Songs I Like 3 Because Ive Exceeded The Limit Twice Already.

ynglow

on my own
since nowhere i go ever feels like home
and you know how it is
to want somewhere to sit around and be
but the cost
of privacy is a lot
look at the photograph and think
you're where you need to be

and i've grown tired of this place
i'll make the sure the mirrors break
when someone else stares back
these days i've stopped of plans
giving everything away
and letting my plants die

i'll stick for you
because you don't deserve to be alone

while so scared of judgement but selfish to think
i would do the same sin with god looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at us

the usual (demo)

scrap from iflas
scrapped because : voice is particularly annoying in this one / instrumental is too much like still-life

i saw you in someone
not for any reason
not for any reason at all
yet you kept seeing me
taking a look inside last time
im so caught up in reason
with nothing going on
nothing going on around here
watering and letting grow
something beyond my fears
i notice the motifs in your work
i know what heals you
i know what hurts
this winter season dont come outside
dont try, and dont ask me why
you made me see traces
some traits in some people
yeah you made me think the whole world was evil
im forgetting everything that you tried to teach
we're living in bliss while covered in some debris

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

TWICE REMOVED

Psychoboost ft danny brown

Star people

Experimental Skin

angels in camo

Standard

i don't wanna fall back in love
i don't wanna be the one that you were thinking of
sometimes my arms weren't enough
and you might have a hard time reaching up above
time keeps passing so I'm counting on it to make me a little less sick
your opponent's always been somebody else you would've known
if you knew yourself

look how
look how you made me
and thank god for my new shriveled ways
I'm looking up from the bottom
somewhere under the bridge
i don't wanna be a martyr, i would rather be free

why don't you say what you want?
maybe you should go wherever you want for once
i can't pass my time

i gave staying an effort
somehow i still fell behind
and i don't want a cure, i just wanted to feel fine
and it seems like nothing's changing how i thought it would
i just wish that i had wanted something easier

easier, easier
life's all about getting what you want
why chase something that you will not be catching instead of giving up?
giving up?
give

in the midst of it all, i could see your face, i could try again
oh don't be so cold, you just wanna say i told you so
and watch as i fall flat
listen i just wanna change
and if it's really that simple why don't you come and fix my brain
who am i to judge if you're all alone?
and no one hangs your coat when you get back home
(no one hangs your coat)

medicine

Eb Standard

don't go
that fucking look on your face
yeah i'd know it from anywhere
it's like you don't wanna be there
at all
and when i wanted to sleep
i could pretend we're not meant to be
nothing that i did was half enough at all
and if i tried harder
maybe i'd be something more
and maybe things will figure themselves out
again, again

don't act like a zombie when i'm passing by
nothing makes you angrier than someone wasting time
yeah i know you hate the small talk
but small talks' all i have
when i try to be honest skip over what i said
still stuck on the same words
putting them together doesn't work
why be stuck on the same page?
you have both legs still and they still work

don't try to match the pieces
you don't know me at all
i wanna be someone who's there to hold your fall
i'll stay with you for no reason
but i won't be there long
so when i take my leave know it wasn't fault
it was never your fault
(don't you open up, or get close enough, you won't get anywhere at all)

i should leave and take home a thousand words
and i don't know how this part of my brain works
you said try then i tried to keep it down
i look my best just in case you come around
yeah i'm acting like a kid and i should stop
but this couple in the subway looked like us
and you're smart so i know you'll get home safe
but when you get there call me anyway

half enough

D Standard

we had these wings
and we would always soar up and fly
take a leap
tell me what you see
we kept going fueled by nothing
for a moment, i was you

here i thought
if i flew
you would be there for me waiting
fall face flat
on asphalt
don't move away, just be patient
we wanna be king of
something larger than life in a scripture
if i gave you a decade to choose
in the end you'd make the same decision again
so know yourself

i don't know why i was so afraid of asking
don't be that way, i can't leave yet there's no time

let's be nothing for a moment
let's pretend like we don't know 
sheepish self don't you see 
there's a whole world beyond me
and i know i'll find you back

my name is john and u are listening to john radio

john