Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
In the eyes of bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall

Verse1:
I want my piece
I want my say
I want my way
Crush everything
Burn the garden
Spread the knowledge

I want to skin the face off of every superficial human
To really see what's underneath
They were never human beings

Hook:
I am tired
Of being frowned upon
I'm tired
Of being looked down upon
In the eyes of
Bastardized gods
Who pray for the fall 
With Trickster like tongues
Their ego is a sponge
They can try to soak me up but I will slay them from the inside

KILL ALL MY NON-BELIEVERS [untitled_0031]]

prod. @blackwinterwells

I, I, I,
Want to burn the forest down
Down
Down
Down
Burn everything
That belongs to me
I don’t need it
It don’t belong to me
I’m gonna fade away
Imma meditate
Like a Buddhist mane
Like a Buddhist mane
Follow the eight fold path
The chaos rises 
Imma chaos star
I do what the fuck I want
Bring the chaos mane
Got a chaos heart
Chaos control
On all of my foes
I will bring the fucking violence
I will start a fucking riot
This material is nothing
I just wanna reach for something

Burn the forest down
Burn it down
Burn the forest down
Burn it down
And all the things that belong to me, me
Burn it all
Burn it all
Burn it all
(Repeated)

BURN IT ALL (prod. blackwinterwells) [untitled_0032]]

"uhm, there's like... ppl gangstalking me and, idk what to do about it. I think im gonna write a post on /x/. Hey /x/ uhm, I see ppl gangstalking me. I see them outside my window, I can hear them banging on my door. They tapped my fucking walls with wires uhm, All the food I eat, all the cameras inside me, all the cameras that are on my- on my computer. They're all staring at me, what I do. I don't wanna kill myself, But I don't have gun, I just want to find a way to turn it off.

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes with no face
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes no face

Verse1:
Late one night
Went on the internet
Down a rabbit hole
Into wonderland
My great awakening
Fuck them pedo libs
They drink adrenochrome 
From abortions
Fuck, I think I know too much
Society a psyop to keep us in a box
I just need to find
Some like-minded lives
To stage a coo against the reptilians
The ones who make billions, 
The CIA and FBI
My own little bubble I finally find
Except they don’t fight
They told me to go digital
And be connected with the spiritual
And to leave behind my fleshy physical
To enter into sysytemspace
To escape this world of pain
But I must spread my message

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes with no face
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8

Verse2:
Stranger
Danger, cut all ties of communication
They spy one me I can feel their wavelengths
They’re inside my head they wanna take it
For mind control but I will rape them
They’re inside my walls
I can hear them crawl and scratch for me
But my energy, and mer-ka-bah repels them, I’m the sun
Nowhere I can run to
Trapped inside my death room
Till my willpower runs sour
They’ll redact me
All I have now is this knife
That I white knuckle with my fists
They are banging on my door and might break it in
I won’t let it happen
Pull the door open
Without hesitation I begin the torture
Stab it endlessly in the fucking chest
Till I realize it was my best friend

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers are dead
5, 6, 7, 8 of my stalkers were friends
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers are dead
5, 6, 7, 8 of my stalkers were my friends

GANGSTALKED (prod. Wendigo) [untitled_0033]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/ZK98PoLoxdY

Hook:
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

Verse:
Ive been cast in a HEX
I am in a psychic spell
Brain is being re-coded
To accept the junk mail
Black mirror, I'm scrying
The shining star is dying
The LEDs are rising
I am blind

Verse2:
I will try to be your friend 
But I know you don't accept me
Your not helping
Disregard my feelings 
Cause you think I'm not a person 
Just a commodity 
Taking my private thoughts 
And turning them into money
Like what the fuck (×4)

(eee ya kumo kumo)
You will take my dopamine
While your always charged on electricity
You were always just shit to me
(eee ya kumo kumo)
I just want you next me
To watch me while I go to sleep
Parasitic Symbioticy



Hook:.
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

friend.exe (prod. CXRPSE) [untitled_0036]]

prod. @xedvex

I
Could bite the head off of a squirrel then vomit
And fucking hurl into the mouth of your babies
Give them fucking rabies I'm a fucking rabid dog
Why would I act normal?
I am not human
*hahahaha*
Why would I
Talk to ya?
You're not
Even my friend
You're the fucking government
Taking my dollar symbols
Fuck your boomer sigils
I will move on to crypto
Get low, get low, get low
Then we'll rise up
And sabotage
All the money I will blow
For the bullets in the skull
At the heads at Silicone
DC is a funeral

I'm so, I'm so hungry I could eat a fat business man
Stuff all their money in my fucking pants
Go to a forest, make a mountain out the cash
Light it up
With the gas
In one flash
BANG IN FLAMES
Stare at the stars they look down upon me (repeated till end)

Destroy The Government For Stealing My Hyperstitious Tax Money (prod.vex) [untitled_0037]]

DEMIGOD:
Everyday I wake up I just feel so tired
But only cause everyone else said they are
What are your intrusive thoughts 
Similar Interests
You are not human
You're an avatar
Ego is a shining star
Watch a one that I admire 
I'm feeling so fully wired

Hook:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

MKULTRA:
Why this void so intrusive
What this noise buzzing in my skull
I can’t avoid when im using
I enjoy when i feel Impulse
Im conjoined imma mutant
Im devoid of a single pulse
At the joints we producing
Have no choice when my shit Convulse

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts create the web
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts just spin the thread
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web
Wired on the internet
Await the new intelligence

MKULTRA:
I know where you are
I know what you been through
I can feel your cuts
I feel like im in you
I can be a drug
We’re moving the veins 
this wired all one brain
Desire get exchanged

DEMIGOD:
I
see
Your Shadow's
shadow
Snuff R73
Pseudo Scorpion
Genocide the sub-humans
They don't deserve to live like me

MK & JOHN:
My head
It hurts
My head (repeated)
Shadow self I need help (repeated)

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

W1-R3_D (ft. & co. prod MKULTRA) [untitled_0039]]

I have no emotions
I am an alien
(repeated)

I am on a mission to take over the earth (x2)

I have no emotions
I am an alien
(repeated)

And I must follow the orders that they have spoke and told me to do
A virus to wipeout the human race

I have no emotions

Grey Aliens Are Just Humans With No Emotions (prod. liorinkarmic) [untitled_0040]]

[sitting|||at_the(-)end-of th3\\world]]

Feels so dangerous
But it’s fluffy
You fucking fairy, what have you done to me
Trapped in the spell of Aphrodite
I kinda like a little much
Caterpillars crawling in my skin
Cacooning at the edge of my ribs
They are dying in the acid of my stomach

And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long

I have lost my knowledge [x3]]
I don’t really care about it
The feelings I get are too monstrous to control
So I let them take me over

And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
And I Don’t Really Hope It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
It Lasts Long
[x4]]

[This next part I added on, I do not know if it will be in the final version]]

Speaking with ur little script
Lying thru ur- Lying, Lying
You never loved me
U just wanna fuck me
Speaking with ur little script
Lying thru ur stupid lips
You never loved me
U just wanna fuck me
So i bust ur cap 
Put a hole in ya cranial map
What you gonna feel when ur world goes black
Like go dead, GO DEAD!!!!
Good riddance
Good riddance
Riddance
Riddance
Riddance
Riddance

AI:
Language Calibration
Speech Configuration
Calibrating
Calibration complete
You are being taken back to the end and beginning

I Don't Really Hope It Lasts Long [prod. blackwinterwells]]

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

I just sit back, I contemplate
All the choices I couldn’t change
All the moments that slipped away
Now I’m stuck inside my mind all day

Cold nights, phone light, I stare at the 
Ghost texts, no replies, 
Wish I could forget all the things that I’ve seen

But the past keeps playin’ like a broken routine
forget you were ever talking to me
was i really there when you were thinking of me
no i wasnt baby im just part of your routine

I just sit back, I contemplate
All the choices I couldn’t change
All the moments that slipped away
Now I’m stuck inside my mind all day

I just contemplate… 
I just contemplate… 
Thinkin’ every day…

contemplate

music video: youtu.be/EwXYn2yiLPM
some background vocals done by CHECKS
download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Sad Satan lsd
*hums*
Deep Web soliloquy
*hum*
Why have you come for me
Paimon, the 8th king of hell
You are scaring me
Glitchy technology
Now i see intestines pour out computer screen
Look at intestines and i see the faces of friends and my family
Hands go through me
And in their grasp are
My spleen and my kidney
King grabs on to my wrist
With a blood hellish grip
He whispers in my ear:
"We are going below"

Oh Satan, fallen angel
I know my time is up
Oh please tear out my heart
Oh please tear up my guts
No more eternal suffering
I want to end it all
Im tired of the flames
And seeing all my wrongs
Oh Satan, fallen angel
I know my time is up
Oh please tear out my heart
Oh please tear up my guts
I'm tired of suffering
I want to leave this hell

KILL ALL MY NON-BELIEVERS [untitled_0031]]

JOHNNASCUS

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