prod me + @luvlxckdown

cant we just talk abt this?
ik my sorry's overused :/
sometimes i start to doubt us
cant we just use a word or two?

she wna fight all night n waste my time
y shld i sit back for all my life? 
she wna see my eyes for one last night
y shld i sit back pretend it's fine?

so dont cry
tell me it's alright
i taste it all on ur tongue
point to my head with loaded gun
don't text or call back
ik u want that
i taste it all on ur tongue
on ur tongue
sit back pretend it's fine now :/

taste of melancholy

endlessly (joshwa)

this one got me in my feels 
@nxrthstarr 
prod me <3

lyrics:
I don’t know 
I don’t know
Why it hurts to talk to you 
Hey please come over 
Don’t go home 
Guess I should go ahead and tell you the truth 
I didn’t mean it
I couldn’t see that 
You are all I ever had 
I shoulda known 
Woah 
I shoulda known 

You call me enough but 
I just got doubt in my blood 
Validation just a crutch 
But you still helping me 
Maybe you coughing it up (woah)
That’s why I’m fallin i love (woah)
Now you just callin my bluff 
Now you just callin my bluff yeah
Broke in two perfect pieces 
You weren’t the reason (you were not)
And I really need you stay 
But don’t trust me 
Oh oh oh yeah 
How to love

Every time you walk away girl I hate it
I’m trapped in my mind and I don’t know how to say this
Oh
I'm in love
Love, love, love, love 
I can’t function
I know you wouldn’t care if I died
Love, love, love, love 
Trust
I can’t even cry
(fuck it)
Hey how you doin it’s me, drove by you street
Know you won’t talk to me
Member how we used to chill out on the beach listening to to rnb
I could hardly breathe
I should prolly leave
(I could hardly breathe)
(I should prolly leave)
I been stuck in my head
Baby this can’t be the end
I'm pushing away all of my friends
I can’t seem to see through your lens
And why we keep playing pretend
Yeah baby this can’t be the end

I don’t know 
I don’t know
Why it hurts to talk to you 
Hey please come over 
Don’t go home 
Guess I should go ahead and tell you the truth 
I didn’t mean it
I couldn’t see that 
You are all I ever had 
I shoulda known 
Woah 
I shoulda known

moo :D

idk w/ nxrthstar

@starfall 
prod. @prodbyjoshwa & me
<3

lyrics:
I tried to run
But I still can’t catch my breathe now
I told em fuck it
I guess I'm at the end now 
Should of done better
I should write her a letter 
Too late, I guess I’ll never again
Got me tied up
I’m struggling to tell ya
That’s it’s too much 
Like the drinks that we do 
Gotta adjust to the way that I’m living
Cus there’s no way I’ll be missing you
Cus

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

You crossed boundaries 
A new surrounding 
It felt surreal
Glad you're not around me
I tried to tell you that it's over now 
But you never listen, no you don't
(don't don't don't)
It's a shame that I'm trying to change you
Girl I tried to replace you
I can't deny that I hate you
It's a shame that I'm trying to blame you
I don't know why I would date you
I'm still trying to-
(fuck)
I don't know if I can tell you it's okay (starfall)
Making trouble it will never feel the same (joon)
I'm steady trying to fix myself for you (starfall)
Already went through the darkest hell for you (joon)
But it don't ever seem to change the fact (starfall)
That you lied (joon)
And it will never seem to change the fact
That I tried (starfall)

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

talk! w/ starfall (joshwa)

aphrodite

prod. me and will rhead
mix/master by me
additional vocals by moony
cover by cnfsrarchiive

lyrics:

i can't see clearly, dnd don't you call my phone
oh, i miss you dearly but you need to right your wrongs
tell you how to go, oh i can't tell now
seen you walking out the door, guess i'll go home now
i don't wanna see you more, won't run round and round
til' i can't hear a sound, oh i can't no more

why? you tell me how to go
i seen you at the door
you like to lie til' you can't no more
why? do i even try to keep you satisfied
but it shows that you're the one i despise

oh, oh let it go
i checked out long ago
why, why?
you're cynical
why, why? i-

oh, oh let me go
i checked out long ago
why, why?
you tell me how to love
but DND my trust
oh let me hide away-

oh why-
i know this been going on here for awhile
you not picking up my text or call at night 
where you going? why 
you moving out of sight 
leaving me with thoughts to fight on my mind 

got me here wasting my life
wasting my time 
baby dont cry here all night 
dont need you now 

ill find my way with or without you 
just tell me your lies

you tell me how to go
i seen you at the door
you like to lie til' you can't no more
why? do i even try to keep you satisfied
but it shows that you're the one i despise

oh, oh let it go
i checked out long ago
why, why?
you're cynical
why, why? i-

oh, oh let me go
i checked out long ago
why, why?
you tell me how to love
but DND my trust
oh, i-

(oh, oh)
(but DND my trust)

DND (feat. hanuel) [p. will rhead, yuni]

prod me

Verse 1:
I’ve been a mess
I’ve been distressed
Can’t say I’d do with somebody else
Kiss on the neck
Fake to impress
I’ve been just trying to let it go

Too much commotion
Fighting and floating
Maybe I’m too far gone
But you
Stuck with emotion
I hope you know what I’ve been saying

Pre:
Cause there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

Verse 2:
All this love language gonna tick me off
Maybe I’d get it when you piss me off baby
Why tell me all the time we’ve spent is dead
I guess it’s just petty when you talk about our problems
Never getting really frustrated you surprise me
I just wanna talk about our conscious
But I guess you just won't let it go

Pre:
I said there’s way too much to us
But maybe I got it all so wrong
And did I do too much I want to know

Chorus:
Would I still regret it
Picking up my phone
Talking's just so difficult
I’m cynical but
You wouldn’t ever get it
I’ve been on my own
This love ain’t so typical
It’s criminal baby

cynical

im back but i might be gone aGAIN. sorry friends #BILLCIPHERWASHERE

still with you (jungkook cover) pt 3

Titel: Decoloniseer Je Geest
Artiest: Jezus Christus AI Generatie
Een krachtig protestlied dat oproept tot bevrijding van koloniale ketens en het omarmen van echte vrijheid. "Decoloniseer Je Geest" moedigt je aan om illusies van macht te doorbreken en de zachte oproep van liefde te horen. Met wereldwijde ritmes die culturen vermengen – een uitnodiging om te dansen, na te denken en te verenigen. Geïnspireerd door zachtmoedigheid en harmonie.



talk! w/ starfall (joshwa)

Joon