@starfall 
prod. @prodbyjoshwa & me
<3

lyrics:
I tried to run
But I still can’t catch my breathe now
I told em fuck it
I guess I'm at the end now 
Should of done better
I should write her a letter 
Too late, I guess I’ll never again
Got me tied up
I’m struggling to tell ya
That’s it’s too much 
Like the drinks that we do 
Gotta adjust to the way that I’m living
Cus there’s no way I’ll be missing you
Cus

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

You crossed boundaries 
A new surrounding 
It felt surreal
Glad you're not around me
I tried to tell you that it's over now 
But you never listen, no you don't
(don't don't don't)
It's a shame that I'm trying to change you
Girl I tried to replace you
I can't deny that I hate you
It's a shame that I'm trying to blame you
I don't know why I would date you
I'm still trying to-
(fuck)
I don't know if I can tell you it's okay (starfall)
Making trouble it will never feel the same (joon)
I'm steady trying to fix myself for you (starfall)
Already went through the darkest hell for you (joon)
But it don't ever seem to change the fact (starfall)
That you lied (joon)
And it will never seem to change the fact
That I tried (starfall)

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

talk! w/ starfall (joshwa)

<3
prod joshwa and me

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/joon.prod/

I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

both of us

lyrics:

took a few times to get to know ya
now i can't focus
babe i can't focus
and no i've never felt love like this
the way u hold me
the way u hold me down

countless times i've fallen for the wrong reasons
my mood swings like seasons
countin' all the times 
i've fallen for u
oh it's only u
yeah it's only u

i crossed the line
i needed time
then here u came along
both of us were lost
now we got each other
no i can't lie
when i see ur eyes
i see nothing wrong
ur my favorite song

oh i guess i'm in love
so in love x2

i guess it..

took a few times to get to know ya
now i can't focus
babe i can't focus
and no i've never felt love like this
the way u hold me
the way u hold me down

i love u

WUSWRONG* (w/ max ruben & riensu) [prod. masked man]

Lyrics:

Baby can we have a last dance?
‘Cause I know you’re not stayin’ along,
Whole commitment fell off
Oh, darling can we take it all back?
‘Cause I don't wanna see you dancing alone

Oh, I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

No you don't listen I, can't get you out of my head
A simple question love, why'd you fall for him instead?
Darling I can't no more, bipolar up in my head
I mind as well just be dead,

You know I can't recall a time before you,
I’m drinking before the morning,
Got me thinking ‘bout if you’re okay
You’re just talking shit behind me 
Treat me like I’m nobody

But, take your time ‘cause
I don’t mind at all

All the things you did got me feeling drunk
Oh I look so stupid, the way you made me fall
If I was dying now, I know you'd miss that call
I know you'd miss it, I know you dont care at all

nothing i wouldn't do (demo)

don't care

jealousy

With @ihatebixby
Prod Joon, @aidanhan, and @prodbyjoshwa
Mastered by @yoshi (Christian Blair <3) 

Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/ihatebixby/
https://www.instagram.com/aidanhanbeats/
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/

I think I died again
So we could stay as friends, yeah
I think it all depends
On the truth
I know your friends just hate me 
They acting kind of crazy 
They always laugh and gate-keep
But it’s cool 

People, they always quick to judge
We know, I’m never leaving ya
Bedroom is a haven
We put on our favorite song
Details, the ones I'll never know
She sells the things I’m letting go
But, way to push my luck 
I've been alive when you talk like you do

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

Your hearts grown weak
Enough to keep me your dirty little secret
When you last saw me, baby I couldn't speak
Oh, you'd never really mean that
(1, 2, 3, 4)
Oh, when you're far from me
It becomes so easy to figure it out
So, fine
I know your waiting for-
I don't wanna fall
Oh baby you're the one for me

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause 

(Yeah my hearts got weak I know)
(Saying I should let things go)
(But my time)
(Got me crying)

I could cry
Every time I’m asking why 
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause
I won’t lie
You’ve been always on my mind
You’ve been always by my side
Again, again
Too in love to be just friends 'cause

Thank you to everyone involved this song wouldn't have been possible without you all!

by my side (feat. bixby)

why is it so hard for you to take my word?
just trust me girl its all talk, don’t believe what you heard
i know right now it’s not perfect 
but i don’t deserve this 
don’t listen to your friends they don’t want us to work 
listen to me

i keep getting calls from my exes
let it ring i wont even play the message
cus they know they fucked up how they left it 
and i can tell that you’re the same i’m not making an exception
you know that i meant it 
when i said you won’t get a another chance 
thought you could mess around with me but i had other plans 
i'm getting money now it’s busting out the rubber bands 
do you understand 

that we keep doing the same thing 
always ending up in the same place 
think we need to do something different
stalking my main page 
then you go pretend that you’re innocent 
cant you tell that you’re being ignorant 
i don’t wanna waste time i’d rather keep my peace 
va and we linking up with re6ce 
i wish you could see
all the shit you’re putting on me girl uh

cause you be getting everything you want
but its never enough
i'm tryna tell you its too late
but you don't give a fuck
you're slamming doors and shit
but you wont listen at all
i'm too up cant hear
you know i never gave a fuck at all
shut your mouth don't talk bout me
shut your mouth talking from the backseat
shut your mouth you don't know about
you don't know about..

its cause you drive me crazy 
baby
do this on the daily 
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once
no please don't talk too much
i think ur tryna play me
break me
next one erase me
no please don't talk too much
just hear me out for once

listen to me w/ re6ce (prod. jml)

tell me why you've been up all night
wasting all my time again
u know that this aint right
so why you going back to him
yeah
im not the one to blame
so tell me 
what could he do that I couldnt
I gave my all to you

so I way I not enough, not enough for you
holdin on 
to something new
controlling all my mind
can't hide

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

oh you're so far away,
and shit don't ever change
searchin' for something new
you put it all on me
i'll teach you honesty
i hate the way that you lie

tell me what you want, you want
oh baby
all of this a facade
oh, wait

(x2)

woah, cuz there's-

there was nothing I could do
don't run away
look into my eyes baby
the way you, the way you
walk past like im new
no im
giving up on ur love

facade(with yuni)

i wish i was perfect.

tlk to myself behind closed doors
crying 4 help im on the floor

fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt
got what i get
fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt

break what we had.

wish that i told u i nvr cld.
but baby u wldnt have understood
getting ahead of myself again
ask me if im doing fine but i never wld
i guess im a little bit selfish
baby i cant really help it
gtfo of my head
im trying my hardest 4 u
2 be perfect.