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socials:
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lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

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Lyrics:

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sportscar

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lyrics:

Lay in my bed and the time
Is running away but thats fine
I feel like I dont try enough
To make anything out of my life

Tell me that I am not wasting my time
Tell me that I didnt fuck up my life
Feed me your lies and make me feel secure
I can’t tell the truth and dont want to anymore

Dont call on my phone
Leave me alone
You say you’re a bro
But I don’t think so, no

I don’t want to hide
But I dont have a choice
Bottle it up
I feel like a toy

Seems like every day’s just getting worse
And I’m taking all these pills but there’s no difference at all
Its gotten to the point where I’ve given up hope
But I keep on faking smiles cause they want me to

I can’t just sit n chill
By myself cause then I would
Find myself just breaking down
Thinking bout my life and how

Itd be easier to end it
Thinking bout it but then still
I got someone to live for
Dont know how much I need them

Lately its been way too much
Weight on both my arms
Been carrying way too much
Troubles, stress still not enough

Looking at the time and I’m wasted
FUCK
It’s another day, nothing changing
Still feel like shit and head’s aching
Take another pill and forget it
x2

change

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featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

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lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

serotonin

@tnvr555

i cant stand the pain
but its alright
missing how your eyes
would just light mine
i don’t want to cry
but its alright
every time we tried
watched it all die

now you’re gone for good
and i’m not fine
wishing i could save
but there's no time
only took a month
now you're not mine
only took a month
i guess time flies...

and i'm so replaceable
why am i here at all???
pains unbearable
oh say i’m terrible
and i love you i hope you know :/
so if you’re happy guess i’ll go

guess i'll go home
guess i'll go, i'll go

I CANT STAND THE PAIN
BUT ITS ALRIGHT
MISSING HOW YOUR EYES
WOULD JUST LIGHT MINE
I DONT WANT TO CRY
BUT ITS ALRIGHT
EVERYTIME WE TRIED
WATCHED IT ALL DIE.

NOW YOU'RE GONE FOR GOOD
AND I'M NOT FINE
WISHING I COULD SAVE
BUT THERE'S NO TIME
ONLY TOOK A MONTH
NOW YOU'RE NOT MINE
ONLY TOOK A MONTH
I GUESS TIME FLIES
yeah...

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lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

ty for listening 
@imnotenvy
@prodjpjp

// envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

// geist
oh
i hear the sirens in the night
singing songs to my demise
getting lost inside your eyes
holding onto love that died…

i said that i’m fine
but i’ve been here losing my mind
and i don’t know what’s left to say
i swear that i wanted to try but i drowned in the tides and i stared as the nights turn to day

leave me alone
i’ll rot and decay
i had a good time but i’m running away
you couldn’t save geist
we’re one and the same
but no one loves me
it’s always his name

// geist & envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

i’m feeling distant again
what’s to say?
no better feeling okay
oh tell me this is the end
spare my heart
don’t wait it’s too late

distant w/ notenvy [jpjp]

emily

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I’m sorry that I told you I was alright
I don’t want you to think that I’m not ok
But I thought when I got older I’d have peace of mind
Now I’m 24 and I still don’t feel right.

I’m anxious and so lost without you
Hide myself but what can you do
When depression always finds you
When that monster lives inside you

I don’t wanna be alone
The sun sets when you go
This world is dark and so cold
I can’t be here on my own
Please stay the night
Bring back your light
Don’t you give up on me
Just one more time
Don’t say goodbye 
Don’t take your love from me

Don't take away your love from me
Time's flying by
It's a new year at the blink of an eye
Still at the same spot
Still at the same job
It's like I didn't even try
Truthfully struggling with getting by
Double my dose and pretend that I'm fine
It's all in my mind
But I'm not alright
I got the blood on my hands
My own dreams I smite, in the pale moonlight
I gave myself to you
You ain't appreciate my time when i was there for you
But still I'd take you back in a second
I guess I never really learned my fucking lesson

I don’t wanna be alone
The sun sets when you go
This world is dark and so cold
I can’t be here on my own
Please stay the night
Bring back your light
Don’t you give up on me
Just one more time
Don’t say goodbye 
Don’t take your love from me

Don't take away your love from me
Baby girl where did you go
You left me here all alone
You were my light, now I'm in the dark
Where'd I go wrong I don't know
(Where'd I go wrong I don't know)
(Maybe I'm better alone)

DARK WORLD w/ Seth Witcher & Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings)

lyrics: 

I know that this ain’t what we wanted
But we can’t change the past
Listen when I speak to you
Listen to what I have to say
Listen when I tell you
That everything I love starts to decay

And it all comes crumbling down
I thought I had enough, but I couldn’t stand my ground
You say “he’s just a friend” but your lipsticks on his mouth
I’m at the bottom, yeah I think I might drown
Is this all a facade that you play?
Cause I think i’m falling for your dangerous ways
Could you keep me from ruining my name?
Could I lose my mind and place you as the blame?

Is this all I've got in store for me?
You said you had that song on repeat
Guess what I wrote it about you
Passed out on the floor in the bathroom
Check back in a hour, maybe two
What you doin behind my back, got no clue
Said there’s nothing to talk about that’s not true

I just want to know
Did you lie to me?
I just need to know
Is this all I can be?
I can’t believe what’s on your timeline
I know for a fact those words are not mine
Keep your mask on, but you cannot hide
I know what's hidden on the other side

And it all comes crumbling down
I thought I had enough, but I couldn’t stand my ground
You say “he’s just a friend” but your lipsticks on his mouth
I’m at the bottom, yeah I think I might drown
Is this all a facade that you play?
Cause I think i’m falling for your dangerous ways
Could you keep me from ruining my name?
Could I lose my mind and place you as the blame?

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DARK WORLD w/ Seth Witcher & Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings)

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