Ayo i don't understand how the fuck i let myself not like this. this bih psychotic asf 🔥💯🔥

my iphone keeps telling me to turn my volume down help

im listening to this while having the most intense and long lasting panic attack of my life, in which i chipped a tooth and chewed/clawed a chunk of my own flesh out of my mouth and its very much helping

Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
In the eyes of bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall

Verse1:
I want my piece
I want my say
I want my way
Crush everything
Burn the garden
Spread the knowledge

I want to skin the face off of every superficial human
To really see what's underneath
They were never human beings

Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
I'm tired
Of being looked down upon
In the eyes of
Bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall 
With Trickster like tongues
Their ego is a sponge
They can try to soak me up but I will slay them from the inside

KILL ALL MY NON-BELIEVERS [untitled_0031]]

Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse1:
2021 Guillotine 
Yah Yah Yah
To you that’s the only thing I can be
Kumo
Everything you make should be screams
Yah Yah Yah
Everything you make should be singing
Imma just do what I wanna fucking do
So go whine about how I disappointed you
I’ll experiment till it’s the last thing I do
I am not your jester, I don’t play your rules
For the past 2 years all I wanted to do was
Die, die, die
Now I finally want to live
Life (x8)

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world
As I type this motherfucker
I am chilling in my covers
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse2:
You get mad because I drop every week
But it’s the only way I earn this fucking green
Unless you want me working at a job that makes my soul weak
Well, OK
I  guess I’ll put a Glock between my fucking teeth
But in the end
Who really cares
You don’t really know me
You base me off the image on the internet psyche
You just really know my persona

Music Video: https://youtu.be/UrpH5H8ThcU

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
Stick a blade in the forehead, now it’s just a unicorn

Verse3:
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!
Pseudo Motherfucka!

Verse4:
I am just a voice inside your ear canal
Left to right (x6)

Turn me up cause there’s something special I want you to hear
*inaudible screaming*

Hook:
Cut the wings off a pegasus it’s a stupid horse
You will always get compared to every cryptid in the world

Verse5:
Should’ve never been a public artist
So ppl could never judge my art
Cause it was never meant for you
It was a way for me to heal my soul and heart
Too dumby obsessed with numbers
Digital units make me crumble


Everyday I search “Johnnascus” on the internet to see what people are saying about me
I used to never care but now It’s become bad habit
It has kinda split my personality, wondering what people think about the persona I’ve put out even though the persona isn’t me but what really is me?
Sometimes I wish I never agreed to join spider gang
It’s not like I hate anyone in there. They’re great people & and friends
It’s just mainly a me thing
Maybe my life would’ve been different for better, or for worse
Who knows
What if I changed my name from Johnnascus to something else?
I can’t do that, I’ve gone so far I can’t give up now
This is the only way for me to live the life I want
Be free and live off of my creations
Most ppl don’t understand what im trying to do anyway 
It’s not like they would or should
At least I didn’t end up as murderer or serial killer
I was very close to turning towards that path

The NeverEnding Meta [untitled_0041]]

sampled "innervision" by System Of A Down

[more music soon]]

[untitled_0042]] *Soundcloud Exclusive*

[music video]] https://youtu.be/s-Dml_tnwm8

Verse1: 
Jesus Christ I want to cum in your asshole
Then put you in my itty bitty black hole
Don't worry about it, you will still be macro
Just powerless, lost the fuel to spark the torch
A big surprise is coming from my guardian angel  
Enlightenment awaits for me, if my body's mangled
I don't get it
What the fuck does that mean?
If I'm mutilated, I'll be one with everything
I call your bluff on bullshit
I call your bluff on bullshit
You're just so full of it
Stupid pseudo-science
New age conspiracies 
There's flouride in the piss we drink
And the killer whales are the true elites
Don't give up we have the holy
Spirit giving us energy
Well more like sucking it out
Tubes impaled in it's body

After we are done with you
I will throw you out like nasty food
You disgusting ghoul
You disgusting ghoul

Verse2:
Nigga I'm so high (repeated A LOT)
I'm so high
I could reach the sky
So high
I could touch the hand of God
Of god
Reach the hand of God


Verse3:
Somedays I just wanna fucking sock you
Somedays I just wanna fucking knock you out
I
I do not accept your fate
Ur imperfect, like the humans you create
(YOU GOTTA)
You got a big fucking ego
Your are continuing the cycle ur not special
Ur no longer essential
I'm speaking to God
Your dead you little fucker
Make Cthulhu rape your mother
I'm killing all your lovers
Genocide
The monotheist humans
I want to see the new light
From the holy anti-christ
Fucking anti-christ is me
Bring the chaos to you fiends
Now I'm screaming on your blood

GOD IS BEING RAPED (co.prod MKULTRA) [untitled_0045]]

Ouija

Ouija (Free Download)

music video: youtu.be/EwXYn2yiLPM
some background vocals done by CHECKS
download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Sad Satan lsd
*hums*
Deep Web soliloquy
*hum*
Why have you come for me
Paimon, the 8th king of hell
You are scaring me
Glitchy technology
Now i see intestines pour out computer screen
Look at intestines and i see the faces of friends and my family
Hands go through me
And in their grasp are
My spleen and my kidney
King grabs on to my wrist
With a blood hellish grip
He whispers in my ear:
"We are going below"

Oh Satan, fallen angel
I know my time is up
Oh please tear out my heart
Oh please tear up my guts
No more eternal suffering
I want to end it all
Im tired of the flames
And seeing all my wrongs
Oh Satan, fallen angel
I know my time is up
Oh please tear out my heart
Oh please tear up my guts
I'm tired of suffering
I want to leave this hell

Sad Satan LSD (Prod. BRUHMANEGOD)

music video: https://youtu.be/zTiyzpm0TRg
http://www.errquu.org/errquu.org/

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Imma just say what I wanna fucking say
I decide if I live or decay
Universe works in mysterious ways
Not mysterious enough for me to pray
Meyday, Meyday, Meyday, Meyday
I just called chaos and it really wanna just 
RIP It just wanna
TEAR my
SHIT fucking pull
APART my
LIMBS
I don't even know
WhatTHIS
TOLD
SHIT holds
NO hope
*screams*
No! (repeated)

You existentialist
You want to 
Control
Everything but
Some things are out 
Of reach
For your type of being

Chaos philosophy0laa@aa@

Chaos Philosophy

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Demigod:
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant fate
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant-

I want the devil to take all my shit
Ring around the rosey we chant in the pit
Burn all the bodies to summon the myth
So below lord o' just take me with
Live in a world they don't care about philosophy
Kill all the humans, monogamy
Wasted species they are lost you see
Don't make them suffer just
End it
Burn it
Burn the whole world to a crisp
Make the hell that you always see
Burn it, it all (x2)

Beamy:
Skin my ass put a knife far as you can inside me
Scramble all my innards I'm a sinner confide me
And if you bitching cause I'm winning come find me
Never tell a lie I want pain I want violence
Suffer all the vile things
Way I see it everybody on this earth is worthless
Hurt the burdens, curse the worst until the world is perfect
Purpose serving lurker lurching searching for some murkins
I don’t wanna waste my energy
Not unless they besting me
I will bring the detriment to everything your sector breathe
Fuck the rest of them
I will end the best of them
I will bring the stress to them
Send them all to heaven

Vlamthauporre (feat. BRUHMANEGOD) [Co. Prod. Wendigo]

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

And it started off with the ice
Froze my brain froze my life
Trapped in a world that I don't know
Maybe you, but I don't
I was some fair town
Went in a little funhouse
Then I tried to run out
I got like stuck in a maze
I was in there for days
Tryna just find my way
Out then I did
Through the bathroom window now I'm in a different town
In the distance I just see a "noun"
Staring at me, ready to pounce
Ravage teeth to devour flesh
I kill it first, i implode it's head

You do not see and I know (x4)
And I know
You do not see and I know (x3)

(and it started off with the)
What What
Twoo moons in the sky
One of them was "I"
The other one was "nigh"
What What
"I" moon in some chains
"Nigh" moon gonna bring destruction to everything
What What
In a cyberpunk world
No sense of life
Artificial hurls
SuPreme
Empty cities
Exoskeletons
Of humanity

You do not see and I know (x4)

Fuck Now I'm on a strange island yuh
First the blue cheetah find me yuh
Second anaconda found me yuh
Now I'm a skeleton
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fu-
I start carving and mutilating some human faces
Others i stitch their eyes and mouth with metallic laces
Then I get an adrenaline rush I pick up the pace
Then I wake up in shock, with sweat dripping down my face

synth  _96 v2

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

I fuck your father in the ass
Take the masculine out of him
Put your mommy in a body bag
I am your new mother bitch
Killing all traditions
Nothing needs to make sense
The age of order is thin
Taking off to the new times
To an age where the old dies
Their mentality will fry
So humans can live life
Run to the sun
Blindly follow the light and you'll
Drop (x8) 
Kill all the moths
Stuck in their ways and they'll
Flop (x8)
I fuck your father in the ass
Take the masculine out of him
Put your mommy in a body bag
I am your new mother bitch
Killing all traditions
Nothing needs to make sense
The age of order is thin
Taking off to the new times
Look through the veil
See all the leaders with their
Heads off (x8)
Off (x4)
Running to where?
Aimlessly around before they
Drop (x8)
All the shit i got called for
They just claim im an eyesore
In the years their will be more
Like me
My intelligence edgy
Underground Dostoyevsky
My religion has left me
We are now post-modernity
Entering the new
2020 decade
And the elmer's glue
Stickyness is fading
Like the boomers who
Be hoarding all the money
What the fuck are we to do for climate change
Future can go two ways
Cyberpunk anime
Future can go two ways
Dystopian fantasy

Yucca (Co. Prod. Techno Allah)

prod. bruhmanegod

*follow your heart*
No1 really knows me
Sometimes even including me
I live as different entities
In the eyes of other human beings
But the eyes see subjectively
So you don't know what's best for me
I'll do what makes thou happy
Not what you projecting onto me
I'm not your entertainment piece

I just want to live in harmony

With my purpose and dreams
Fly across the ocean seas
While the sun shines me
And doesn't take away my wings

What's the cost
Of controlling all my thoughts
& listening to my gut
Oh wait yeah there is none

I don't want to relate to you
I just want you to understand me
And all the aliens
That are from another galaxy

Chaos Philosophy

JOHNNASCUS

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