[LYRICS]
I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FUCCIN DO
I DONT GIVE A FUC ABOUT MY LIFE BUT SHYT WHAT ELSE IS NEW 
I KNOW I GOT A COUPLE THINGS TO DO BEFORE I SUICIDE 
I CANT MAKE MISTAKES UP IN THIS BITCH THIS SHYT IS DO OR DIE
ALL MY LIFE I BEEN STUCK IN MY MIND AND I CANT TAKE THIS SHYT
FUK ALL THESE BITCHES MANE THEY CAN ALL GO SUK MY DICC 
I COULD NEVER TRUST A HO AGAIN CUZ I AIN STUPID G 
I KNOW IM BLESSED BUT I STILL HATE THE WORLD CUZ GOD KEEP FUCKING WIT ME
HO IM PLOTTIN ON A MURDA IN THA FIRST DEGREE 
IMA GO AND DESTROY THE WORLD DONT LET ME OFF THE LEASH
OPEN UP THE GATES OF HELL WATCH ME STEP UP OUT THAT HO
ANNA GOT ME KLICKING MANE WHEN IM ****** UP ON THAT ** 
HIGH ASHELL EVERY NITE JUST SO I CAN GET SOME SLEEP
IMA KEEP IT REAL TILL A MUTHUFUCKA 
SIX FEET DEEP
YOU CAN RUN AWAY BUT THERES NO WAY U CAN HIDE FROM ME
THE ONLY TIME I FEEL ALIVE IS WHEN I STEPPIN UP ON THA CREEP

MUSIC VIDEO

RETURN OF THA DEMON [PROD TOMMY WRIGHT III]

0V3RD0S3 (M/V VIA MP3 RACKED UP)

C4TYR4X

CHRIST DILLINGER - Shootitup prod. Freddie Dredd (Hosted by Shadow Wizard Money Gang)

@dead4ever

in cough syrup I trust
all I worship & thank
my heart purple like drank

wish I knew what it was
how I turned out this way
my heart purple like drank

bet I could fill a tub
I park, fill up my tank
I call her when I need a rush, invite her 2 my place
it dawned on me at dusk
think I want you 2 stay
I dreamt of you ’til I woke up & thought I was awake

I’m just sleepwalking in deep thought
hear you whispering bout more
I love the sweet talk
like the fizzing when I pour & everything stops
so addicted 2 what’s yours, don’t wanna detox

in cough syrup I trust
all I worship & thank
my heart purple like drank

wish I knew what it was
how I turned out this way
my heart purple like drank

bet I could fill a tub
I park, fill up my tank
I call her when I need a rush, invite her 2 my place
it dawned on me at dusk
think I want you 2 stay
I dreamt of you ’til I woke up & thought I was awake

purple heart (d4e)

prod @xxbluddyliqourxx https://soundcloud.com/xxbluddyliqourxx/iahncabh 💕🫃

10-16-25 prod BLUDDYLIQOUR fin

Prod giveblood
Mixed by h3atr
Lyrics
Blood on my shirt and it ain’t from a nosebleed
Blank in the face wash my hands off in chlorine
Hate in my heart can’t let the thoughts take over me
She broke my heart so I fixed it with amphetamines 
Who tryna start write his ass off like some poetry 
Who u calling brother you ain’t never been a kin to me
U is just a kid to me
Shoot you up like u some speed
I ran out of dopamines
I’m drinking like rum diaries
I’ve been off dem pills baby can u see my eyes 
I’ve been drinking all day and it ain’t even five 
Ima learn the hard way ima toxic guy
Ima take the long way so I can drink and drive
I’ve been so fucked up it’s A daily thing 
Yeah they thought that i could change 
But I stayed the same 
I’ve been tryna get some help but it falls flat
So I’m still drinking baby till I see black
They like Kino stop bro I can tell u tripping 
But they really don’t know that my mind is slipping
I done lost to many friends it’s a shady business
So I’ll pop another perc before I get to twitching
Geek out bleed out bullets they gone squeeze out
I’ve been off an acid tab eating at the Waffle House
We gone run inside to house take yo drugs and kill yo spouse
If u talking down on 67 gun up in yo mouth
Let you talk now
U can’t talk now
But a bullet in yo back can u walk now
Ima hellhound 
Yeah my soul bound 
Kino undercover in the opps house
It’s a back door 
Dope in the floorboards
Yea we took all your drugs but we still want more 
And it’s fuck lore only 67
Riding with that fucker h3atr yeah he my brethren 
Calling up foxxx he got that lethal weapon
Turn your whole neighborhood into a section 7
But it’s 67
We need to talk bout Kevin 
We don’t use no fucking bows we bringing Mac 11s
Bring the sticks out and send u up to heaven 
Ima drop on his head and tell him call the medic
Don’t be beefing up with u you all jsut seem pathetic
Bring the chops out put bullets in yo belly

Rum diaries {giveblood}

My homie told me get that bag 
Man I’m tryna get it 
My Brodie told me chase them racks
Mayn im gonna get it

So many nights im up wishin 
But I got no ambition 
No motivation, sensations keep my mind in prison 
Live my life not I’m living 
I’m tryna build my vision 
sorry momma I miss ya I hadda go and live it 
Can’t let me fall behind this system is a competition 
Pessimistic nihilistic man I ain’t really wit it 
This worlds like magic your senses imagine being senseless 
You dive in and it’s reckless sometimes you need a blessing 
When father Christ opens heaven don’t know I’m a ascending 
Cuz im a weapon a message man I’m a living lesson 
Show love don’t trust 
My own bruddas and huzz 
The truth will leave you in disgust 
Do it yourself you gotta move on don’t think bout it what it was 
Won’t phase me I brushed it 
My heads banging percussion 
Cuz i dont need no discussion fuck 
Don’t tell me that I’m bugging 
Cuz Ive been working and hustling 
Tryna turn nothin to something 
Cookin dope in the oven 
With the straps and they Russian 
Back when I was trippin and plugging 
Ain no fuckin home was lacing shit inside my muffins

homie told me get that bag 
Man I’m tryna get it 
My Brodie told me chase them racks
Mayn im gonna get it

So many nights im up wishin 
Reflecting on decisions 
Open my skin like incisions  
Due to the indecision

purple heart (d4e)

jona2as