definitely tatting disassociation when I'm puffing on tht blunt..it just keeps resonating over and over in my mind perfectly

prod me :)

lyrics:

can we just breathe?
i'm underground
i'm underwater in my doubt
i'm lost at sea and there's no way out
i grit my teeth and i scream out loud
hurt me deeply forevermore
our love encased within the metaphor
and i can't wrap my head around
the fact that i've been kept as a last resort

cuz baby there's nothing inside me
at least that i am comfortable with sharing
the wind has blown her hair and i'm staring
she causing tidal waves i better change my bearing
baby you do something to me
that i couldn't explain if i wanted
i keep a photograph of you in my wallet
and i stay up at night with thoughts of you in my head
cuz i can sleep when i'm dead

When I'm Dead

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

On the come down seeing shadow people
Swear I'm hearing voices
Know they're evil
Now my songs at the top
Like a steeple
She said I'm the shit, Boy I'm fecal

These drugs got a hand up on my neck
Watch me bleed out for a check
Hit the plug for the green enhanced effects
Live in a swamp like my name's Shrek
Not in control of mind
Feeling high from the weed I grind
Burn my soul so I'm fine
Endless scroll what did I find

I sip 40's until the morning
Can't speak English
All my styles fire
Can't extinguish
Take the red pill or the blue
Can't distinguish
So I took them both and now I'm spinning

Still this don't fill the hole in my empty chest
Working every night no I never rest
Too high, spoke to god he gave me a quest
Got to reach the top like it's Everest

I could sit here
And just act like I do not need help
Boy I'm fighting this is hell
From the outside couldn't tell
Eating until my stomach hurt
Drilling my head in the dirt
I could fix this
But I'm going to need my fix first

Red or Blue [abysshund]

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Everything brings me down
It brings me down again
Everyday losing the sound
Im losing the sound in my head
So kill me now, or love me later baby oh
Just walk away, you don't need me around
You don't ever need me around

I'm holding on to what I got
Oh it's not a lot
Disassociation when I'm puffin on that pot
I'm giving up my hope again
Patience running thin
When did I become a MONSTER in this human skin

No I don't wanna fight anymore
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me

I hear the whispers at night
In the dark, they're haunting me

I can't even lie anymore
I think my brains so fucking out of it

Now everything's changed
Feel the dark become part of me

I just wasn't feeling myself
But, I don't know who I am anymore
Who I am anymore
So, just walk away

No I don't feel like myself anymore
Like myself anymore
So, just walk away

To a place I know
Where the dead men go
Where the silence fills up their brain
Under dirt and mud
I can taste their blood
What have I became

I'm holding on to what I got
Oh it's not a lot
Disassociation when I'm puffin on that pot
I'm giving up my hope again
Patience running thin
When did I become a MONSTER in this human skin

MONSTER w/ Spaceman Zack & Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings x Ice King!?)

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics -
Ruin everything I try and do, cause it’s on my mind
So much that I gotta prove, too scared to try
I’m sick of everyone I just want you, in my life
I know I’ve got nothing to lose, but still I hide
Will I find out how to break out of the cycle
Hurry up, make a choice now and pick the right one
I’ll be alone once you go I know I’ll bleed out
I won’t fight it
And I won’t scream for help
Reasons, yeah I know all mine
Never really wanted to live this life
Still breathing, and I don’t know why
Already passed my original time
I need you, all the time
You are the one who calms my mind
A feeling, that feels so right
A feeling I need all the time
So tired but that’s nothing new
Just need more time
Motivation, never heard of you
Too hard to find
I’m submerging in despair
What a waste of my own life
Fabricated complications
Build up in my mind

Is it alright to feel this way
You hope I make it through another day
New commitments got me freaking out
It’s so exhausting to speak about
I’ve fallen too many time
Is it possible to rewind
I’ve wasted too much time 
And too many tears

Ruin everything I try and do, cause it’s on my mind
So much that I gotta prove, too scared to try
I’m sick of everyone I just want you, in my life
I know I’ve got nothing to lose, but still I hide
Will I find out how to break out of the cycle
Hurry up, make a choice now and pick the right one
I’ll be alone one you go I know I’ll bleed out
I won’t fight it
And I won’t scream for help
Reasons, yeah I know all mine
Never really wanted to live this life
Still breathing, and I don’t know why
Already passed my original time
I need you, all the time
You are the one who calms my mind
A feeling, that feels so right
A feeling I need all the time
So tired but that’s nothing new
Just need more time
Motivation, never heard of you
Too hard to find
I’m submerging in despair
What a waste of my own life
Fabricated complications
Build up in my mind

fallen too many times

til the end ft. ghøst (scottysplash)

Smile (Prod. LeanTeen)

If you woke up next to me 
And I wasn’t there in my own right 
I would say, let it go 
We’ve got a long day ahead 
Gotta make it outside 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline 

And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
feel the 
Scrape build after every bite I take 
It’s a, class act type of move ain’t it 
Could you even tolerate another person faking
Every piece of their persona do they think we’re stupid 
I don’t believe it anymore it’s such a hassle such a chore 
It leaves me feeling so bored 
and all they want is us more more more 
And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
After Everything now it’s all hate 

Could you be authentic while I share a few words 
Would you feel comfortable with being the one that’s hurt 
The one that’s hurt 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline

more more more (gasoline)

2 tracks in 1 day, lets go for 3?

Lyrics

You know that you’re deadly, baby
I can’t get enough of it
Toxins in my system
Got me feeling like I’m losing it
I swear I’m hallucinating
Lost within your venomous
Touch I think I’m overdosing
No way to get out of this

I’m feeling sick
Sick to my head
No antidote
When I’m already dead
I couldn’t notice
Slipping me potions
Under a spell
Like I’m fucked on a med
I think my conscience is
Starting to slip my grip
I need you tied at the hip
I need to shut my lips (fuck)

I gotta make sense
No fake shit
I gotta get back to my basics
Baby, face it
This aint it
I think we’re just replacements

You know that you’re deadly, baby
I can’t get enough of it
Toxins in my system
Got me feeling like I’m losing it
I swear I’m hallucinating
Lost within your venomous
Touch I think I’m overdosing
No way to get out of this


I could never be ready . . .
Hold your tongue
We’re better off forgetting
If you would let me
If you would let me


hallucinating (Teyyks x Pizzle)

can you really blame me? [+love matt]

NoPhotos poses as a song that reflects my inner conscious thoughts;
Honestly expressing that I feel I do not know what I'm doing with my life and how at peace I have been feeling despite my old life crumbling to dust around me.

Expressing how lately life has been feeling like a dream and or a nightmare that I am constantly repeating.
Comparing these nightmares
Camera flashes from music events this year reminding me of the flashes of the gunshots last year..
So much has changed; even some people have changed up on me;
And unfortunately for the worse..
I wish everyone well in life.
Life is too short and too chaotic to spend beefing over small things.
Truths deserve to be spoken, and truths deserve to be heard.
Speaking ones truth is never disrespectful if speaking to the right people.
Stay kind my friends <3

NoPhotos

mistake (prod. fantom)

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MONSTER w/ Spaceman Zack & Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings x Ice King!?)

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