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Sept. 25th, 2Ø23

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Girl I put my trust in you but the time we spent just left me bruised
when I lost my grip I lost you too
Now i’m by myself tryna start a new
No I won’t change for nobody 
I been lifting up my spirts stackin up my money
I be pourin out these spirits til im feelin funny
Drown these thoughts from the past with a glass and a smoke
The words that you spoke
i thought that you meant them
Lied to my face and you forgot to mention
You would leave me for a better man
Please take me away from this life and this strife I don’t wanna stand

Take me away
Don’t change for nobody
Still feel the pain
But I count my money
Won’t let me share my words
Feeling just like a curse
I’m spitting on my verse
Set in stone like a hearse
No
But I dont care if u call
Cause im still barely breathing 
i 2 step but I wont fall
i guess these looks could be deceiving

alright that’s enough  
act so tough
till it’s time to take the blame 
and sure, i’ll show up 
but i’m walking right out 
if they don’t know my name 

oh love you know i’d never change 
i’ve grown so much 
been carved by pain 
i’ve bled every song out my veins 
you’re all just copies of the same 
 
i can’t afford to trust 
its set in stone 
so leave it love 
it’s all but said and done 
but u know i wont change my ways 
i go   
i drive with my ego 
it always brings me home 
so i’m just fine alone

Take me away
Don’t change for nobody
Still feel the pain
But I count my money
Won’t let me share my words
Feeling just like a curse
I’m spitting on my verse
Set in stone like a hearse
No
But I dont care if u call
Cause im still barely breathing 
i 2 step but I wont fall
i guess these looks could be deceiving

I gotta save myself from ever going backwards
Know some people in my past that were more like actors
I didn't know my value, But now I've got standards
Got no time for chit chat; I dont like to banter 
I won't change myself for a soul in this life
I'm gon chase my goals, feel the fire in my eyes
Fuck a fake bitch fill your head with lies
The prettiest of eyes is a snake in disguise

take me away w/ Weepings, I'm Geist & Saphir (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings)

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Everything brings me down
It brings me down again
Everyday losing the sound
Im losing the sound in my head
So kill me now, or love me later baby oh
Just walk away, you don't need me around
You don't ever need me around

I'm holding on to what I got
Oh it's not a lot
Disassociation when I'm puffin on that pot
I'm giving up my hope again
Patience running thin
When did I become a MONSTER in this human skin

No I don't wanna fight anymore
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me

I hear the whispers at night
In the dark, they're haunting me

I can't even lie anymore
I think my brains so fucking out of it

Now everything's changed
Feel the dark become part of me

I just wasn't feeling myself
But, I don't know who I am anymore
Who I am anymore
So, just walk away

No I don't feel like myself anymore
Like myself anymore
So, just walk away

To a place I know
Where the dead men go
Where the silence fills up their brain
Under dirt and mud
I can taste their blood
What have I became

I'm holding on to what I got
Oh it's not a lot
Disassociation when I'm puffin on that pot
I'm giving up my hope again
Patience running thin
When did I become a MONSTER in this human skin

MONSTER w/ Spaceman Zack & Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings x Ice King!?)

watch the leaves fall on my legs 
as i wait and let the time pass
seasons go my life's still a mess
why did i put my life in both ur hands?

fading away disappearing fast
all of ur love for me like a crash
why did this happen is this a test?
i hate u for making me hate myself

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day
im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

don't even bother callin my phone
i changed my number and im goin ghost
i hate the life and the way it goes
im well today but tomorrow nobody knows
different drinks, cigs and a bloody nose
that's the way the sad ones roll
losing track, of how many tracks, 
i pulled of doing song after song
song after song
tens in a row 
and im losing control
losing compusure 
destroying my soul
im just hopin that in peace i will go 
cuz~

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my coat at anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(it’s not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
i’ll stay here if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before? 

(oh, for real?) 

my bad, i guess not but- 
do you wanna go
we can smoke at mine
if you don’t smoke
i got some beers n we can pass time
i don’t give a fuck about what’s going on 
as long you’re here watching always sunny
til bout quarter past 5 

and hey there 
“hey u :)” 
im fucked up
turned blue 
yeah im too slumped
how bout u 
like oh god !!!!
you’re too cool 

dont walk out 
leave me 
im cut up 
bleeding 
so just stay
these sun rays 
they make me 
feel okay 

all of the things 
that i could now say to you
i don’t know whether to laugh or cry
do you even feel at least half of this?
or will you just sit with your friends and all laugh at this- 
FUCK

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my at coat anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
but i’ll stay here
if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before?
oh, for real?

pale (pekarot x jolst)

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

last single off my album pity out next week
thank you for listening :)

// geist
so let it all dissipate
there’s a lot on my plate
but you’re not on the list love

wipe the smile off my face
you just come and you take
like you want to let me down

but come on now, you left
so leave me alone
i smell the blood
spilled fresh, cut to a bone
and it’s all so tempting
the scent
pheromones
you stare at me
and whisper words like a ghost

"you look like a ghoul
the way that you walk
your eyes glisten red,
are you hungry my love?"

no i'm just a fool,
and i shouldn't talk
i'll sow my mouth and i'll give this all up
yeah i'll give this all up
cause i'm never enough

// yokai dreams
guess u havent had enough yet
havent filled ur gut yet
leave me to the crows
dead on the road
sight will make ur gut wrench
where her heart was supposed to be is just a silhouette
cigarettes and empty threats
tell me, are you finished yet?

stealing a look in the moonlight
ur alive now
and the moods right
im a night owl
til noon light
imma lie down
til the times right
my lover loves to make me believe
that she keep the peace on those good nights
second i'm sleepin
she's barin her teeth and
she could bite
but i don't mind

guess that i'm not used to falling in love
everyone i used to know has move on
and i know you will too
nothing has improved
said we're gonna change, just not any time soon
guess that i'm not used to feeling this way
everything i used to feel has decayed
got the heart of a ghoul
selfish and cruel
thought this was love but i was just a tool

spotify

ghoul w/ yokai dreams

lyrics:
bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

said i could give a fuck what you gonna do
i still spit my rhymes while im in the booth
say i gotta do what i gotta do
if i cut you off then you fuckin loose
aint got time for snakes so im finna move
bitch stay away while im in my groove
everything i am shoutout to Juice, shoutout to Peep
shoutout to you

homie just do me a solid
count up my racks while im ballin
i still reach for the rope when im fallin
i still stay on the move cause im all in
i still freestyle this shit im cerebral
stuntin out here call me Evil Kenevil
i got my girl, man so fuck all these people
you could just call me Bruce Willis, im lethal

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

what you want me to stay?
what you want me to say?
i guess im gettin older, im gettin folded
but shit just goes this way
i aint aligned with all the fuck shit id rather sip champagne
dont kill my vibe, cause deep inside, im rotting in my brain

yall be like look like some clowns, uh
i just dont wanna be found, uh
stayin away when im down
hittin me up when im up off the ground

like "homie please send me some cash, swear im good for it"
like i give a fuck so i ignore it
i dignify that im dead inside, but i swear im fine and im here for it

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

See U Later

see u later

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

Lyrics:
She's got a dress made of leaves, blood dripping
Pentagram occultic circle; not Christian
She's got tricks up her sleeve; coalition
Candle lit Forest meeting tradition

Blood Chants and that girl sprouts trees as limbs
Eyes glow green, Got bark as skin
Hear the crows in the distance
Sunset dims
Dark engulfs the forest rims
But the ritual still bleeding light
Forest hit with blight
That girl seeps the life out these nature sprites
Evil spirits swirl around
This ain't the work of Christ
Got to take the chance to leave before she takes my life

She's got a dress made of leaves, blood dripping
Pentagram occultic circle; not Christian
She's got tricks up her sleeve; coalition
Candle lit Forest meeting tradition

Well I ran when I could
Made my way out the woods
Left without a fight, still got thorns in my foot
Didn't dip out empty handed, I had stolen her book
Flip through all the pages, Learn the knowledge I took

The Ritual [prod. yunny goldz]

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I’m sorry that I told you I was alright
I don’t want you to think that I’m not ok
But I thought when I got older I’d have peace of mind
Now I’m 24 and I still don’t feel right.

I’m anxious and so lost without you
Hide myself but what can you do
When depression always finds you
When that monster lives inside you

I don’t wanna be alone
The sun sets when you go
This world is dark and so cold
I can’t be here on my own
Please stay the night
Bring back your light
Don’t you give up on me
Just one more time
Don’t say goodbye 
Don’t take your love from me

Don't take away your love from me
Time's flying by
It's a new year at the blink of an eye
Still at the same spot
Still at the same job
It's like I didn't even try
Truthfully struggling with getting by
Double my dose and pretend that I'm fine
It's all in my mind
But I'm not alright
I got the blood on my hands
My own dreams I smite, in the pale moonlight
I gave myself to you
You ain't appreciate my time when i was there for you
But still I'd take you back in a second
I guess I never really learned my fucking lesson

I don’t wanna be alone
The sun sets when you go
This world is dark and so cold
I can’t be here on my own
Please stay the night
Bring back your light
Don’t you give up on me
Just one more time
Don’t say goodbye 
Don’t take your love from me

Don't take away your love from me
Baby girl where did you go
You left me here all alone
You were my light, now I'm in the dark
Where'd I go wrong I don't know
(Where'd I go wrong I don't know)
(Maybe I'm better alone)

DARK WORLD w/ Seth Witcher & Weepings (p. JOLLY WRLD x Weepings)

Love hurts.

Lyrics:
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Ohhhhhh
And baby I still think back to when you held my hand
Oh no what happened to our plans
We carved our names into the sand
But the waves came crashing over us
With little time to adjust
Fearful of commitment; Tender love felt like handcuffs
I'm sorry I turned distant
I wish that things were different
But if you called my phone I would answer in an instant

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know
I'm still grasping ... the fact that I may never see you again
The fact that you left me with scars to mend
The fact that there is no more time to spend
The fact that our relationship's at an end

We threw everything we've built out the window
No one taught me how to cope when I feel low
So I'm fucking up my lungs with this indo
And I'm breaking all my bones
Must relearn to be alone
But remember you were home

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know I'm still grasping

Now we are on our separate paths ... God I hope our paths cross again
But for now this is the end of our story
There was a time when you calmed the waves for me
But without you girl; It's back to being stormy

why can't things be everlasting? [prod. neverforever]

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

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