credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

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lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

can't even listen to this song cause it makes me so sad but hope u all enjoy <3

prod by LARUE MADE IT
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(verse)
all the memories we made
all the problems we faced
all the time that we wa-
all the time that we wasted
all alone, once again
you were never really mine
no you would never really try
i let you cross over my lines

let it go
but i can't let you know
that i wasn't enough
were you truly in love
let it go
but i cant let it show
that i was never really tough
guess you could read through my bluff

(hook)
you said
you were never really, you were never really in love
who am i to really, who am i to really trust?
feels like its been a while but baby
throw my feels in a pile and baby
ignore it all for a while, and baby

(verse 2)
a hand to hold, when it's getting cold
we're falling out, it's hard to control you again
the lies you told, it's getting old
you threw away my heart that you folded and bent
it's a shame we never happened,
feel the same from when it happened,
you were my biggest distraction

i can't,
i can't take this lightly
i know it ain't likely,
but i want you beside me.

(break)

memories

@starfall <3
Prod by me

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Lyrics

Verse: 
I tried to talk that’s all I’d ask for 
Oh no 
My mind is lost might need to dash away 
Won’t mind if you could always last forever but, 
don’t try to act like I never came
Tell me lies I didn’t mean 
Watch me cry 
It’s what it seems 
Out of time but Ima make what we can 
Should of tried to keep it clean
Got me almost 17
It’s alright yeah baby there’s some romance 

Pre:
I don’t know a thing 
How you talking in between 
Both of us, yeah I don’t really understand 
Just come and see 
What the hell you've done to me 
Caught you dancing all alone 
You should take my hand 

Chorus:
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away 
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

Verse 2(starfall <3):
I've tried too hard to be someone I wasn't
Tried to be that guy you wanted
Never thought I'd go this far, 
but man I'm so exhausted
I spy with my tiny little eye
someone I wanna make mine forever
I swear I hate seeing you cry
so why don't we cry together
Don't need no reaction baby
Missing out on action lately
I don't think you understand my pain, oh woah
Fell for all your acting baby
You got me attracted baby
I don't get why you're all up in my brain

Chorus (2x): 
Let’s just
Hang out now and talk the time away 
You stressin way to much like me 
It sucks to be that way 
Can’t control those times
So let’s just fade away
Yeah, though you made me better
But I guess those times have changed

changed w/ starfall

prod. ST4ND4RD

cuz i know you burned the bridges that we had its getting old
i used to we used to 
its all up to you
lately i dont know how to feel anymore

can we just talk it out
cuz im falling but i dont know how
you treat me like i dont exist 
cuz im the one to keep 
a million promises
honestly 

I know you wanna spend your time with me again
dont have to worry about the things i say to you
oh i dont feel like i can keep this up anymore x2

i know its hard to tell you i dont feel the same
sometime i wish that i could fall in love again
dont wanna pretend
can we put an end
i never wanna fall back to you

too many times that i just told you that its all of my fault
we had the something that you chose to never realize at all 
cuz this is something i thought of 
you ignored it all too many things to resolve

Anymore

easy

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

(1, 2, 3)

Give me space
Cause' no, I can't ignore the way you play
I wish I could just change the things you say
I didn't wanna chase you away
So stay, I need a break

You the type to talk a lot
(Oh way too much)
And I just need to say
You just want the finer things
Talkin' big about a diamond ring
Need closure for all the pain
Feels solo, novocaine
Talk strange like who's to blame?
Cause' you've been M.I.A

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

Babe are you free?
Talkin' to the mirror tell you what I see
Need company
Got one eye open following blindly
So lost in the city of angels
Slow dancing til' I see all the angles
I can't see you no more
Too many times now I'm out the door

Give me you
Give me space
Cause' I can't lie I need you bad
You're M.I.A., in L.A
Tryna party it away
You drink it in, uninvited
Til' you can't feel just one damn thing
And I can't lie, goodbye

m.i.a.?

Prod me and @prodbyjoshwa
:)

Verse 1:
Some don’t require affection
But you pull at my heart every time
And you know I’ve been lost in direction
So then why do I keep it alive
Said you'd rather just wait 'till the summer
All to see if you'll leave me to dry
What you waiting for? (Baby)
Oh the way you’re torn (Maybe)
You got lots to choose

Chorus:
What about me?
‘Cause I’ve been waiting for free
You watch me hold to my tongue every night
The stars don’t align
But I’m okay that it’s me

Verse 2:
Texting don’t help the complexion
I would rather you speak all the words
Tell me why I always change my mood for perfection
So alone is what I prefer
Yeah you know
How I breath
Still you’d rather fall in love with someone else than me
What you waiting for? (Baby)
Oh the way you’re torn (Maybe)
You got lots to choose

Chorus:
What about me?
‘Cause I’ve been waiting for free
You watch me hold to my tongue every night
The stars don’t align
But I’m okay that it’s me
What about me?
‘Cause I’ve been waiting for free
You watch me hold to my tongue every night
The stars don’t align
But I’m okay that it’s me

waiting for free

prod. joon & Noah Koslen

Verse 1:
I've been waiting for a lover that could tell me
What I'm really thinking of drinking of,
'till my feelings spill
(you don't waste time)
I've been contemplating everything she sells me
But sometimes it's too good to be true
But you know sometimes I just can't help it

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

(One, two, three, four)

Verse 2:
Having but I'd still rather see you (see you)
But, got people in my rearview (rearview)
Yeah I don't care what they're thinking
Hope you want to walk by me
We won't care who sees
You're just all I need 
You're just all I'm needing baby 'cause I

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why (yeah)
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly

I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

company

prod. dec3m/dami4k/me

lyrics:
said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?

(don't hold back at all)
1, 2, 3, 4

don't hold back at all
now look at all the timing
blood straight from my fall
i guess it's just a reminder
to stay far away from you
we can't stay attached no longer
oh-

said what you want to me
don't know what you planned from the very start
i put you on top so tell me what you want
cause i-

baby i need you more than life
baby i need you by my side
by my side
are you alright?
(don't hold back at all)

by my side (p. dec3m, dami4k, yuni)

prod joon x joshwa x darren

Stay a little longer so I’ll let you know if we could’ve been
Oh I’ve been starting trouble but it’s nervousness that I couldn’t feel
Oh gonna blur my lines
Little hopelessness
Could’ve felt just fine
But a girl could kiss
I guess it’s funny when I’m talking to you everything feels like a sin

yeah we could dine out
were wasting money like it’s mine now
I think it’s funny when we try our best
and get so invested
love could never make me a fool but
it’s the trust that I give
all the lust that I live for every night
oh I can’t act divine
I don't want to fall behind

Stay a little longer so I’ll let you know if we could’ve been
Oh I’ve been starting trouble but it’s nervousness that I couldn’t feel
Oh gonna blur my lines
Little hopelessness
Could’ve felt just fine
But a girl could kiss
I guess it’s funny when I’m talking to you everything feels like a sin

oh things would never feel like
fiction if we read between the lines
well it might’ve
helped to
keep some peace of mind

Stay a little longer so I’ll let you know if we could’ve been
(won't you stay a little longer)
Oh I’ve been starting trouble but it’s nervousness that I couldn’t feel
Oh gonna blur my lines
Little hopelessness
Could’ve felt just fine
But a girl could kiss
I guess it’s funny when I’m talking to you everything feels like a sin

Feels like a sin
What did you do to me, oh baby
Won't you stay with me?
Oh baby no
Oh baby I can't see
Is it gonna work out
Is it gonna work out
Tell me please

waiting for free

Joon