN THE DEVIL IN MY DREAMS

AND SHE REAL SEXY, GOT ME FUCKED UP
BIG OL' BLADE BITCH YOU GET CUT UP
IM OFF COKE BITCH I CAN'T SHUT UP
SUCK MY DICK AND ARCH YO BUTT UP

AND FUCK YOU BOUT WHATCHU HEARD
TALK THAT SHIT PUT FACE ON SHIRT
TALK THAT SHIT PUT FACE ON CURB
FUCK ON ME BITCH WAIT YOUR TURN
IM READY TO DIE TODAY
HOP RIGHT OUTTA THAT WHIP MOTHA FUCKA SUPRISE TODAY
AND BY THE WAY WE ALL FINNA DIE IN THE END I GUESS ITS THE PRICE WE PAY

[BRIDGE]
[HOOK]
[ORGET VERSE IN KOREAN]

i cant speak korean 🥺

SPOTIFY

READY 2 DIE FT. ORGETPLUS (PROD. TAKIZAVA X DIKLORDEFENIL)

Let the training commence.
@mrchambersss
@sleepingforyears

Sleeping: Bitch im lurkin out the graveyard, moon shinin on me. 
Just because u heard my music bitch it doesn't mean u know me 
Im a sick twisted fuck, sadistic thoughts up my head. I wanna see this bitch bleed, see her breathe her final breath.
Bitch its dreamside fuck the rest leave a nigga body in the street if he try to contest 
They wonderin how im alive when i got no heart up in my chest 
I got nothing left 
I took a shit now he feeling stressed 
I pray on the weak cause i think their pest 
Don't give a fuck if u feeling depressed 
Fuck ur life nigga i need a check
Bitch im still up in the frozen lake right next to satan i feel like same
Piercing my enemies with a stake, 
Slowly they struggle but theyre gonna break
Fuck all who go against me tryna test me i cannot feel no pain
I am unstoppable u are a lame pack that shit up get the fuck out my face
Only the weak try to cling to faith no one save u if your in my way

JOHNNASCUS: 1, 2, and I'm coming for you
3, 4, shut your door
5, 6, Grab your crucifix
7, 8, die on the steak
9, 10, and I'm coming again
11, 12, welcome to hell
13, 14, this is getting gritty
How many dead bodies? fifty!!!
Shove the bodies in my closet this so preposterous
How they all fit in that tiny space
Selling the bodies on Ebay
Dark web version
Deep web surfin
Tryna find my significant other
But all I find is dead babies, sisters, daughters, and mothers
I wanna find who did this, cut their penis off
Shove it down their fucking throat
Watch them sarcopha cough, to their gus
I be in the mist, in the darkness of the night
Under a streetlight
Come near make you upchuck your spine

Why you wanna die today? that is what you always say(repeated)

Clandestine Depths (Feat. Sleepingforyears) [Prod. Mr. Chambers]

idk
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/no-theme

No Theme

Before The Rave (Interlude)

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/out-of-place-as-the-moon-in-the-sky

Sexual thoughts other worldly I cannot describe
Dopamine rushin' I'm fiening, I widen my eyes
If you just look in my thoughts you would think and decide
That I wanna fuck every woman that's not in my life
Fucking and fucking and fucking will help the growth
To the deep dark depths of below

As Above So Below

Phallacies, the fantasy
The succubus starts surrounding me
Her exotic body is astounding me
She bends over I am throbbing
Her demons wings spread
Masquerading death
As she's crawling closer I can feel her breath
I enter a state of lustful bliss
I ejaculate my energy vacant this-
Is, Killing, Me
The succubus gets to sucking
I feel my soul is bloody weakening
And my life diminishing
Time stuck
As we floor fuck
Purgatory much
Bust a thousand nut
All I see is lust
Only thing I trust
I've lost my intellect
I am only sex
Up and down she gets to pumpin'
This demon gave me an erectile dysfunctio-

Kill the succubus, kill the succubus
As she tries to tear off my penis
Close to my demise she wants me as her slave
All these actions damaged my bloody brain
Feeling light-headed, see my final thoughts
Who woulda known that I would die in such a spot
Everything is till but for a different cause
Open my eyes it was all gone

Wet Dreams From A Demigod

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

I say i see
But i say i always see
Looking through the glass
See my wonders fall at last
Where do you wanna go
I can take you there
To the other world
Do not be scared
But I say I see
And i see right through your old lies
I only speak truth
Never told a lie
You live in a false
State of mind

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't want no more sight
Come and i'll scoop out
Wake up you have no more
EYES. EYES. EYES. EYES.

I hear energy
I feel vibrations with touch
You won't for long
You are getting weak
You're not that strong
Just wait for me
I will not wait
I'll muster and gain my strength
You don't realize
That it is too late
Succumb to death
Decay 

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't have no more sight
Your soul is now mine
Your soul is now mine

Before The Rave (Interlude)

JOHNNASCUS

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