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MINIGUN MARVIN (FT. JOHNNASCUS) (PROD. TEENAGE DISASTER/ CO PROD. SKOTSKR) 

*MINGUN MARVIN*

HI KIDS 
WE ALL GOT A NEW DEPRESSION
REMEMBER FUCKIN ON THAT BITCH 
BACK IN HIGHSCHOOL DETENTION
AND EVERYBODY HATED ON ME NOBODY PAID ATTENTION
AND MAYBE IF I BRING A TOOL THEYLL TEACH ME FOR THIS LESSON

AND EVERYBODY KNOWS ME THEY WONT START SHIT
I WALK AROUND WIT MINIGUNS JUST LIKE IM MARVIN

AYE PUT THEM FINGERS UP 
EVERYBODY LOOKIN AT ME LIKE I GIVE A FUCK

Brea- “MINIGUN MARVIN”

WE HAVIN SEX IN DETENTION INFRONT OF EVERYONE 
AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK (X3)

YOUNG MARVIN STEPPED IN THE CLASSROOM AND CUT AN EAR OFF HIMSELF 
THATS THE STATE OF HIS HEALTH
BEHIND THE 7/11 FROM LIKE 5-11
YOU CROSS HIS PATH AND GET SCALPED
THERES NO ONE LEFT TO COME HELP
YOUR BEST BET IS TO YELL 
YOUR BEST BET IS TO YELL

I HAVENT STEPPED INSIDE A SHOWER IN LIKE 5 DAYS 
RUN UP ON ME WIT THAT TOOL IT CAN GO 5 WAYS 
AND BITCH IM FEELIN THE WITHDRAWALS INSIDE OF MY VEINS

AND I CANT FIND ANOTHER WAY OUT
SO I GUESS IM GONNA KILL MYSELF
BEFORE BEFORE BEFORE SOMEBODY ELSE
BEFORE BEFORE BEFORE SOMEBODY ELSE 

*young marvin walked into the ______ and proceeded to _______ shoot everyone”   

JOHNNASCUS

Imma kill my family
For putting me into this world
Lynch their dead bodies on a tree in the backyard
Upload it to the internet
Viral, I await my sex
I'll cut your pussy off into a ear lobe 
I'll cut your dick off into a 5g pole
Pole Pole Pole 
Trepenate my fucking skull
I see the visions
Reality as a
Whole
Gonna fuck the sky
Semen rains down to pregnate the dirt and flies
I dont wanna listen to you motherfuckers at all
I am the god of this simulation I made it all
I made it all, I made it all
I am the god of this simulation
I made it all, I made it all
I am the god of this simulation 

Flex your muscles
Inject heroin 
In your system
Ascend dimensions

I dont wanna listen, sow your motherfucking mouth shut
Delete your mouth off your motherfucking person 
Make u live forever in eternal torture 
I am the god of this simulation I made it all

MINIGUN MARVIN (FT. JOHNNASCUS) (PROD. TEENAGE DISASTER)

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

beware of small town milfs (plague){hoodwink}

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

KILLING ALL THESE RAPPERS THEY SOME DART TAGS.
I FUCKING HEAD SMASH.
YOUR BODY ON THE CEMENT.
NO LONGER HUMAN.
YOU DO NOT KNOW ME.
GO HEAD, DISOWN ME.
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING
DON'T NEED YOUR LOVING

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

1 2 3 4.
YOUR HEAD JUST BLOW.
RIGHT OFF YOUR BODY.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING GROW.
I DO NOT CARE.
I'LL TAKE YOUR LIFE.
CAUSE I DO NOT CARE BOUT MUHFUCKIN MINE.
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE
I SAY DECAY
GO AHEAD
DON'T BREATHE 
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

*SCREAM*
*AD-LIBS*
I SAY I NEED TO FEEL REAL PAIN

Where the sanity in me (x4)
This is not me
The insanity in me (x4)
It's apart of me

Reality Of Resentment (Prod. LC2K & JOHNNASCUS)

music video: https://youtu.be/zTiyzpm0TRg
http://www.errquu.org/errquu.org/

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Imma just say what I wanna fucking say
I decide if I live or decay
Universe works in mysterious ways
Not mysterious enough for me to pray
Meyday, Meyday, Meyday, Meyday
I just called chaos and it really wanna just 
RIP It just wanna
TEAR my
SHIT fucking pull
APART my
LIMBS
I don't even know
WhatTHIS
TOLD
SHIT holds
NO hope
*screams*
No! (repeated)

You existentialist
You want to 
Control
Everything but
Some things are out 
Of reach
For your type of being

Chaos philosophy0laa@aa@

Chaos Philosophy

@abortedaudio

[Verse 1]
Metal put em on metal tables
Cut you off slut cable
Like all leaching leveled labels
I dont fucking share nah
Basedgod in my airpods
Face staring scalp your hair off
Princess pussy platter prepared raw rawest in her underwear yall past lames lack pairs uh
Vegan bitch but v gets meat
Boner appetite
I went from wrecking in trees to wreck her in her cheeks leaving nut in the sheets ill be back in a week
Waving bye bye
Stay away from my time line
You puny work part time
You loosing now yarns tied

[Hook]
Lifes a chore Im so bored bodies float a fucking shore
Lifes a chore Im so bored bodies float a fucking shore
Lifes a chore Im so bored bodies float a fucking shore

At your door pistol popping off your worn hat
Face flattened in your grandmas floor mat
Cums coming where the sore whores cores at
Porn cat have her torn where we born at
Sworn that pie pieces stealing formats

kill ebola - life a chore [prod. kill ebola]

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Demigod:
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant fate
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant-

I want the devil to take all my shit
Ring around the rosey we chant in the pit
Burn all the bodies to summon the myth
So below lord o' just take me with
Live in a world they don't care about philosophy
Kill all the humans, monogamy
Wasted species they are lost you see
Don't make them suffer just
End it
Burn it
Burn the whole world to a crisp
Make the hell that you always see
Burn it, it all (x2)

Beamy:
Skin my ass put a knife far as you can inside me
Scramble all my innards I'm a sinner confide me
And if you bitching cause I'm winning come find me
Never tell a lie I want pain I want violence
Suffer all the vile things
Way I see it everybody on this earth is worthless
Hurt the burdens, curse the worst until the world is perfect
Purpose serving lurker lurching searching for some murkins
I don’t wanna waste my energy
Not unless they besting me
I will bring the detriment to everything your sector breathe
Fuck the rest of them
I will end the best of them
I will bring the stress to them
Send them all to heaven

Vlamthauporre (feat. BRUHMANEGOD) [Co. Prod. Wendigo]

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong
What The Fuck Is Wrong
What The Fuck Is Wrong
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What Is Wrong With Humanity

WTF Is Wrong With Humanity

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

See the challenges that I face
Come through, spray you with the mace
Do not care like I ever did
I'm a punk little edgy kid
Still never grown out that phase
Well, maybe I kind of did
Not a nihilist today
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
But it's my bedrock bottom okay
Faster Do what I say you Gemini, Gemini, Gemini
Zodiac signs man I'm an alumni
Now I can teach about the third eye
Raise your c-consciousness
Get so pseudo
And I worship Pluto
And I speak to beings from the Orion belt
They just told me they just need some help
From the
Reptilians
Reptilians
Reptilians
Cut

Gemini Cancer Nihilist Cusp

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

I fuck your father in the ass
Take the masculine out of him
Put your mommy in a body bag
I am your new mother bitch
Killing all traditions
Nothing needs to make sense
The age of order is thin
Taking off to the new times
To an age where the old dies
Their mentality will fry
So humans can live life
Run to the sun
Blindly follow the light and you'll
Drop (x8) 
Kill all the moths
Stuck in their ways and they'll
Flop (x8)
I fuck your father in the ass
Take the masculine out of him
Put your mommy in a body bag
I am your new mother bitch
Killing all traditions
Nothing needs to make sense
The age of order is thin
Taking off to the new times
Look through the veil
See all the leaders with their
Heads off (x8)
Off (x4)
Running to where?
Aimlessly around before they
Drop (x8)
All the shit i got called for
They just claim im an eyesore
In the years their will be more
Like me
My intelligence edgy
Underground Dostoyevsky
My religion has left me
We are now post-modernity
Entering the new
2020 decade
And the elmer's glue
Stickyness is fading
Like the boomers who
Be hoarding all the money
What the fuck are we to do for climate change
Future can go two ways
Cyberpunk anime
Future can go two ways
Dystopian fantasy

Yucca (Co. Prod. Techno Allah)

she bring out the worse in me
disperse from me now purpose bleak. anima now hurting.
god i crave her ill just break her i cant have her pass her save her
destructive dont mean to be
flee from the scene fix these things. relations never keep.
god i crave her ill just break her i cant have her pass her save her

i dont care about shit then i care too much
isolate from them then i give them love
i dont know what i am i dont know what i want
all i know is that you bad and no one beyond us
but dont invite me to your plans cus i aint showing up
imma relapse on your pussy girl you more than just lust
i dont know why i spam and disappear for a month 
all i know is i feel everything until i feel nothing
why am i still numb. i aint doing drugs. i aint giving much. down is where i shut. i cant do the cut. love you way too much. out is where we shut.

shut down

come down and get it
must be nice to milk your nice looks missy 
buying books busy mutant meat is crossed quickly 
list to marts blowing out the darts nicky not in arms breathing 
brain bites the hand feeding
dont loose sight of meaning. inside piss pools the greed in. 
see shit get lost you looked long enough
too much information big picture scuffed
did you get enough of all self destruct 
the drugs give em up and love and come down and get it

kurt

open up your mind. learn from the ride.
dont try to fight. die for tonight. 
thats not you inside. what did you invite. 
were you left behind. far away from light. 
granted what you take bad fruit on the way.
time and place erased brains buzzing bet im late. 
out of body soaking rays.
nouns gone no trace. souls in a cage screaming suffering in pain. 
forever in this place agony is all i faced. didnt recognize for days. 
you cant unsee what your eager to grasp. 
you cant understand the answers to the questions you asked. x2
dont get trapped in the trap.

4th plateau

set me free from me from me set free. 

use uprooting for all viewing. you only like that scene from movie. 
leak the brain stems starve the craves. bombard the lake end wakes for page.
present off for days shadow decayed. forget yo image feed the sane. 
bleed the same.
she weeps when the preacher shames. crowd creeps gave the teachers gain. 
feet beat from the speakers stage. dark sleep made me easy bait. 
cant swim with these anchor ankles set me free from me.
im a mess made of flesh and meat hold my breath peel the parts that i dont need. that i dont need. that i dont need.

only flesh

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

Save file:
June 23, 2020
6:36 AM
Bedroom

21 BIRTHDAY [untitled_0009]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

FEAT. MKULTRA
Co. Prod. MKULTRA

MK;
I can’t see from the outside
The concrete it culls
The people get downsized
Fear repercussions from fist My blows

Tv show me my organs
Eat me chop off
My foreskin
Leave me
Fetch me an order
Die by the sword
Eat my face when its boring

Aaaaaa


 
You can hide
Living a lie
You can try
Get touched by the sky
You can hide
Sleep in your mind
In the night
Hide in plain sight

Demigod:
Pain on me
Writing this
With my bloody thumb stinging
Using it 
As some fucking fuel you see
To energy
To energy
To energy now

Energy cannot be destroyed
So that means i'll forever exist
You can't get rid of me you little shit

I will suck the energy
Suck it out of everyone
Suck it out the light source
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe

I'm only gonna say 2 words
FUCK IT(×4)
NIGHA I SAID
FUCK IT(×4)

Yucca (Co. Prod. Techno Allah)

JOHNNASCUS

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