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download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Question Everything (Prod. Sleepy Randy)

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Demigod:
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant fate
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant-

I want the devil to take all my shit
Ring around the rosey we chant in the pit
Burn all the bodies to summon the myth
So below lord o' just take me with
Live in a world they don't care about philosophy
Kill all the humans, monogamy
Wasted species they are lost you see
Don't make them suffer just
End it
Burn it
Burn the whole world to a crisp
Make the hell that you always see
Burn it, it all (x2)

Beamy:
Skin my ass put a knife far as you can inside me
Scramble all my innards I'm a sinner confide me
And if you bitching cause I'm winning come find me
Never tell a lie I want pain I want violence
Suffer all the vile things
Way I see it everybody on this earth is worthless
Hurt the burdens, curse the worst until the world is perfect
Purpose serving lurker lurching searching for some murkins
I don’t wanna waste my energy
Not unless they besting me
I will bring the detriment to everything your sector breathe
Fuck the rest of them
I will end the best of them
I will bring the stress to them
Send them all to heaven

Vlamthauporre (feat. BRUHMANEGOD) [Co. Prod. Wendigo]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/fMS1hp8NsCA
On the night (repeated)
On the night
They all rise
Undead life
Monsters fly
Witches soar
In the sky
Skeletons break their spine
On the night (repeated)

This witching hour
End of my life
Witches cast spells
I have no eyes

Deconstructed Synthwave (Co Prod. Spencer Hewitt) [untitled_0000]] (MUSIC VID IN DESC.)

I feel so new
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away like uhm everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of life
More like life and death
Same coin different sides
Same coin different sides
Everything will die
Everything will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all lie
Who knows what is real?
What's my purpose in my life?
Wait sorry, I got in my head again
Let me focus at being in the moment

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away uhm
And nothing will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into nothing
Nothing into nothing
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of death
More like death and death
Same coin same side
Same coin same side
Everything will die
It will become void
Basic nihilistic rhymes
Spiritualism is a lie
Nothing is real

New
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life

Sometimes in this life like everything
And everything will turn nothing into something into everything
Everlasting cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, 
circle of Duality
Yin and Yang
Yin and Yang
Everything will die
Will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all a lie
Who knows what is real?

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please (×4)
Eventually it'll fade away like everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
Circle of life and death

nNeUwU [untitled_0004]]

"what happens to the man... who wakes from and endless dream?"
cover art done by @zuhblorg on insta


Calling my
Calling my
Open Third Eye
Decalcify
I see the truth
I look at the sky
I see the stars
Turn into eyes
Staring at my skin
I feel unsafe
I cannot hide
Or escape this place
Run into my home
Close the blinds
I still feel their gaze behind
The motherfucking doors and windows
Bulges start to grow out the ceiling and walls hundreds of them all transform into eyes

Eyes spread apart
They group in pairs
I see a mouth form with some teeth
Face bulging out the wall, it leaks
Their necks grow, just pointing towards me

Bodies coming out the ceiling
Bodies coming out the wall
Bodies are forever screaming
Louder than a jet taking off
My ears will not go deaf
Constantly hearing and feeling the pain of 1,000 screams
Keeping me trapped in their flesh made building
There's no exit unless I tear the flesh
Start chewing

10 years and they're s-
10 years and they're s-
10 years and they're still screaming
Went from some humanoids to an unrecognizable meat sack
Now the sky is one iris
The screamers now have turned violent

10 Million Years
Still Hiding From Them
Always Hear Them Near
Screams Claw at My Ears
Iris Blew My Clear
Now They Torture Me For
A million years
A billion years
A trillion years
Endless years

Long Dream [untitled_0006]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

New Year
New Me
Decade
2020.
Out the world
I look and see
Everyone
Including me.
Dissociate
Get Away
From 
Reality okay.
I need
Rebirth
A new slate
Massive change.
In my head
Too much
Too much
Too much
Escape esotericism.
But that's my
My home
Why would I escape my home
I don't know
Maybe it never was 
Or I let it consume me.
I feel like
A fucking fraud
I'm fucking lost 
What do I do 
I don't know
I don't ask for help
So I keep it all inside.
Until it explodes
And I'm out my mind
And then I want to [REDACTED]]
But I'm too [REDACTED]]
So i lay
Lay
Lay
Lay
Lay
Why do i destroy everything that i fucking own

[untitled_0001]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Kill
Tear the flesh
Break my bones
Smash the head
Hate my mind
And my body
Too much steam
Thoughts are foggy
Slam my dreams
On the concrete
Step on the pieces
With my feet
Let em blow
In the wind
They'll be forgotten
In the end

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Now my dreams gone
Time to move on
Kill my relationships
With a fucking bomb
They don't matter anyway
Nothing ever does
Hurting myself is the best drug

Time to go brain dead
Gain a sheep head
Follow all the rules
Never question them
Live inside the screens
Be distracted
While I rot away 
Into fragments

Bluepilled livin in the matrix
No help from anyone to change this
But I don't even want to change this
Hedonism feels so amazing

I wanna fuck to the end of time
Live inside a box & never go outside
Never make art I lost all my drive
Overdose on sugar, until I see white
Then decorate my walls with my bloody insides

CPU kill me
I be feeling dirty 
From watching all
The pornography
My brain is fried
Got coomer brain
Watch it all myself
Cause im so deranged
Man my eyes are tired
And they fucking sting
Looking at the blue lights all fucking night
I haven't slept for about 3, 24 hours
Tryna say three nights

TCPULATWISAD [untitled_0007]]

prod. bruhmanegod

*follow your heart*
No1 really knows me
Sometimes even including me
I live as different entities
In the eyes of other human beings
But the eyes see subjectively
So you don't know what's best for me
I'll do what makes thou happy
Not what you projecting onto me
I'm not your entertainment piece

I just want to live in harmony

With my purpose and dreams
Fly across the ocean seas
While the sun shines me
And doesn't take away my wings

What's the cost
Of controlling all my thoughts
& listening to my gut
Oh wait yeah there is none

I don't want to relate to you
I just want you to understand me
And all the aliens
That are from another galaxy

No1 rlly KnoWs (prod. BMG) [untitled_0024]]

"FAANG" stands for "Facebook, Amazon, Apple, Netflix, Google)
the digital Wild West is now being enslaved

First half prod JOHNNASCUS + Wednigo + MKULTRA
Second half prod JOHNNASCUS

The Death (x5)
Of The Free Internet
I cannot speak they just grip my neck
I cannot speak they just,  they just,  they just

'm so sick and tired
Of the fucking wired
It is not the same
The stupid techies are to blame
F, double A, N, G, T
(twitter)
Digi vampires sucking energy

The Death (x5)
Of The Free Internet
I cannot speak they just grip my neck
I cannot speak, speak, speak, speak

Tell me why
I just wanna speak my mind
But you shut my mouth
You stitch it tight
Now I wanna fight
(x4)

Uhm what the fuck
Just got suspended off of twitter
But like, for what?
Being edgy, they got bitter
Called out the Jeff, now I'm in the wrong
But I guess not the pedos who share the sauce (cheese pizza)
The birdy warps your mind to become PC
You lose higher function to think critically
SJW's are just as racist as alt-right dweebs
Jack Dorsey CEO of a shit stained sink
But I guess it's a blessing that I'm Motherfucking perma-banned
Twitter is 
Full of horny coomers & airheads

The Death
The Death
Of The Free Internet
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-
I cannot speak they just (x10)
I cannot (repeated)

The Death Of The Free Internet
I cannot speak they grip my neck
Suffocating me
Till I'm a wirehead
Or till I'm gone
Derezzed out of Tron

nNeUwU [untitled_0004]]

JOHNNASCUS

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