Again Delete Again

awkardmusic 
prod me :.)
i feel like im haunting
feel so fucking awkward 
something in the air make me so fucking toxic
none of this is good for me but i know i want it
i cant take the guilt so just put me in my coffin
i dont know why you love me i just fucking hate me
 i just cut my wrist dont try n save me
i aint tryna flex but i know my life is changing
drugs do the changing
money i been making
ion do shit in school yeh im smart but im lazy
off the benedryl everything fucking hazy
ion care anymore i dont care if i make it
n i wanna kill myself cuz im tired of waiting
shawty in the back but i cant look at her 
got bb on my belt she got boots with the fur
ima drive far away i wont say a fucking word
ima kill myself cuz im tired of the hurt
i need an escape and ik the kicked the cup
but im feinin for the mud n the sugar in my cup
i jus need that girl im not enough
she put me in the past put me out a blunt
everybody hates me but u change me
i been seein things in my room n its scary
i justwanna die give a fuck what u say to me
 i just wanna

awkward ♫ freestyle

@1-shrine
@niteclef
@3lifez

can u tell me why u gone do me so wrong
told that lil bic bye ya i told her so long
pop another pill ts got me so gone
its like i can reach u but yet ur just so far

tell me where it went wrong
tell me what i did wrong
bitch i had to move on
mess up one way and ur done
cant breathe its caving my lungs
ik that im out of luck
ha ha 
ha ha

so gone prod shrine niteclef koir

in the room
plagued by distress
salt in the wound
can’t be saved from this mess
bullet proof vest
bullet case its a mess
scraping off the flesh
push the blade inside his neck
take another step
its like fate is being sealed
feel the cold steel
ima make you know its real
hold still
hear the echos from the field
you know the whole deal
i got time to kill
so you know its time to kill

victim of machination
its too late 
too late to change it
encrusted with detritus
rusted from the cries
pull up and you can try it
you wont come out alive

surveilled
automated paranoia
surveilled
cybernetically destroyed 
surveilled
dilapidated resource
surveilled 
im nothing but a mechanoid

within the labyrinth of junk
no hopes of binding hearts
the promise of tomorrow
erodes till the final spark
stare it down
its oblivion personified
no ones around
that can tell you why its wrong or right

surveilled

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/xu04iqOBIEo
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/track/26RXFwk6KZwb8HZY6tl93P?si=e8386b0da4d14a25

LYRICS :

I fell in luv in the club
My heart’s beating on the dance floor
It’s like I’m begging for more
And you are the answer 
So let’s ride away
And move your hips to the bass
I know that we’ll be okay
I promise that things will change

You could be my princess girl 
And i could be your knight 
Let me take you somewhere nice
And we’ll do something that you like
The way that you’re moving 
I swear I can’t describe 
And what happened last night 
I swear it’s stuck in my mind

It’s like you’re stuck in my head
I compare you to the rest
And it’s not even close
Girl i’m hoping that you know
That i don’t really care about the past
And i love the way you’re moving like that
Know you want that treatment from a real gentleman 
You’re in my head all again

you could be my princess *music video in desc*

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/KTR-AJnHolo?si=utuEq8XWmEy18azJ

[LYRICS]

WHERE TF MY WEED BECUZ IM TRYNA SMOKE !! 
I GOT LIK 30 BAD BITCHES 20 RATCHET HOES
I SAID FUK THESE HOES IM SPENDIN CASH ON CARS & CLOTHES
SMOKIN PLENTY WEED IM WAY 2 FRIED I LOST MY PHONE

I GOT 2 DRUNK TONITE LIK HOW TF IM GETTIN HOME
I CALL DA BOSS MOVES CALLING SHOTS C. E. O. 
IM 2 EXPENSIVE SPENT A COUPLE THOUSAND MY COLOGNE
IM SMOKIN 35,000 BLUNTS IM RLLY STONED

IM WAY 2 FRIED I SWEAR THAT IDEK RN
DONT B ASKING WHAT IM SMOKING BITCH IM SMOKING LOUD (SMOKING LOUD)
I GET STUPID GUAP THEY KNO THAT IM THE CASH COW
I GET STUPID GUAP THE LABELS TRYNA PAY ME NOW (GOD DAM)

DONT B TURNING DOWN MY MUSIC BITCH ITS NOT ALLOWED
SMOKE LIKE 20 BLUNTS UP 2 THE FACE IM FALLIN DOWN
AINT NO WAY IM GOIN DOWN IM FINNA GO RITE UP
I GOT DIRTY WATER DIRTY DRANK INSIDE MY CUP

THESE BITCHES MADE OF PLASTIC ALL THESE HOES B FAKE AF
& I AINT FUCKIN WIT THE WORLD DIS SHIT IS FAKE AF
WHERE TF I PUT MY WEED LIL HOMIE PASS DA BLUNT
WE GO BACK 2 BACK WE SMOKE UNTIL THE BAG IS DONE

THIS WEED I COPPED IS FOR THE GANG THE PACK 4 EVERYONE
WHERE TF I PUT MY WEED LIL HOMIE PASS THE BLUNT
WE GO BACK 2 BACK WE SMOKE UNTIL THE BAG IS DONE
THIS WEED I COPPED IS FOR THE GANG THE PACK 4 EVERYONE

LIL HOMIE WHERE TF MY WEED BECUZ IM TRYNA SMOKE 
I GOT LIK 30 BAD BITCHES 20 RATCHET HOES
I SAID FUK THESE HOES IM SPENDIN CASH ON CARS & CLOTHES
SMOKIN PLENTY WEED IM WAY 2 FRIED I LOST MY PHONE

STONED (MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW LINK IN DESC.)

w @bloodcryy prod @negativecreeper 
103.999

burning w/ bloodcryY {negative.creeper}

despite it all

prod @wannakillyourselfwithme

lyrics:

Rip it all apart
Tear me down just to restart
Why can't I just do my part?
I won't make it very far
If you don't wind my clockwork heart
I know sloth is a sin but I'm so tired
I need to take medicine just to feel wired
Don't want to do anything just want to lie here
Just want to lay in the grass think I could die here

We could burn that bridge when we get there
I always try my best but I can't get there
I still remember how we met that winter
I still remember what you said in that whisper
I think I feel like myself when it's cold
What's the point of being rich when you're alone?
Lie in the grass and I look up at the crows
A new trail leaving footprints in the snow
Will you follow me?
Will you walk with me?

"Have you heard of the finger maidens?
Offering guidance and aid to the tarnished
But you I am afraid are maidenless"

Rip it all apart
Tear me down just to restart
Why can't I just do my part?
I won't make it very far
If you don't wind my clockwork heart
I know sloth is a sin but I'm so tired
I need to take medicine just to feel wired
Don't want to do anything just want to lie here
Just want to lay in the grass think I could die here

I tried to tell you you should stay away
You tried to tell me I've been MIA
Why can't you see I'm tryna stay that way?
Why can't you see I'll turn your colors into gray
No matter what you always stay with me
When I fall down you always lay with me
Reach out your hand and catch the falling leaves
Look at the sky and feel the autumn breeze

maiden (locket)

So what'll it take for you to see things the way that I do?
Just for a minute so I can be brutally honest with you
About everything I'm still so afraid of
Being there is hard when things eventually fall apart
So would you do it?
If I told you about how I felt
Would you stick through it?
When things aren't quite as easy as they once were
‘Cause I have a tendency to take on more than I can handle
And you have a tendency to get mad when you're bored
And will you risk your sanity
Plus all the other things you might not end up liking about me
Will you promise to love me more than you might hate me?
So I'll stay sober
Or at least smoke a little less weed
If you'll live closer to me so I can still sleep at your house
When it's cold and it's dark outside
I've never slept that well in my whole life
And its nice to not have to try sometimes
‘Cause no ones ever made me feel the way that you do
No ones ever made me feel as loved as you do
And nobody else knows me the way that you do
Nobody's ever been this good to me
Not even myself

now THIS is podracing

Prod By Luvpurp

@whyhaze
@1luvpurp
@johnnyrunts
@jkjmetasco

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whyhaze - say smth w/ luvpurp, johnnyrunts & jkjmetasco

тротил на мне

https://open.spotify.com/album/2qj9XmxIhIud5zWYLeeQm1?si=aO0JT69oRcS-yBr7fU8saQ
@rit_hk
@troiner

mixed by me and @fendiblunx

lyrics:

if you could just 
hang in for a second 
i already miss you
i want this to be perfect
you’re perfect 
i need you and it’s urgent
i promise you it’s worth it
just give me a second

and i’ll focus on us
i’m still picking up pieces
i used to be broken 
and you fixed me like stitches
i want this and i can’t stop
see ur face and i can’t talk 
do you trust me?
tell me what’s up
would kiss me when you want love?

if i gave you my time,
would you do the same?
give you what’s mine
if i changed ur life
would you want that?
i want u so bad
if i play this right
will this love be my last?
is that too much to ask
you don’t have to hold back
we could take this real slow 
we could take this real fast if you want

if you could just 
hang in for a second 
i already miss you
i want this to be perfect
you’re perfect 
i need you and it’s urgent
i promise you it’s worth it
just give me a second

and i’ll focus on us
i’m still picking up pieces
i used to be broken 
and you fixed me like stitches
i want this and i can’t stop
see ur face and i can’t talk 
do you trust me?
tell me what’s up
would kiss me when you want love?

keep you here (rit troiner)

chompouturbrainn (luvpurp)

4ya @pvgliuzz @gabb

with @177p @recyclexbin @1hallow @popilization @gnrlyx @rihiut @1sla @m1tsugo @oharai @rxnawway

attachment theory @177p @recyclebin @hallow @pop @gnrly @rihiut @isla @mitsugo @oharai @runaway

My Zelda ⭐️(prod.kaizerz)#luvwav

@OurLoveStory

https://youtu.be/hZZi_hPucZY?si=_K_T2vodOooa_RZC
solo.to/johnnyrunts

keep you here (rit troiner)

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