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engineered with dylan kim (@ghettoblastersofc)

i’m holding my head, i can’t hold your hand
i already said i wasn’t meant for this

troubled by the emptiness & benzodiazepines
this is fucking atrophy, i feel it
i can’t feel shit, bourbon on my rings
i’m collecting names, setting fire to my insides

put that blade against my tongue, you know i fuck with death
i’ve been pulling powder in my lungs like i’ve got nothing left
angel wings on me, i’m already dead
halos buried with their hymns six feet from my fucking head
and i was in the back during the set
dressed in black, i didn’t get your text
maybe i left you on read (maybe you don’t understand me)
i’m under stress, under slept, i feel the noose around my neck
i feel like i don’t want to live, i feel like i’ve already bled out

cut open, sun poisoned
eyeliner, your rhetoric
a vision, mirages
i’m hollow, nothing at all

you’re poured up, new haircut
(already dead in the benz hit a hundred and five)
no feeling, young and in love
(eighteen forever got blades out i’m ready to die)
eyeliner, your parties
(headlights in my eyes, the darkness eats me up inside)
scar tissue, your skin on mine

youth

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ESCALADE - lil aaron & blackbear

POOR THING

Poor Thing (feat. Lil Peep)

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

wtf im crying

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

i won't see 30, fuck i won't see 25
every night i think about my death i wonder why
fuckin up a check i should be writin up a verse
but every line i write it sound like put me in a hearse, baby put me in a hearse

i don't really care if you're not fuckin w me
i don't really care if you got friends over seas
i don't really care if you're not fuckin w me
got that bird on me tee, rip lil peep

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

they say time could heal your wounds but that's a fuckin lie
i spend every afternoon inside my room and cry
and every time i hear your voice it always makes me think
about that time you overdosed on all those lines across the sink

i swear to god or something higher, i'm no enemy
fuckin up my life its like i like to waste my energy
thinking we were supposed to be
love ain't fucking real that shit is make believe, 
fuck whoever hate on me
fuck whoever hate on me

i just wanna skate all night till the moon dies
everybody hate on lilsadeyes thats alright, that's alright
i just wanna crash through the city in a black benz
icy by my side we don't have friends thats alright, that's alright

that's alright (prod. avion)

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[Prod. Discent X Hxrxkiller]

Ghostgirl (prod. discent x hxrxkiller)

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Valentino (Prod. by Black Mayo)

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LYRICS:
i’ve been longing for ur touch
but it doesn’t seem to mean that much
i reach out to her she gives me love
but i waste it every time
did it even cross ur mind
that i think about u all the time
in a world in which u are not mine
my love id rather die
baby we can talk about it
baby let’s jus think about it
i jus know that ur the one thing
i can’t live without yea
i don’t wanna talk about it
i don’t wanna think about it
i just know that ur the one thing
i cant live without yea

i’ve been longing for ur touch
but it doesn’t seem to mean that much
i reach out to her she gives me love
but i waste it every time
did it even cross ur mind
that i think about u all the time
in a world in which u are not mine
my love id rather die
baby we can talk about it
baby let’s jus think about it
i jus know that ur the one thing
i can’t live without yea
i don’t wanna talk about it
i don’t wanna think about it
i just know that ur the one thing
i cant live without yea

i’ve been longing for ur touch
but it doesn’t seem to mean that much
i reach out to her she gives me love
but i waste it every time
did it even cross ur mind
that i think about u all the time
in a world in which u are not mine
my love id rather die

ur touch *p. cxld blxxd*

why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost
why would you say you love me when i know you fucking don’t 
why would you lock the door when i was freezing in the cold
these voices in my head are getting louder, i don’t know,
i wanna kill myself, i think i’m turning to a ghost

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i think i'm turning to a ghost

it’s getting harder everyday, i’m running out of fucks to give
i’ve been all alone so long, i honestly don’t care to live 
i just took like twenty pills, i just snorted fifty lines
i just drank a fifth of jack, baby dare my ass to drive 
i'm smoking dope inside the rain, white mask and i got the blade
there’s a monster in my brain, my mom still thinks that i'm insane
i see your shadows in my room, i hear your voice like every night
i don’t think that i'm alright, i might take my fucking life

i think i'm turning to a ghost
i wanna kill myself, i think i'm turning to a ghost

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Casper x Dracula

A Ghost Story

MISERY

turning into a ghost [prod. misery]

Reckless Tongue

ColdHart - Parking Lot

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I’m fucked up 
In my room
All Alone
Where are you?
Guess you found out
They Always find out
That I’m fucked 
In the head
Think I’m better off dead
Nothing improves
Not even my mood
And this world 
Hates my guts
Always down on my luck
Maybe one day
I’ll find my way
But for now
I’ll just pout
Guess I’ll see you around
When the spring comes
I hope that spring comes

Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da dum
Da da da dum

I’m fucked up
All alone
Broken heart
Broken home
Can you feel it
I want you to feel this
When I say you were loved
I know it’s not enough 
But I mean it
Just know that you’re missed
And i hate 
Everything
This life doesn’t mean a thing 
Far as i know
Just let me go
Cause the spring
Never comes
Frozen bones
Blackened lungs
Cause i can’t hide
From cold on the inside

Da da da, da da dum, no the spring never comes
Cause i can’t hide, cold on the inside

Da da da, da da dum, no the spring never comes
Cause i can’t hide, cold on the inside

Spring Never Comes

💙The Thoughts Never Go Away No Matter How Much We Close Our Eyes.💙
💙Produced By: @xxxkhail💙

[LYRICS]
Hello?
Eyes wide open with my eyes shut
Words i say they never mean much
I take drugs just so i feel love

Hello?
Hello?
Hello?

Eyes wide open with my eyes shut
Words i say go in and out love
i know i could hurt my self
but it wouldnt get me no where
I need some help like..

Where did the time go when we was together
Where did the wine go when we was together

Eyes wide shut
Fuck my life
i don't want to see it im blind
Intrusive thoughts in my mind
its 20/20 of my life

Hello?

[ 6HOST @6hosttown ]
i tried knocking you werent home
my baby left me hit the road
if you can’t tell me no one knows
but you stopped talking stuck on hold

that’s so classic you would stall
if you’re not listening i won’t call
so thanks for that you’re such a doll
i was 6 feet deep you were 5 feet tall

who’s my favorite little mess,
inside smoking cigarettes
cries black make up on her dress
she won’t make it far i bet

My Eyes Wide Shut ft. 6HOST (prod by. khail)

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Dark Deacon EP

3. The Abyss

1. Dark Deacon

EENY MEENY MINEY MO [PROD. HINH]

The Hometown Hero
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Afraid

Take It Back (Prod.Madatracker) (Mixed. Grungejoe)

another throwaway because i cant make anything decent...

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lyrics ~

and i don't have money like the others do
i just got a soul that needs pulling through
nowhere that i wanna go, nothing to do
but i hope that u find what ur looking for

don't say its easier without me
don't u think i knew this already?
and my heart is breaking
oh i'm so sorry yeah i can't control my shaking

and i don't have money like the others do
nowhere that i wanna go, nothing to do
i just gotta soul that needs pulling through
but i hope that u find what ur looking for

don't say its easier without me
don't u think i knew this already?
and my heart is breaking
oh i'm so sorry yeah i can't control my shaking

Take It Back (Prod.Madatracker) (Mixed. Grungejoe)

Heavens Empty