This album is everything I never said. It’s the autopsy of my childhood the sound of a kid I lost and the decay of who I became. No redemption, only rage, nostalgia, and self-disgust. These songs are my last attempt to speak to myself (firstalbumbtw)

half asleep (INTERLUDE)

Saved By The Smile Of A Beautiful Girl When Looking For Sex (PM 8016) 3:45 27-10-2025

Melody

AEOLIAN CANVAS

Pianists Xenia Pestova and Pascal Meyer at contemporary music festival Ars Musica, Brussels, Belgium, 2018.

Textile 1 (2006) for two pianos came into being when Egidija Medeksaite discovered the technique of mapping the patterns she was using in her textile work onto musical structures. The initial formula for a composition is fixed in the form of a geometrical textile pattern; the white and black elements of the grid convey musical microformations of the same nature but in opposition (for example, the ascending or descending directions of the movement of sounds), as if they were warp and weft of a textile. What is important for pianist here is to achieve the smooth, flowing, encompassing flow of sounds, as if they were the play and sparkle of small crystals. 

Linas Paulauskis, Music Information Centre Lithuania

Textile_1

A 12-tone composition for piano and oboe - hope you enjoy!

The Wrong Birds

I'm Always Watching Me

Tension (original mix) ITU V.A 014

Our second release BOTN - Zapah syrogo peska [SF002]
Right now on bandcamp https://sonusfora.bandcamp.com/album/botn-zapah-syrogo-peska-sf002
My heart is beating faster and body is getting weak, when I smell a damp sand...
An anxiety flies in my soul like a dream, just leaving a scar behind it.
BOTN ©
Сердце бьётся чаще и тело становится слабым, когда я чувствую запах сырого песка ...
Словно сон пролетает тревога в душе, лишь оставив рубец за собой.
BOTN ©

Label: 
https://sonusfora.bandcamp.com/

Artist: 
https://soundcloud.com/botnofficial
https://botnmusic.bandcamp.com/

BOTN - Trevoga [SF002]

The Sun Is Too High

Gimme a break

A story

Having been started but not finished in 2012, this piece was then picked up and had things added, mixed and released in late 2020.

Enjoy!

AEOLIAN CANVAS

Jon Jacobs Bourne