came on in the car randomly and was a perfect moment in time. thanks! 

AUTISM AUDESSIE (ft. Hash Gordon) (Prod. Wjeoshtnsniadsecjuoshnny)

C8H11O2​+​C10H12N2O​+​C43H66N12O12S2 [untitled_0017​]​] [Slowed/Modified]]

@diklordefenil + dexavl

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

she say she love me
she aint tryna figure me out
and it hurts so bad
and it hurts so good
i know her so well
baby do you wanna change
i know she think i'm deranged
and she'd be right and that's why we keep tight 
we on the same team right?
bitch are u tryna be mine
it's just the thrill i need cuz it doesn't seem right
love what you fuck
fuck what you love yea
u either doin too much or u just remain stuck
and i'll be here if u need to remain unseen
and i'll be here every day u take over me

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

and her body takes my breath away
away
away
i think he's onto something now
"i wonder why my baby never come around"

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

oxygen (prod. diklordefenil + dexavl)

Burning Red

To do
-Expand the bass line. Some lovely drops and phrase end climbs to find there
-Consider more percussion


Pass for Soul

A nine day trek to Thorung La
Prayer wheels are turning
I never went this far
"You need to train"
Ah I'll be grand
Off on foot in this foreign land

Oh the beauty
Oh the graft
Just path and legs
Bring supply to pass
Sherpa temple balls in the pocket
I'm up that mountain like a rocket

Namaste

Orange suit
They called me jeez
Long hair and beard
Some Irish breeze
Here never ends peace and love
We're at the top
Ah, heaven above

The pass 5416m
The thinnest air for smokey breathers
To north, Tibet
From here, no pain
Just Earth at its best
Awww, innocent sane

No pain
Namaste
No pain

Over the pass to Muktinath
Going down was harder
For the untrained twat
But never a sigh that lasted long
Just look around to recharge the one

The highest I've been
The highest I've felt
Most beautiful scene
Imprinted to self
I found myself above the clouds
I came home with more soul
Himalayan shrouds

Namaste
Above the clouds
Soul endowed
Above the clouds
Soul endowed
Namaste
No pain

Above the clouds
Soul endowed


In 2006, my head wasn't in a good place. I had just come out of a relationship and couldn't find my zen so I decided to leg it to Nepal on my tod to find it. This song is paying homage to the trek I went on around Annapurna. It took 16 days and we walked 15-20 km a day. The highest point you get to is 5416m and it's called the Thorung La pass. You aclimatise at 4800m for a day and then up over the most beautiful place I've ever been and seen. Although there is no rope climbing it's still not easy. In 2014, freak weather took 43 poor souls doing what I got to do safely so this is dedicated to them. Rest in peace 🤍🧬

I found out a lot about myself there man and I'm ever grateful for that! I was 9 years into life with a mobile phone so that disconnection from the world of signal and internet was extremely liberating and I'd highly recommend it.
If life allows, I'll be back there again before I die...

I discovered a strength I didn't know I had. That was largely fed by the strength I saw in the Nepali people that before seeing the way they lived I wouldn't have thought was possible. Elderly people carrying weights of food and supplies that I could barely lift up the mountain with ease. The people are quite removed from material attachment too and generally show a deeper affection because of that. This is something I took home and I think as best as I can try and live nowadays. I don't really do things I don't truly need anymore... I guess musical equipment is the exception although the majority of my gear I have for 20 plus years anyways

I feel very lucky to live in a part of the world that allowed me to to do that trip at all as I'm sure the majority of humans on the planet cannot just make that decision on a whim and leave home for a reset

🇳🇵Never End Peace And Love 🇳🇵

🙏🏾Namaste 🙏🏾

If you're bored...
Here's a 9 minute video of my trip which lasted in total 80 days. I rented a motorbike for most of it and there is the best swing and Bungie jump EVER from a 160 meter high bridge towards the end of the vid. Closest I've ever come to flying as on one of the jumps the rope was tied to my back. So epic and so lucky! Thanks Nepal ✌🏾

https://youtu.be/P99vQE4n6qE?si=Eit88JjIvHLE7pEo

Pass for Soul

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

The Young Demigod:
All you soundcloud rappers make the underground too toxic 
Threw your brains out window where the fuck the logic
Imma just make noise music till im fucking dead b
Experiment all the way to the end cause
I am Johnnascus
And Imma Demigod
Yes im asexual
That means i have no cock
Sneaking under your radar
Search me and i won't be found
Then i rise and rip your bloody spine and fucking take your crown
All you soundcloud rappers made the underground too toxic 
Threw your brains out window where the fuck the logic
They don't see the music just the praising and the profit
They just want acceptance, in their life they never got it
Oh no, hit a nerve that is so low
Deep up in the psyche
You wanna go aggro
Quickly lose your energy
Hit a point, you lose hope
Then i give you advice that brings you back to flow
Now you wanna worship me
Your life now i own
Meditate and do as i say you rajnee clone
Fuck around and start a cult then change my name osho
I'll change your life then ill give you false love and hope

Jboogie:
I AM NOT A DEMIGOD BUT BITCH U BETTER KNOW I AM A DEMON, SWALLOW ALL MY SEMEN, BUT AYE YOU KNOW IM CHECKIN ID’S, ATLEAST I GOT SOME MORALS G. FUCK U AND YA STEEZ WHY U LOOKIN LIKE A FULL CREEP. I DONT NEED TO FIGHT ALL YOUR BASE BELONG TO MINE. GO AHEAD AND CRY AND TALK ABOUT HOW VICTIMIZED YOU ARE, YALL AINT SHOOTING STARS, IVE SEEN BETTER WARS, THIS AINT SHIT THIS BORES, ALL YOU GOT ARE CARS, YOU AINT EVEN OWN THEM CARS WHY THE FUCK U FLEXIN CARS. GOOGLEY EYED FUCKAS LOOKIN LIKE THEY COMIN STRAIGHT OUTTA CARS.
WHAT THE FUCK.
I DONT KNOW, WHAT YOU DO, TO CONTRIBUTE
LOOK AT THE FOOLS, IGNORANCE RULES, 24 7
AINT SHIT, 13 ETERNAL, ITS OUR BUGGY KERNEL,
AYO JOHN HOW BOUT WE START THE INFERNO
FEEL THE DESERT
SAUNA WEATHER
YOU JUST BEWILDER
SWEAT OUT YOUR KILLER
FEEL ALL THE HEAT
TEXAS DEFEATS
ALL OF THE FLEETS
OF THE FUCKIN LEECHES
(X2)

I Hate Soundcloud Rap (Ft. James Gorczyca)

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

I say i see
But i say i always see
Looking through the glass
See my wonders fall at last
Where do you wanna go
I can take you there
To the other world
Do not be scared
But I say I see
And i see right through your old lies
I only speak truth
Never told a lie
You live in a false
State of mind

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't want no more sight
Come and i'll scoop out
Wake up you have no more
EYES. EYES. EYES. EYES.

I hear energy
I feel vibrations with touch
You won't for long
You are getting weak
You're not that strong
Just wait for me
I will not wait
I'll muster and gain my strength
You don't realize
That it is too late
Succumb to death
Decay 

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't have no more sight
Your soul is now mine
Your soul is now mine

Where Are My Eyes

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
They shatter
And are broken
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Caught lock jaw
Can't open
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Feel the pain as i choke and bleed
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
I can't escape my own body
Can't ask for help
I can't even speak
They think im deranged, mental, weak
Walking around with teeth falling out 
Then i found a way to end it all now
End this physical prison that i'm in
This threshold of pain, i cannot stand it
There's only one way to end it all in a blip
You know what is,
Do not have say it

Clenched Jaw

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

KILLING ALL THESE RAPPERS THEY SOME DART TAGS.
I FUCKING HEAD SMASH.
YOUR BODY ON THE CEMENT.
NO LONGER HUMAN.
YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.
GO HEAD, DISOWN ME.
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

1 2 3 4.
YOUR HEAD JUST BLOW.
RIGHT OFF YOUR BODY.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING GROW.
I DO NOT CARE.
I'LL TAKE YOUR LIFE.
CAUSE I DO NOT CARE BOUT MUHFUCKIN MINE.
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE 
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

*SCREAM*
*AD-LIBS*
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

Reality Of Resentment (Prod. LC2K & JOHNNASCUS)

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

BMG:
so much energy
the fodder cannot be compared to me
i’m a travesty
jagged immolation through your cavity
i’m the majesty
in a boss battle
hard to handle
rocket packin’
and abandoned
self commanding
hell combatant
marked up
by my attachment

bitch i hit quad damage
with the gauss cannon
in a butchery
and i’m the bloody craftsman
summoner up in a chokehold
i just broke bold
with the black magic
horns up on me
2k damage
bitch, claws in you like that
new tricks, alter shit, fuck you 
*scream*

Demigod:
verse1: 
eeeeeee i 
Want you really want from me i
Oh really wanna see i
Oh sometimes you never see i
Stuck in a room
4 walls, grey color
What do i do
So i just sit here wanting to decay
But i can't
So i lay
What do i do (repeated)

verse2
(kumo)
what do i do
very honest question
That i ask myself
Every single day 
Continue to contemplate
To escape the rat race
My thoughts do not reflect my actions
So it's time to go on 
Rampage
And escape the cage
Of tame
What hell am i?
Demigod
Don't wanna live to
Be a pawn
To the world or my
Own self
Kill the bad habits
They stale
They just destroy my
Brain cells
They belong to
Past times
They just stunt my growth
So i
Drag them by the neck
To Hel-
Heim
To be forever frozen in time

Baron V2 (Ft. BRUHMANEGOD) [Prod. Landfill & JOHNNASCUS]

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

*hums and says stuff*

I'm so sick 
I'm so sick and tired yes
I will cut the wire stress
I will cut the wir-
Do
Not Ignore
Fucking Me
I Will Rip
Out Your Spleen
Caught Off Guard
Never Looking
Life ain't easy as it seems
Do Not Ignore
Fucking Me
I Will Rip
Out Your Spleen
You underestimate my fucking being
You shall pay for false judging

Pay (×6)
now say your fucking grace

The Miniscule Kill

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Living in denial
Till you get like fucked bro
Living like the nile
Till you get like cut throat
Bleed into river
As you see the blood go
Mix in with the water
Chaos entered the flow
Imma take off
Ain't no fucking meyday
Ain't no fucking mistake
Lord JOHNNASCUS imma
Alien ok k k
You wan try to erase me
Can't do that oh no no way
I will just infect the world
In people's hearts or like a virus
. . *kumo fucker*
I just want more eyes
To see all the time
Pierce through all the phalilicies 
And you could never creep on me
Look at all realities
See all possibilities
Cause this life ain't thrilling me
I need something real extreme
kumo fucker (repeated)

Sirens In The Night

PROD. JAMES GORCZYCA
FT. JOHNNASCUS
COVER ART BY JOHNNASCUS

WEBSITE : https://jamesgorczyca.carrd.co
TWITTER : https://twitter.com/jamesgorczyca
MERCH : https://teespring.com/stores/jamesgorczyca
YOUTUBE : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCv7wip2KP-KvsvTGZ6J8siA
MFNF : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFHSyNijT4pcy3UxNl8PpHw

BIG TEX FT. JOHNNASCUS

fl.vco - init (prod.p0gman)

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

I could fade away at anytime it wouldn't even matter
This blade will fucking help me let the blood splatter
I could fade away at anytime it wouldn't even matter
This blade will fucking help me let the blood splatter

So I digitize (×4)

I could fade at anytime it wouldn't even matter
The wired will help me, reality disaster
Erase me from your memories now there's dark matter
Stare into the codex it is time to join
Replace my fucking body yea digital joints
Don't wanna see the light i want it destroyed
Triple zero is the home it brings me, triple zero joy

Can't feel my body
Senses are falling
My mind is sprawling
To a new world i'm routing
To a new world (×4)
To a
"*connecting to the wired*"
Time to digitize (×3)
I could fade at anytime it wouldn't even matter
The wired will help me, reality disaster
Erase me from your memories now there's dark matter
"*you are now entering the wired*"

Where Are My Eyes

JOHNNASCUS

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