who would have ever seen this and said
that you and i could become virtually connected?
could you download a heart?
could you delete a doubt?
could you update a brain?
could you give me an out?
OUT

do you like me?
i could be your girl
a ribbon tied with pinkened butterflies
i could be your world
how does one acquire beauty?
when i know there's so much more
like heart to heart warmth
our time is cutting short

taking everything you wanted
everything that rotted
thinking when you're sleeping
everything you were and
everything you weren't
stays inside a cloud
i couldn't reach through from the current

i don't think you realize i'm reacting accordingly
you made me this way i only see it adoringly
the time where i'm an angel, don't forget what you are
i'm only trying to be perfect
trying, but its just too hard

and like who would have ever known that you would
have hated me more than your past, more than i thought you could
for someone always on time, your visions fell in a flood
in this puzzle we keep picking apart, i guess ill hate you for good

something in the water's why you would always let me go
and i don't think that there was something that i could have showed you
i don't think your minds all there, i think its fucked
and you're a murderer, murderer, murder, murder, murder, murderer!

taking everything you wanted (no)
everything that rotted (wait)
thinking when you're sleeping (no)
everything you were and (wait)
everything you weren't (wait)
stays inside a cloud (wait)
i couldn't reach through from the current

and if i can't get you, i know time will
and in a slow paced death, you'll think of shit that you spilled
and while you're skeleton slips, i'm keeping mine under skin
next to these crimson wires you only had covered up in resin

how could i have kno-known
that you would t-turn your back?
you-you-you don't wanna see what i've become, i'm turning lilac
tell me whats it like
whats it like when you bleed?
are you scared of dying slowly?
are you scared of being free?
you made me

wired

Wayward Ch. I Prod. HIMSELF

Wayward Ch. II Prod. HIMSELF

Wayward Ch. III Prod. HIMSELF

Wayward Ch. IV Prod. HIMSELF

Kamikaze Souls

Bladerunner

And I Speak For The Steel

Track 1 [The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intentions]

I WONDER WHAT YOU ARE

Jay Cinema 2017-2022 
rian vega 2022-?

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Track 1 [The Road to Hell is Paved with Good Intentions]

Rian Vega