This Life

The Hard Way

Pretty Little

Still Want You

For Once

Count to Ten

Broke

Broke (Acoustic Version)

Find A Way

Intro background vocals done by:

@kryst3n
@s3ll
@crizzywhite
and me

NO TIME

NO TIME (feat. Crizzy White) [Extended Version]

Couple of THOughTS is a raw and emotional track about waiting for real love but finding only pain in its place. It’s about heartbreak, reflection, and learning to rise above what once broke you. The song moves through loneliness, betrayal, and growth, ending with strength and peace.

Lyrics:
I’ve been waiting for a long time for someone to come and find me.
But all I got was a couple of thoughts that a couple of THOTs would be.
Guess I drew what I saw, not what I need,
Kept chasing reflections that look like peace.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Eyes like heaven but hearts disguised.
I called it love, they called it time,
I built a dream, they crossed the line.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Soft voices hid the truth inside.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Played my heart, then left my mind.

And every touch just felt the same,
Different faces, but the same old game.
They looked like peace, but they came like pain,
And I still pray for the one that’ll stay.

Heart torn open, stitched by pride,
Told myself I’d heal in time.
But nights got colder, thoughts got loud,
Crowded rooms, still no crowd.

Pour up the pain, it goes down slow,
Love on repeat, same sad show.
She say forever, but forever folds,
Fake halos, hearts made of gold.

They wanted the shine, not the soul in me,
Fell for the mask, not the whole of me.
I tried to fix what was draining me dry,
Till I learned sometimes love’s just a lie.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Soft voices hid the truth inside.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Played my heart, then left my mind.

And every touch just felt the same,
Different faces, but the same old game.
They looked like peace, but they came like pain,
And I still pray for the one that’ll stay.

I built my walls from broken trust,
From ashes, heartbreak, love to dust.
But every scar became my proof,
That pain can lie, but not the truth.

Now I’m calm inside the storm,
Healed my soul, rebuilt my form.
Those same old games can’t cage me twice,
I learned to bleed and call it life.

Now I walk where the light don’t fade,
New strength born from the mess I made.
Used to chase hearts, now I chase peace,
Finally found gold when I found me.

No more waiting for someone to save,
I’m my own fire, I’m my own wave.
They can keep their masks and fame,
I’m just done playing the blame game.

‘Cause I’ve been waiting for a long time, see,
And maybe the one I needed was me.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
But I see clear through the thin disguise.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Now I give mine to what’s divine.

And every wound became a flame,
Every scar spelled out my name.
They looked like peace, but I became,
The calm inside my hurricane.

I’ve been waiting for a long time...
For someone to come and find me...
But all I got was a couple of THOughTS...
Guess the one I found... was finally me.

Couple of THOughTS

PLOTTIN

For Once

Jon Wiilde

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