i dont wanna mess you up

<3   💥🔫
prod. me
@1kidsora 
you da best

bad(feat. kid sora)

@starfall <3
Prod by me

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Lyrics

Verse: 
I tried to talk that’s all I’d ask for 
Oh no 
My mind is lost might need to dash away 
Won’t mind if you could always last forever but, 
don’t try to act like I never came
Tell me lies I didn’t mean 
Watch me cry 
It’s what it seems 
Out of time but Ima make what we can 
Should of tried to keep it clean
Got me almost 17
It’s alright yeah baby there’s some romance 

Pre:
I don’t know a thing 
How you talking in between 
Both of us, yeah I don’t really understand 
Just come and see 
What the hell you've done to me 
Caught you dancing all alone 
You should take my hand 

Chorus:
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away 
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

Verse 2(starfall <3):
I've tried too hard to be someone I wasn't
Tried to be that guy you wanted
Never thought I'd go this far, 
but man I'm so exhausted
I spy with my tiny little eye
someone I wanna make mine forever
I swear I hate seeing you cry
so why don't we cry together
Don't need no reaction baby
Missing out on action lately
I don't think you understand my pain, oh woah
Fell for all your acting baby
You got me attracted baby
I don't get why you're all up in my brain

Chorus (2x): 
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

changed w/ starfall

<3
prod joshwa and me

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I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

are you sleeping alone again?

@jayya1k

(killnord)
you look so bad i’m into you 
i wish you felt the same i do 
don’t need that much, i’ll wait for you
i can’t escape the way you move
it’s not about me, it’s all about you
can’t reach your heart, is it bullet proof?
i fucking hate you yes i do
i just can’t stand the way you 
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

(jayya)
you know i hate when you lie to me
but i can’t overlook it girl you know that’s the pride in me
it’s been this way for weeks so it comes no surprise to me 
i shut myself off once again and deal with it privately 
i hate the way you always get what u want 
always put up a front 
i’m so tired of all the fighting can we just make up
i’m so tired of all the fighting i think we need to break up 
it’s been way too long

(killnord)
i swear you look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

spotify

so bad feat. jayya (okayjml)

never thought this would happen
i'm floating around with these clouds on my bed
no i can't imagine
if we'd never met id be lost once again

been a week since u left
u told me i shouldn't worry
write a song on my bed
to make sure u won't forget the sound of me
our souls they sing in harmony

oooo
imy, imy, imy
oooo
imy, imy, imy
oooo
imy, imy, imy
oooo
imy, imy, imy

oh my heart keeps beating so fast
i have this feeling in my chest
girl i know we'll last 
so make a promise to be with me
for eternity

at night i lay down on the right side of my bed i miss the feel 
of ur body laying by mine as i whisper in your ear
i love u
i love u

oooo
imy, imy, imy
oooo
imy, imy, imy
oooo
imy, imy, imy
oooo
imy, imy, imy

my gf is on the other side of the globe rn

why is it so hard for you to take my word?
just trust me girl its all talk, don’t believe what you heard
i know right now it’s not perfect 
but i don’t deserve this 
don’t listen to your friends they don’t want us to work 
listen to me

i keep getting calls from my exes
let it ring i wont even play the message
cus they know they fucked up how they left it 
and i can tell that you’re the same i’m not making an exception
you know that i meant it 
when i said you won’t get a another chance 
thought you could mess around with me but i had other plans 
i'm getting money now it’s busting out the rubber bands 
do you understand 

that we keep doing the same thing 
always ending up in the same place 
think we need to do something different
stalking my main page 
then you go pretend that you’re innocent 
cant you tell that you’re being ignorant 
i don’t wanna waste time i’d rather keep my peace 
va and we linking up with re6ce 
i wish you could see
all the shit you’re putting on me girl uh

cause you be getting everything you want
but its never enough
i'm tryna tell you its too late
but you don't give a fuck
you're slamming doors and shit
but you wont listen at all
i'm too up cant hear
you know i never gave a fuck at all
shut your mouth don't talk bout me
shut your mouth talking from the backseat
shut your mouth you don't know about
you don't know about..

its cause you drive me crazy 
baby
do this on the daily 
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once
no please don't talk too much
i think ur tryna play me
break me
next one erase me
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once

listen to me w/ re6ce (prod. jml)

Here's a smol track for yall!! I made this song yesterday while trying to create a vintage-sounding piano by running it thru tape, but somehow I ended up making this song with that piano lol.

I feel like there's still so many more things I could have done to "fix" elements in the production and vocals, but it got to the point where I'm just ruining the song, so I stopped myself and exported :"). 

Hope you guys enjoy this until I make better stuff ♥ 
Lyrics:

[Verse]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)
Girl, that's not what I want
(Dont wanna let you go, wanna let you go)

[Chorus]:
So baby could you
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Verse]:
Yeah
Girl I wanna take you out on the dates
No rush, lets take it in our pace
Dont think I'll be ever needing space
(Nah girl) Cause I dont wanna make you wait

When youre lonely and down girl you say that its fine
Never see you around, said you lacked the time
Am I waiting in line, girl, to make you mine? Oh no

[Chorus]:
Girl I want you to
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah
Love me, baby, slowly
Love me, baby, slowly, yeah

[Outro]:
I wanted to love her
Now Im not too sure
Said she dont got the time, cause
She gotta "let go"
Girl, that's not what I want

changed w/ starfall

Joon