https://open.spotify.com/track/1GYNdqEToqomnyh2EaZDqQ

produced by @splashgvng
mixed by me & @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
and now i wish i never woke up
and i dont wanna get your hopes up

so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?

[@seejayxo]
baby you know how to kill me softly
fucked up now you barely want me
how i fall in love so easily?
you don't wanna know where they'll find me
dropped a pill in my hi-c, im feelin it now
i just want your love but its never around
i don't need you now, i don't need you

pull up in a range yeah, hear what i say when im talking
you a bitch and i hate you and i love you and i tell you that often
no shame i don't even know her name but im fuckin'
and i still feel the pain, probably never be the same but it's nothin'

[@lottaheart]
so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
[x2]

kill me w/ seejayxo [splashgvng]

featuring @xobroken
produced by @smokerosebeats x @flower
clip from "you"

@lottaheart:
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

think i've gone a little crazy
but don't mind me
but don't mind me

i think i'll be straight, i think i'll be straight
i cant help but feel like i've been betrayed
i think im okay, i think im okay
don't look back at me when you walk away

i bought you a bunch of fucking roses
but you never loved me, yeah i know this
you were only being so controlling
you were only in it for the moment

lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

@xobroken:
don't mind me
i got lost again, i hope these b****** don't find me
i think that im dying and they think i'm not trying
falling for your ghost cause you're not here beside me,
while im dying

only leave my room when it starts to rain
addict for a reason, it's to numb the pain
loving myself less, i've been such a mess
used to be a person, killed myself, now there's nothing left

i might've got lost on my way to you
i got all these pills and they bagged in blue
don't let go my hand, im afraid to lose you

what should i do?
i got lost again and i've been thinkin about you
need you by my side, i swear you're my muse
you my lil baby, you might let me die too
you don't got a clue

@lottaheart: 
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

lost w/ xobroken [flower x smokerose]

Find My Way

Find My Way w/ Hero.

LADY DEVIMON w/ Sadzilla (p. JOLLY WRLD)

lyrics 

I was in love with u 
but what was that u saying 
'coz im fucked up it's over 
and u just look like satan

was it just the sex
was it just the head
was it what was left of all my fucking flesh

u told me to stop
i'm going full throttle
u got all this dirt on my name
and u throwing the bottle

sometimes hard for me to wake
so I gotta wake and bake
I can't be the one to save u now
i'm not good with fake love

fucked my image but thats not enough
left my body in acid for a month
I don't love u baby it's just the drugs
I don't love u baby it's just ur body

I know that my soul was there to take
and it just fucking kills me when ur sorry
'coz I know u don't really feel that way 
I feel like i'm soon to take a bath thats bloody

in those first days..
in those first few days I look back and i'm ok

'coz thats not how I thought it'd be 
I told her she was my queen
she told me I was her king
but now our kingdoms dust & leaves

thought i'd set the perfect scene
but now I'm coming out clean
all I wanted u to be
was just happy in these sheets

first those whispers then those screams
hollow body, yes
sit aside my bones for u so u can chew on the flesh

dust & leaves (hollowprpl)

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/cartoonben
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu

[cartoon ben]
Why you playing with my heart like that
Stabbing that knife right through my back 
You talked a lot of shit please take it back
Why you gotta play my heart like that
Cause a scene like that do you want the drama 
Good at arguing, get it from your momma 
Wish I never met you, so things could be easier 
There’s a crater in my heart, you hit me like a meteor

[king theta]
Have another crisis,
You'll be runnin right back to me by the end of the night
It's how you like it,
Try to start a fight cause the drama's keepin you high
X2
She's a little bit crazy
One minute she hates me
In the next one she'll be runnin right back
Excitement, yeah she likes that
Won't fight back cause I'm not frightened
Come lie down, baby that's the right track

Always tryna find a way to push my buttons
Tryna play games but you don't win nothing
How'd you start flame from a simple discussion
Huffing and puffing, pushing and shoving
When you found me you knew that I couldn't draw a boundry
Now see, I know who I am, say it proudly
Doubt me, you know that tonight I'll sleep soundly
I know you wanna be around me
And you know that I want you too
I'm just not willing to waste my time
When tomorrow it'll be just fine
Girl I hope that you keep our truce
I'm just not tryin to ride that wave
You know I'm always gonna keep you safe

Have another crisis,
You'll be runnin right back to me by the end of the night
It's how you like it,
Try to start a fight cause the drama's keepin you high
X2
She's a little bit crazy
One minute she hates me
In the next one she'll be runnin right back
Excitement, yeah she likes that
Won't fight back cause I'm not frightened
Come lie down, baby that's the right track

Crisis ft. cartoon ben

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https://open.spotify.com/artist/6B6IodMdAjoGX2fZuYyGpc


Lyrics:
she made a fan page
she got a pretty face
rocking gore-tex
with the face mask

stickers on her ride
'87 toyota she gonna trash when she's older
but she's living in the moment

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she got that aesthetic 
she's posts on reddit, edit
she said it, edit, aesthetic photo edit
wants sleeves, no face tat
got vans, no snapback

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's the type of girl you relax and study to
but i'm not sure if my family's gonna approve
but i'm not sure if my boys gonna prove

she's lo-fi
but she's so high
she a type beat
and she my type

making anime music videos 
to my music with my favorite shows

Sadzilla - Type  Beat  Type Girl-

bow (feat. hix) (prod. caps ctrl)

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