@user-435148292 Lov3 was his first song its on yt but its not on Soundcloud

John is my fucking god, i can't live without him.

Hey man any chance i could hear the other songs from this ep?

fuck love

download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/love-a-broken-dream

Love, A Broken Dream

LUNA

NEW AGE

Production by LordQuan

yeah uh ay
i found this beat on youtube just typed in like travis scott type beat
noccanism

ay ay ay ay
there's this new girl that i have met
i think ive become to emotionally attached
ay ay ay
when i see her with another guy
anger and sadness leak out the dispatched
i dont know if its a sign that my higher cells have sent me
or if its something that will detriment me
she spent 4 nights in everything
nice, beautiful, vibrant, ginger hair cute little freckles on her face everywhere
she's an amazing drawer and painter
no type of challenge could restrain her
she says that she likes my art to
which gave me a boost 
to creatively push through
but she's kinda hard
so im just talking nonsense 
knowing that it makes my hate for love more immense
but its not her fault its not mine
i guess the universe just doesn't want us to line
but i wanna be alined
we get along so well and have so much in common
i think about her all the time while eating ramen raaaamen

[?]
it doesn't matter because in the end she has a boyfriend
[?]
i dont even know anymore ill just leave society 
where nobody cares about me 
go its my inner core (core)

you're just being over dramatic
the energy between me and her is fucking V E G A S  S T A T I C
she dont even care about me
i asked her what's wrong one time
and she said nothing
when she obviously showed me signs of drowning

i could tell by how she looked
not by empathy
i can't really feel for humans
i feel like most have resented me
so ill just distance myself from her
so when she thinks of me
all she'll see is a bur 
and my heart [?] imbalance 
i need to heal this show this energy and talent
we were never really meant to be

Too Attached

L0V3? V9

oh yeah, oh yeah yeah

this girl is so far away
but i still confess everyday 
everyday
we found each other alive
but when i try to talk to her i chicken out every time
every time 
and i finally did and it was the biggest moment in my life 
life

there's a girl that i dont love
it was such a big adventure
us smiling at the thing you said 
and i said to her

this girl is so far away but i see her face everyday 
everyday
we found each other alive
when i tried to talk to her i chicken out all the time
all the time
and i finally did and it was the biggest moment in my life 
life

there's a girl that i dont love
it was such a big adventure
us smiling at the thing you said 
and i said to her
but it didn't work out us together
it didn't work out
it didn't work out
you just curved me
[?]
it didn't work out (repeated)

Distance Doesn't Work

Production by BYOU$

when i’m angry, yeah
im gazing at the wolf haley
these people think they know me but they all some fucking strangers
i tried to be popular but everyone knows but they are trynna kill me so i fucking hate myself
im about to do some suicide til i find my dream girl 
she was pretty 
the best in the world
the best in the world
it was going well until my friend told my crush so i got mad at him and gave him a punch 
laying him on the ground got at his head
booted his fucking body so we can never be fo 
so then the same night decided to ask her out
i said will you go out with me?
bravery and growth
but she gave me a one word answer and that fucking answer was no
NO NO NO NO
(a few more no’s)
why’d you have to say no?
i walked away like everything was ok but in my eyes right there wish i could fucking decay
and now i’m just thinking that i’m ugly as fuck 
should went into the streets and get ran over by a truck 
now all i can say to this girl is
i fucking hate you 
[?]

Depressant Of Happiness

this does not go with the story of my other projects

yeah x 28

girl of my world yeah she’s my big crush
you know she’s cool and all of that stuff
i know that was corny 
but i was just trynna be flirty 

yeah x 28

you mean that she’s special
unlike these other humans are dirty
i know that i’ve said this but
she is, she is, she is hot
if i had the courage i would kiss her on the spot
but i’m not that kind of guy
im actually really shy
shy

and i imagine us talking face to face
but reality puts that in a bad place
we see each other in the halls between class
but we dont look we just walk we just pass

[?] and i feel so bad
i wanna jump off a building and be sad
and this girl is in my league
wanna ask her will you go out with me?
feeling really [?] yes or no
[?]
feeling really [?] yes or no
[?]

yeah x 56

Out Of My League

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go with the EVA

go with the EVA - JOHNNASCUS

inferiority complex v3 - JOHNNASCUS

Into The Abyss Ft. $ekHmeT

This song is titled "Unreachable Dream" because I talk about a dream love relationship that I will never have where both of us understand each other and other things like that. Sadly that's just a dream and this is reality. Fuck Love. 
New EP soon titled "Love, A Broken Dream"
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DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/love-a-broken-dream

Unreachable Dream

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Go, i don't wanna feel no more i know
I don't wanna take the world i stole
Put me in the darkness
Leave me in the cold
I don't wanna feel no more but,
Overtime
I just cry
Every night
Don't know why
Stuck in my head
To feeling energy
Took too many hits of LSD
It has opened a gate of empathy that takes a path all the way to
My heart, My heart, My heart, oh you don't wanna take my heart (repeated)

Yea, yea, said and I did it yea (repeated)

My heart, My heart, My heart, oh you don't wanna take my heart (repeated)
The mind and heart cannot separate
They are intertwined where i allocate
This suppressed energy
I don't want to waste it
I'll kundalini
I don't wanna cut them off but
My emotions must not control me

Where Is My Heart

New EP in January happy holidays

Out of flow
Out of sight
Out of mind
People just call me Death Grips
Cause I am experimental
And cause I’m…
African American
But
That’s
What
They
Want
Me
To
Say
And
Be 
Controlled
By
Absurd
Identity
Politics

Don’t fit into the stereotypes, so they decide to shun me
Makes sense but they always talk about ‘I love individuality’
Contradicting if you ask me
But I guess it’s pretty trendy
It’s time to leave the mass
And walk my own path

Muster up and suck it up (x8)
It is just time to be alive
Don’t wanna be dead inside
Can’t go to old ways
It’s just a virus
That I cannot tolerate
So I must go update my system
Or I will die a victim
(Everyone wanna be victim
I don’t be a victim)

Everyone wanna be a victim
And be submissive
They’ll go complicit even if it goes against their wishes
Authoritative

They must follow authority
So they don’t have to deal with reality
They will follow authority
To escape existential depravity

So, where do I go from here
To escape this sedentary lifestyle
You must destroy
And break
And go against the grain
Of your old world and your old self
And succumb to chaos
Embrace the chaos (motherfucker)

Chaos Rises

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download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

Unreachable Dream

JOHNNASCUS

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