changed w/ starfall

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Lyrics:
I don’t know how I’m supposed to react 
I’m told I should be cautious 
But wait could I ask for some help 
Yeah she’s cool I don’t care bout myself 
Let’s get a time and place to hang out 
Told me your fine but I care bout your health 
I feel inclined more than somebody else 
Maybe I’m trying to hard can she tell (can she tell)

Call me later I’ll have time 
You insist I call you right now I’ll be fine 
Well now I don’t choice
I just wanna hear your voice
 So I’ll take a little break from getting wasted 
I’ve been getting motion sick all day 
But you keepin me in track while I’m away 
You always live in my head 
Tell me what’s coming next 
Gotta show you the best 
Gotta show you the best

I’m so sick and tired of just waiting at home
Acting like I’m stupid cures my boredom alone 
Yeah you wouldn’t even know 
Texting like I couldn’t help myself to get to know you more 
Sorry if I came off toxic 
I didn’t mean to make you nauseous 
I’m new to this so I’ll be cautious 
How am I supposed to act when your flawless 
Friends they always down but 
who says that would last forever 
I saw you staring at the sky It’s totally your aesthetic 
I told you 
That we could be something different 
As long as we act deliberate 
I’ll get a rack from a listen 
Yeah it’s cold but I’ll wake to a Start no (wait) 
Got me torn I can’t tell the time apart no (ha) 
I’ve been glued to this stress
Yeah my mood it’s a mess 
But I know that you will tell me the truth

(Chorus)

Gotta show you the best 
Way to spend the night we just chilling instead 
Remember all these nights when we were texting 
Yeah I feel like we could do again yeah 
I tried to warn you there’s a lot of perception 
Around my thoughts and motivation 
Ima give you attention you need 
Tried to tell me it’s alright 
That means something to me 
I can’t help looking at you smiling

(Chorus)

oof!

flawless

this one got me in my feels 
@nxrthstarr 
prod me <3

lyrics:
I don’t know 
I don’t know
Why it hurts to talk to you 
Hey please come over 
Don’t go home 
Guess I should go ahead and tell you the truth 
I didn’t mean it
I couldn’t see that 
You are all I ever had 
I shoulda known 
Woah 
I shoulda known 

You call me enough but 
I just got doubt in my blood 
Validation just a crutch 
But you still helping me 
Maybe you coughing it up (woah)
That’s why I’m fallin i love (woah)
Now you just callin my bluff 
Now you just callin my bluff yeah
Broke in two perfect pieces 
You weren’t the reason (you were not)
And I really need you stay 
But don’t trust me 
Oh oh oh yeah 
How to love

Every time you walk away girl I hate it
I’m trapped in my mind and I don’t know how to say this
Oh
I'm in love
Love, love, love, love 
I can’t function
I know you wouldn’t care if I died
Love, love, love, love 
Trust
I can’t even cry
(fuck it)
Hey how you doin it’s me, drove by you street
Know you won’t talk to me
Member how we used to chill out on the beach listening to to rnb
I could hardly breathe
I should prolly leave
(I could hardly breathe)
(I should prolly leave)
I been stuck in my head
Baby this can’t be the end
I'm pushing away all of my friends
I can’t seem to see through your lens
And why we keep playing pretend
Yeah baby this can’t be the end

I don’t know 
I don’t know
Why it hurts to talk to you 
Hey please come over 
Don’t go home 
Guess I should go ahead and tell you the truth 
I didn’t mean it
I couldn’t see that 
You are all I ever had 
I shoulda known 
Woah 
I shoulda known

moo :D

idk w/ nxrthstar

@starfall 
prod. @prodbyjoshwa & me
<3

lyrics:
I tried to run
But I still can’t catch my breathe now
I told em fuck it
I guess I'm at the end now 
Should of done better
I should write her a letter 
Too late, I guess I’ll never again
Got me tied up
I’m struggling to tell ya
That’s it’s too much 
Like the drinks that we do 
Gotta adjust to the way that I’m living
Cus there’s no way I’ll be missing you
Cus

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

You crossed boundaries 
A new surrounding 
It felt surreal
Glad you're not around me
I tried to tell you that it's over now 
But you never listen, no you don't
(don't don't don't)
It's a shame that I'm trying to change you
Girl I tried to replace you
I can't deny that I hate you
It's a shame that I'm trying to blame you
I don't know why I would date you
I'm still trying to-
(fuck)
I don't know if I can tell you it's okay (starfall)
Making trouble it will never feel the same (joon)
I'm steady trying to fix myself for you (starfall)
Already went through the darkest hell for you (joon)
But it don't ever seem to change the fact (starfall)
That you lied (joon)
And it will never seem to change the fact
That I tried (starfall)

All we do is talk on the daily 
Talk on the daily 
She gon make me talk while we’re waiting
Falling I’m chasing 
Couldn't be enough 
So I gotta put my pieces back together for you
Baby yeah you cause me to panic
I’m going manic 
Tryna fall in love ain’t romantic
Still got bad habits
Think I showed much for a taste here
So ima tell you the truth
I thought I did it for you

talk! w/ starfall (joshwa)

w/ @dead4cf

prod. me :)

Leave without a trace so I wonder 
Why can’t I keep her longer for the night and 
Why can’t I be a person not a monster 
I can’t lie all this thinking got me tired 
When I’m by myself you should really come through but
Given myself credit got some courage for you 
Yeah I can’t get enough of the things you do 

Feels like I’ve been drowning without ya
Wait too long and I’m falling for your sound yeah
Been far gone but you teach me how to love I
Just can’t stand it 
This a small world we’ve been goin over
Met a couple times 
Saw a couple clovers
But I’m stuck with you
And there’s nothing I can do 

(1, 2, 3)

Got a tune, so I’m hoppin a track yeah 
Fuck the rules 
I don’t care unless we have to 
Yeah it’s cool when I’m putting on an act but 
I got some bad news
Can’t read signals like a map yeah  
(Fuck it)
We in touch but I’m losing it so fast
Drippin blood cus this pressure made me snap
Outta luck but I’m fine
Why it hurting all over 

(I just don’t understand)

I’ll be fine but it feels like I’m just getting old
When we talking it feels like I’m in this vertigo 
I could die and I wouldn’t even notice 
Bitch I’m losing focus
Thinking of just holding you
Yeah I don’t what I would really do 
All this loving got me so confused
All this loving got me seasick
Let me get a breather
I just wanna see you 

Talk the way you do to me
I’ll be fine with you here
Only giving love and all this ecstasy
I’ve been dying to feel 
Maybe I’m crazy and still losing conscious 
What If I said this was all just some nonsense I made up
I would say I didn’t mean it
But I couldn’t guarantee it

I remember talking all this out at the corner to your house 
All the words that you’d say
You don’t know no love and got some doubts
Thinking we could work it out 
But it’s fine bae
You don’t wanna fight that 
I keep fucking up guess the consequences bite back 
You keep showing love and my jealousy don’t  like that 
You know me so well
Breaking my composure you bringing new hell, why you do that?

I tried being positive 
You taking all my peace of mind 
You taking all my oxygen 
Take it one day at a time no extra 
I can’t do that no 
I don’t want hurt anymore 
I take it personal cause I’m fed up 

If you don’t want no love 
Then I don’t gotta follow you through it 
Yeah you tore me apart and now you tryna call like I’m stupid 
Wanted war from the start
Must be some miscommunication that shit worse for my heart 
That shit dont work for my heart 

Cause I just 
Miss the way that you talked to me 
Got me in my head
You saying words you don’t mean

(I know too much)

All for nothing 
I’ve been really trapped in my head with assumptions 
I can’t seem to get any rest 
I feel nothing real 
I feel something here 
And I can tell you the truth
And I just really wanna hold onto you 
And all this bullshit got me just so confused 
All this loving got me seasick
Let me get a breather
I just wanna see you 

Talk the way you do to me
I’ll be fine with you here
Only giving love and all this ecstasy
I’ve been dying to feel 
Maybe I’m crazy and still losing conscious 
What If I said this was all just some nonsense I made up
I would say I didn’t mean it
But I couldn’t guarantee it

stuck with you w/ 4cf

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lyrics:
I don’t know how I can keep a straight face
Don’t hold onto things I’d always say that we’d do
I’m getting tired of you 
But not the way that you move 
I guess I’m trying to prove it 

I burn through all my time 
And I can’t take it 
Hurt you but I really wanna break your fall 
Curfews but we always gonna fake it
I just wanna talk to you now 

You and me
Feels like I’ll never let you go 
I don’t understand who i'd be cus 
I’ll be too emotional yeah
Not approachable 

I hope that when we always talk you’ll remember me
I hope I’m staying in your thoughts
Just a memory 
Yeah I care whether or not you a remedy
Honestly I’m never getting caught up
Never gonna talk like we just used to do 
Acting like it’s alright
But I’ve been a fool
Love it when we touching
Always comes in two 
Baby yeah it’s alright here
Yeah it’s all right here yeah
 
Bold assumption
I’ve been tryna fuck with a vision 
Had enough of 
All this stupid shit I’ve been living 
What you do that for 
What you do that for 
Yeah
Out of touch 
But I don’t really mind

All this working got me tied up
Calling me a liar
Maybe there’s just something to prove
Said there’s something we desire
But there’s no providers
What you gonna do about it
When you mood watching 
Been a sucker for you

Don’t lie I been actin the same
Treating me so differently 
Don’t know my own name no more
What a shame i'm sure
Oh you
Oh you

You and me
Feels like I’ll never let you go 
I don’t understand who i'd be cus 
I’ll be too emotional yeah
Not approachable 

I hope that when we always talk you’ll remember me
I hope I’m staying in your thoughts
Just a memory 
Yeah I care whether or not you a remedy
Honestly I’m never getting caught up
Never gonna talk like we just used to do 
Acting like it’s alright
But I’ve been a fool
Love it when we touching
Always comes in two 
Baby yeah it’s alright here
Yeah it’s all right here yeah

remedy (joshwa + will rhead)

put all that shit to the side 
it’s only us in the moment 
we argue and fight 
like is it even important 
just stay for the night 
cus i’ll be gone by tomorrow 
it isn’t alright but let’s pretend that it’s fine 

let’s just pretend it’s okay 
cus honestly i'm so tired 
it’s been a hell of a day
these addys still got me wired 
and i can overlook it all but your honesty's required
you can say just what you want but you know you’re in denial 
I haven’t felt this way in 
soooo long 
and I can’t lie to you I’m 
so doneee
you can hide it but the truth always comes out 
so say goodbye cause I'll be gone by sundown

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

dominican fike

mastered by yaki

(will rhead ydkm goodbyex2002 cybertrash)

hang tight w/ vaeo

<3
prod joshwa and me

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I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

lyrics :

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

and i'm sorry that i'm so impatient
i'm not trying to keep you waiting
(waiting)
and i don't know why but everybody is telling me i changed
they be acting weird around me like i'm crazy or insane
yea they're trying to bring me down they want to see me suffocate
i don't need anymore trouble in my life so stay away

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

flawless

Joon

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