victxrw - cigarette buds (vistaa + rippo) #us

prod by the best: https://soundcloud.com/newgarasu + https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin
extension + additional production: me

take a picture, its a thousand different words
hundred kisses i dont miss her but it hurts
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
i dont miss her but it hurts
and the distance is a blessing and a curse
dont know how i wouldve pictured this whole thing to ever work
and now ive got bigger problems
and now its a different process
and now ive shown bigger progress
i dont miss her and it hurts
i dont miss her and it hurts

im moving on to another girl
hey, hi, hello to another girl
im on the phone to another girl
its another world, for the better, girl
and i buy her the things that she wants, i dont care what the cost is
and i buy her the ring that she wants, i dont care when its loving
and i cry on my own, when i am alone
so i hide in the phone, i type in the code, i write in the notes

take a picture, its a thousand different words
hundred kisses i dont miss her but it hurts
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
if she wants it then i got it
i dont miss her but it hurts
and the distance is a blessing and a curse
dont know how i wouldve pictured this whole thing to ever work
and now ive got bigger problems
and now its a different process
and now ive shown bigger progress
i dont miss her and it hurts
i dont miss her and it hurts

picture

@owtiss
original @domerrz [https://soundcloud.com/domerrz/iknowuhateme]

reprod meeee (i like daria sounds)
*mwah*

so i guess its just the way its meant to be
got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

got kicked to the curb swore i wouldnt let it get to me it got to me
im face first in the dirt and the one that did its blocking me n dodging me
i cant lie and say it dont hurt that ur the one thats haunting me
ur the one thats haunting me
iknowyouhateme

lately ive been thinking ive been drinking
losing sleep all over this
the walls r closing
my mind burdened
wish I could get out of this
didnt want to lose her love
I feel dumb
didnt wanna lose someone when I had lost so much

#iknowuhateme [cover]

@uxiexo
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@uxiexo
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@uxiexo
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

@diligencexs

lyrics:

im so tired i cant even open my eyes
but in my sleep i always seem 2 cry
another fight well im not even suprised :/
do u even care if im alright?

bite the bullet
dont know if ill survive
use me as ur own crutch
the one keeping you alive
i need comfort
and not the pseudo kind
i got too much of that from u
dont want us 2 be alike

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

im feeling all this sorrow
im losing all my trust in u will u be "here tomorrow?"
im running out of all my love do u have some 2 borrow?
or anything that makes me whole i feel so damn hollow...

i can feel
everything thats haunting me is it real?
everything thats taunting me in this ordeal
i can see everything u hide behind ur veil
stuck up in my head yea im stuck up in this hell

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

pseudo (diligence)

.ur my drug

prod. @decago

lyrics:
everytime i call its a bad time
everytime i fall in love i have to hide
i play pretend its a bad lie
but a smile doesnt show whats inside
i wanna hold you close but ur too high
i could never be ur drug im waste of time 
only cigarettes and regrets on your mind
could i ever have a place in your life

to take away ur stress
you deny all the blame
ig its all my fault
i let you down again
all the memories we made 
i watch them fade away
that spark in your eyes
is gone without a trace

i see your face
my heart just raced
living life without you
i cannot take
could you please come back
i hate this space 
too many feelings i cant fight
im not alright

hold you close (decago)

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

if i wnt to cop it ima need 2 credit cards
if i wnt to cop it ima cop with no regards
i hear that penny talking 
and it talks to you retards
i hear this money blabling
and it blabbles all these bars х2

im like a worm in ur apple
im like a boss in the temple
that shit got far too mental
your love is instrumental
and im the vocals
that shits experimental

ur life is pimple and i pop it
your ego's fragile and i dropped it
that shits not simple u dont got it
bad bitch told me that shes attracted

hook

that bitch should talk to me nice
she better act with me nice
i cant outstand all your lies
i cant outstand all your-- oh
when they see me walking
them bitches leakin, flocking
got no time,
b-b-bitch i got no time for talking
i see your text, huh?
ill make sure that im fucking blocking
dripping poison on my sword
they kno i never knock in

lock it, but its still opened
i have the key from every house that i have ever walked in
i kno they got something on me but they will never talk it out 
he thinks hes tuff with thugging out 
his girl's all fucking wet..after i pull it out


hook

endinf






penny 🪙 (p. vanguardthechamp)

back to it
prod me

i can see the pain in your eyes
promise i can feel it too
i don't have a way to describe
everything you put me through
washing all the blood to the gutter
i still love her
after everything you're still you
and the guts of a lover
i'm a cutter
cause i never seen a way past you

you'd think i'd know much better
looks like i knew nothing at all
here's all of me, eight letters
i love you, i love you
cause i'm right back at the start
playing with the same set of cards
you know them all, 
my heart, you own it all
it never ends, 'too close to call'
i know how this one ends, cause i've seen it
you don't ever feel the need to apologize
and i fall into pieces
let you through to deceive this heart of mine

i can see the pain in your eyes
promise i can feel it too
i don't have a way to describe
everything you put me through
washing all the blood to the gutter
i still love her
after everything you're still you
and the guts of a lover
i'm a cutter
cause i never seen a way past you
x2

gutter

@kurse11
i gotta serve my bitch 
i gotta serve my guys
i got dat syrup in my cup now
i got a blur in my eyes
all of my bros gon slide
ion even got no ties
damn im still wit @rans0m
at saks, spend em racks up
ma said pull yo pants up
now dat shit dont matter
im in luv wit bread
im in luv wit batter
she wan giv me head 
damn, im so flattered
fuk y dey hate, cuz im doin better

spin our block, he die still
my lil bro on bars still
im tryna get off Mars still
she wanna hop in my car still
dat a bit still
bullets cant even miss him
walkin around n im keepin dat grip
we shoulda been done did dat
im tryna see dat bit clap
she said i had a big gat
call on my name, i miss dat
im tryna press on yo lips
im tryna tote on grip
bby throw down splits
im gettin blues no crip
s/o my brudda my twin

@k4rson
tell me 1 more time
girl get out my mind
i think u j luv to lie
we should put it all behind us, rewind us
girl yk we're timeless
gave u all of my trust
u used to be my luv
lets put it all behind us

@kurse11
i gotta serve my bitch 
i gotta serve my guys
i got dat syrup in my cup now
i got a blur in my eyes
all of my bros gon slide
ion even got no ties
damn im still wit @rans0m
at saks, spend em racks up
ma said pull yo pants up
now dat shit dont matter
im in luv wit bread
im in luv wit batter
she wan giv me head 
damn, im so flattered
fuk y dey hate, cuz im doin better

flattered w/ karson (xyjae, recyclebin)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5CBCDcThy18wjEyYIboXNW?si=704d9329ab634e04
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@resolve1k
@mental
@arid
@bazington

you're breaking my heart
you're going down a path i can't follow
stop, stop now and come back 
I love you 
liar

take me back 
the way we laughed
say its my bad
put it way in the past
could you tell me when ur done
i want to be one
all i want is you 
you dont care what i want
ur the worst
you want me back but you left me in the dirt
i hope ur getting all the shit that you deserve
and i remember when you said it wouldnt work 
baby ur the worst
only care about yourself
no i dont want you
im with someone else
i bet you hate it, how its not you
i forgot your number
i forgot how much i blocked you (out)
i blocked out all our memories 
and blocked out how much we fought too

left me bad
looking at the things that i wish i said
now im gone and u want him instead
yea run away
i dont wanna lay inside my bed just to feel the pain
living in the scars and scratches
looking at me like i overreacted
miss the feeling when i wasnt static
just tell me that it never happened

pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of talking if we lie and we won't tell?
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?
no I don't wanna hear abt it pls say something else
just tell me that it's okay, don't tell me that it's too late
no matter what it might take, i'll do it for our sake
pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?

gutter

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