Ayo i don't understand how the fuck i let myself not like this. this bih psychotic asf 🔥💯🔥

my iphone keeps telling me to turn my volume down help

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MINIGUN MARVIN (FT. JOHNNASCUS) (PROD. TEENAGE DISASTER/ CO PROD. SKOTSKR) 

*MINGUN MARVIN*

HI KIDS 
WE ALL GOT A NEW DEPRESSION
REMEMBER FUCKIN ON THAT BITCH 
BACK IN HIGHSCHOOL DETENTION
AND EVERYBODY HATED ON ME NOBODY PAID ATTENTION
AND MAYBE IF I BRING A TOOL THEYLL TEACH ME FOR THIS LESSON

AND EVERYBODY KNOWS ME THEY WONT START SHIT
I WALK AROUND WIT MINIGUNS JUST LIKE IM MARVIN

AYE PUT THEM FINGERS UP 
EVERYBODY LOOKIN AT ME LIKE I GIVE A FUCK

Brea- “MINIGUN MARVIN”

WE HAVIN SEX IN DETENTION INFRONT OF EVERYONE 
AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK (X3)

YOUNG MARVIN STEPPED IN THE CLASSROOM AND CUT AN EAR OFF HIMSELF 
THATS THE STATE OF HIS HEALTH
BEHIND THE 7/11 FROM LIKE 5-11
YOU CROSS HIS PATH AND GET SCALPED
THERES NO ONE LEFT TO COME HELP
YOUR BEST BET IS TO YELL 
YOUR BEST BET IS TO YELL

I HAVENT STEPPED INSIDE A SHOWER IN LIKE 5 DAYS 
RUN UP ON ME WIT THAT TOOL IT CAN GO 5 WAYS 
AND BITCH IM FEELIN THE WITHDRAWALS INSIDE OF MY VEINS

AND I CANT FIND ANOTHER WAY OUT
SO I GUESS IM GONNA KILL MYSELF
BEFORE BEFORE BEFORE SOMEBODY ELSE
BEFORE BEFORE BEFORE SOMEBODY ELSE 

*young marvin walked into the ______ and proceeded to _______ shoot everyone”   

JOHNNASCUS

Imma kill my family
For putting me into this world
Lynch their dead bodies on a tree in the backyard
Upload it to the internet
Viral, I await my sex
I'll cut your pussy off into a ear lobe 
I'll cut your dick off into a 5g pole
Pole Pole Pole 
Trepenate my fucking skull
I see the visions
Reality as a
Whole
Gonna fuck the sky
Semen rains down to pregnate the dirt and flies
I dont wanna listen to you motherfuckers at all
I am the god of this simulation I made it all
I made it all, I made it all
I am the god of this simulation
I made it all, I made it all
I am the god of this simulation 

Flex your muscles
Inject heroin 
In your system
Ascend dimensions

I dont wanna listen, sow your motherfucking mouth shut
Delete your mouth off your motherfucking person 
Make u live forever in eternal torture 
I am the god of this simulation I made it all

MINIGUN MARVIN (FT. JOHNNASCUS) (PROD. TEENAGE DISASTER)

DEMIGOD:
Everyday I wake up I just feel so tired
But only cause everyone else said they are
What are your intrusive thoughts 
Similar Interests
You are not human
You're an avatar
Ego is a shining star
Watch a one that I admire 
I'm feeling so fully wired

Hook:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

MKULTRA:
Why this void so intrusive
What this noise buzzing in my skull
I can’t avoid when im using
I enjoy when i feel Impulse
Im conjoined imma mutant
Im devoid of a single pulse
At the joints we producing
Have no choice when my shit Convulse

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts create the web
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts just spin the thread
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web
Wired on the internet
Await the new intelligence

MKULTRA:
I know where you are
I know what you been through
I can feel your cuts
I feel like im in you
I can be a drug
We’re moving the veins 
this wired all one brain
Desire get exchanged

DEMIGOD:
I
see
Your Shadow's
shadow
Snuff R73
Pseudo Scorpion
Genocide the sub-humans
They don't deserve to live like me

MK & JOHN:
My head
It hurts
My head (repeated)
Shadow self I need help (repeated)

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

W1-R3_D (ft. & co. prod MKULTRA) [untitled_0039]]

lyrics: (fl.vco only)

I don’t feel the pain 
I always wanted 
Oh boy
you feel flames 
it’s filthy frog eye 

To blame Im in the rain 
this is your warning 
Divide or fade away 
A different side of me 

Forget it 
He never listen 
shut down I abandon mission 
Load up I put all my chips in 
Wrong guy been up the whole nighttime 

inci0 <3

frog eye w/ johnnascus (prod.mkultra)

OK NOW PICK UP THE GUN RIGHT 
DONT WANNA RUN NO MORE WANNA SHOOT IT OUT
AND EVERYONE I LOOKED UP TO IS JUST A LOOSER NOW

BETTER FIND A SOLUTION 
CAUSE ALL THE BRIANS ARE POLLUTED 
THERE AINT NO WINNIN WE LOOSIN
AND ANYONE IS FUCKED

YEAH YEAH YEAH 

IM INVISIBLE
NOBODY ME 

WAIT FOR SOMETHING
DIE FOR NOTHING
REPEAT THAT SHIT THEN GO RIDE 
FOR YOUR BROTHREN

I CANT DO SHIT BUT JUST DIE TO STRESS IT ENOUGH
CANT GET BULLETS OFF MY MIND IM READY TO CLUTCH

BROKEN BONES IN MY CHEST IM UNABLE TO MOVE
NEVER SHOWED ME RESPECT SO WHAT IS IT TO YOU

BROKEN BONES IN MY CHEST (PROD. SKOTSKR)

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

Feels so dangerous
But it’s fluffy
You fucking fairy, what have you done to me
Trapped in the spell of Aphrodite
I kinda like a little much
Caterpillars crawling in my skin
Cacooning at the edge of my ribs
They are dying in the acid of my stomach

And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long

I have lost my knowledge [x3]]
I don’t really care about it
The feelings I get are too monstrous to control
So I let them take me over

And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
[x4]]

[This next part I added on, I do not know if it will be in the final version]]

Speaking with ur little script
Lying thru ur- Lying, Lying
You never loved me
U just wanna fuck me
Speaking with ur little script
Lying thru ur stupid lips
You never loved me
U just wanna fuck me
So i bust ur cap 
Put a hole in ya cranial map
What you gonna feel when ur world goes black
Like go dead, GO DEAD!!!!
Good riddance
Good riddance
Riddance
Riddance
Riddance
Riddance

AI:
Language Calibration
Speech Configuration
Calibrating
Calibration complete
You are being taken back to the end and beginning

I Don't Really Hope It Lasts Long [prod. blackwinterwells]]

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

"Crushing the Core".

The beat is heavy, relentless. It's a mid-tempo "stomp" that hits like a battering ram, designed to crush everything in its path.

The atmosphere is dark, industrial, with piercing synths that tear through the air like warning sirens. It is the sound of an unstoppable force moving forward, grinding everything down.

Crushing the Core

I own nothing All credit goes to Get Scared

Get Scared - Sarcasm

lyrics: https://genius.com/albums/Ghostemane/N-o-i-s-e

GHOSTEMANE - NIHIL

ICP- (INSANE CLOWN POSSE- BANG POW BOOM)-  Imma Kill U

Written & recorded by Ghostemane & @Parv0

follow Parv0 -  https://www.instagram.com/parv0_/

Stream & Buy

I duckinf hatw you

music video: https://youtu.be/zTiyzpm0TRg
http://www.errquu.org/errquu.org/

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Imma just say what I wanna fucking say
I decide if I live or decay
Universe works in mysterious ways
Not mysterious enough for me to pray
Meyday, Meyday, Meyday, Meyday
I just called chaos and it really wanna just 
RIP It just wanna
TEAR my
SHIT fucking pull
APART my
LIMBS
I don't even know
WhatTHIS
TOLD
SHIT holds
NO hope
*screams*
No! (repeated)

You existentialist
You want to 
Control
Everything but
Some things are out 
Of reach
For your type of being

Chaos philosophy0laa@aa@

Chaos Philosophy

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

See the challenges that I face
Come through, spray you with the mace
Do not care like I ever did
I'm a punk little edgy kid
Still never grown out that phase
Well, maybe I kind of did
Not a nihilist today
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
Faster Do what I say you Gemini, Gemini, Gemini
Zodiac signs man I'm an alumni
Now I can teach about the third eye
Raise your c-consciousness
Get so pseudo
And I worship Pluto
And I speak to beings from the Orion belt
They just told me they just need some help
From the
Reptilians
Reptilians
Reptilians
Cut

Gemini Cancer Nihilist Cusp

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

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21 BIRTHDAY [untitled_0009]]

The Great Milenko: 20th Anniversary Edition, Vol. 2

Hokus Pokus (Headhunta'z Mix)

The whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar 

Separate and deconstruct the building blocks and 0’s and 1’s
The tikky tok is illusion
Breaking the simulation
Behind the veil the higher ones
Cybernetic arms and eyes
Matrioshka brain inside
Simulate a trillion lives

Whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar

I will soon take the final breath
Being beat to death
By the ones who gave me life
I die at the age of five
Wake the fuck up
Your just a brain in a vat that’s inside a Dyson sphere
Sucking all the energy
From metallic organ beings
From the stars that are floating
In blackness of galaxies
Turn the universe into a quantum machine
Turn the universe into a quantum machine

The whole world is in chaos
Call upon you, sing your seance
I wanna see it all on fire
And time is a liar

What did you expect
Start chomping on his neck
The titan Kronos I’ll devour him next
From the feet to head
Make his soul a slave to mine
While he dissolves in my stomach acid
I will break his fucking mind
Make that time a bitch to me
Put that fucker on a leash
In every bloody realm that is existing

I’m so sick and tired of wasting time (repeated)
“Break the illusion of time”

Chaos Philosophy

JOHNNASCUS

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