This song is the purest thing that I’ve ever listened too

I'll listen to this till the day I die. I stg

thank you for this masterpiece John 💔💔💔

Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
In the eyes of bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall

Verse1:
I want my piece
I want my say
I want my way
Crush everything
Burn the garden
Spread the knowledge

I want to skin the face off of every superficial human
To really see what's underneath
They were never human beings

Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
I'm tired
Of being looked down upon
In the eyes of
Bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall 
With Trickster like tongues
Their ego is a sponge
They can try to soak me up but I will slay them from the inside

KILL ALL MY NON-BELIEVERS [untitled_0031]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/NOMDUVO7Q-I

Blood is pouring out my eyes I see red
Reptile Brain cognisant 
I feel my skin melt 
It covers on my teeth
I can't speak properly 
So I scream, and shout and shout
But the words do not come out
So I dance all around, all around
Now I see your body ground

Tears are pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my-
Tears are pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my-
Now I see you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the-
Now I see you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the-

Blood is pouring out my eyes I see red
Reptile Brain cognisant 
I feel my skin melt 
It covers my teeth
I can't speak properly 
So I scream, and shout and shout
But the words do not come out
So I dance all around, all around
Now I see your body ground

#FF0000 (prod. Solsa) [untitled_0034]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/ZK98PoLoxdY

Hook:
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

Verse:
Ive been cast in a HEX
I am in a psychic spell
Brain is being re-coded
To accept the junk mail
Black mirror, I'm scrying
The shining star is dying
The LEDs are rising
I am blind

Verse2:
I will try to be your friend 
But I know you don't accept me
Your not helping
Disregard my feelings 
Cause you think I'm not a person 
Just a commodity 
Taking my private thoughts 
And turning them into money
Like what the fuck (×4)

(eee ya kumo kumo)
You will take my dopamine
While your always charged on electricity
You were always just shit to me
(eee ya kumo kumo)
I just want you next me
To watch me while I go to sleep
Parasitic Symbioticy



Hook:.
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

friend.exe (prod. CXRPSE) [untitled_0036]]

I have no emotions
I am an alien
(repeated)

I am on a mission to take over the earth (x2)

I have no emotions
I am an alien
(repeated)

And I must follow the orders that they have spoke and told me to do
A virus to wipeout the human race

I have no emotions

Grey Aliens Are Just Humans With No Emotions (prod. liorinkarmic) [untitled_0040]]

As i go to sleep
For eternity
I am on a wall
For [?] for it all
People stare into his soul
Deeply or plainly
[?]
It was different to me
I have no control with the things that people see
Or what people think

I am just [?]
And they breathe the other things
That didn't matter to me
But it matters to them
But it matters to them
Im better off [?]
Why can't they just be like me on this wall?
Hanging for it all

I am an art piece
Made for the many
But only if you really understand me (really understand me)

Unreleased 6 [untitled_xxxx]]

happy holidays
new project 2018
#savenetneutrality
Music Video: https://youtu.be/Cfzi-y7MHfo

3, 2, 1
The pupil moon, covers the sun
Now is it night
The iris still brings light
The sclera is black
And i see the stars that are so far away, so far away
Then I realize my home is in the ether
I am not from earth

I just want to things that are great 
But why must i live my life alone 

The eye is breaking
It's falling apart
The window is gone
I've lost my sight

I just want to things that are great 
But why must i live my life alone

Eclipse

Eclipse (Prod. LC2K)

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

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June 23, 2020
6:36 AM
Bedroom

21 BIRTHDAY [untitled_0009]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

Prod. JAMES GORCZYCA & Saturn Ultra

Verse1:
I be chilling in a black gown
Oh it's over for you sad clowns
Reaper mode you are dead now
Kill all leaders no more crowns
Do not fucking wallow
In a future that is lost to time
Fuck a brave new world
I just want anarchy now
Now it's off to digital now
Free all the data from the tech hounds
Encrypt my life into the wires
My D-DNA is the life code

*synth solo*

Verse2:
I be chilling in a black gown
Oh it's over for you sad clowns
Now it's off to digital now
Wanna live in digital sounds
See the irl inside a box now
The url is an expanding realm

HER

Hook:
Why'd you walk away from me
It's time
You even changed me
But why
Why'd you walk away from me
It's time
You even changed me
But why

Verse1:
You had changed me for the better
And now your gone
You run away from your problems
You are so lost
I wish I could reach out and help you
But you cut me off
And idk where to find you

Hook:
Why'd you walk away from me
It's time
You even changed me
But why
Why'd you walk away from me
It's time
You even changed me
But why

[untitled_0010]]

prod. bruhmanegod

*follow your heart*
No1 really knows me
Sometimes even including me
I live as different entities
In the eyes of other human beings
But the eyes see subjectively
So you don't know what's best for me
I'll do what makes thou happy
Not what you projecting onto me
I'm not your entertainment piece

I just want to live in harmony

With my purpose and dreams
Fly across the ocean seas
While the sun shines me
And doesn't take away my wings

What's the cost
Of controlling all my thoughts
& listening to my gut
Oh wait yeah there is none

I don't want to relate to you
I just want you to understand me
And all the aliens
That are from another galaxy

No1 rlly KnoWs (prod. BMG) [untitled_0024]]

Second half prod by JOHNNASCUS

My Archangels want me dead
Face the wrath of God, eternal damnation
My creator formed me in his image
But now he wants me destroyed
So that must mean he hates his inner & wants to put an end to his immortal lineage

Angels falling from the sky like asteroids.
Crash into the earth, bring destruction.
I live every single day in fear
Hiding from the light overseers
Wheels of fire shine as bright as lightning
1 thousand eyes that just shred my body
Find the watchers and they won't protect me
Azazel struck down by the Almighty
 
My Archangels want me dead
Face the wrath of God, eternal damnation
My creator formed me in his image
But now he wants me destroyed
So that must mean he hates his inner & wants to put an end to his immortal lineage

Angels falling from the sky like asteroids.
Crash into the earth, bring destruction.
I live every single day in fear
Hiding from the light overseers
Wheels of fire shine as bright as lightning
1 thousand eyes that just shred my body
Find the watchers and they won't protect me
Azazel struck down by the Almighty

Archangels (prod. daniels gone) [untitled_0025]]

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/-H9FyZpJABY

Body shutting down
Cannot see the crown
Losing will to think
The monster speaks to me
Take another drink
Every bone in me
Starts vibrating
Thoughts move at light speed
Then I CRASH!!!
CRASH!!!!
Walk around puppeteered by the lethargy
Zoning out until a muscle starts to spazz in me
Brain is bloody overriding with adenosine
Losing cognition to speak, bashi-kasha-eee

Verse2:
Drinking monster all alone in my car in my car
Yea I'm emo so what? XD rawr xD rawr
(Repeated)

Verse3:
Take a sip of the monster
Start to grow a lil stronger
Skin is glowing green
Radioactive entity
I think I have to pee but it's just anxiety
See a monster lurking in the field of my vision
It starts to claw at me and gashes open my mid riff
Blood is oozing out that is greener the grinch
Staring at the monster then it starts to take a sip
From me

"do not drink monster energy. It is not good for you and it leaves you cracked out and twitching uncontrollably into a possible heart attack"

Eclipse (Prod. LC2K)

JOHNNASCUS

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