(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmm
mmmm
mmmmmmm
mmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

<3   💥🔫
prod. me
@1kidsora 
you da best

bad(feat. kid sora)

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

(p. rodmadeit & endie )

lyrics:
tell me what you waiting for
only time can tell
so you don't have to say no more
baby watch your step
do not want to fall again
down to the floor
the stars turned dull
but I just can't let them go away
I know why
and im sorry I just couldn't
end it off this way
you don't know me
not the old me anymore
you don't know me
you don't know me at all
I know why
and now you're waiting for the day
you can tell me im wrong
I KNOW WHY

criticized by the internet
and ill take it
cause their numbers are worth
way more than they should be
and honestly
I cannot breathe right now
tell me what the fuck you want me to be
why you coming at my throat
like you wanting me dead, why now
I'll burn out
I'll come back just to take you down
fess up
told me that you knew what you were doing
but im head up
wish I fucking knew what I was doing
but I've held up
out of damn luck
with this re: love
came back in my life
but I didn't know this was set up

know us
just don't let me grow up
I'll watch the leaves as they fall
know you'll just oppose
hold up

promise you'll forget who you were before

put all that shit to the side 
it’s only us in the moment 
we argue and fight 
like is it even important 
just stay for the night 
cus i’ll be gone by tomorrow 
it isn’t alright but let’s pretend that it’s fine 

let’s just pretend it’s okay 
cus honestly i'm so tired 
it’s been a hell of a day
these addys still got me wired 
and i can overlook it all but your honesty's required
you can say just what you want but you know you’re in denial 
I haven’t felt this way in 
soooo long 
and I can’t lie to you I’m 
so doneee
you can hide it but the truth always comes out 
so say goodbye cause I'll be gone by sundown

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

prod by @saiwai
mix/master by @lyrahhs
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lyrics: 
@lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
im not ready for love, but its okay
time move slow but we can make it faster
ur ex man still want you back
but we gone leave em in the past tense
and i know 
that you know
this is never what we wanted
and i know
that you know
this shit was gone happen

@lyrahhs
you walked out
i hope now that your missing me
cause i just want you to know
i moved down, too now, to the city 
and i am ditching my phone

we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
i find it funny you gone call me on the late night
side piece now but this coulda been a date night
lemme know does ur man got his cake right?
big bag on me, i aint flexin for no reason
DOA i think im heading off the deep end
my trust is all gone, i got nothing to believe in
you gone party like every damn weekend
went behind my back i fell in love with a demon

@dpf617 & @lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

stream everywhere!

ready for love w/ lyrah (sai)

thanku4everything
fun lil pop song prod @siemspark + @fortuneswan

im thankful for every one of u

lyrics

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

wait till ur right here by my side
when im with u i feel alive
i cannot stand to see u cry
(cryyyyy)

but you!
been playing with my heart for a minute now
been running it up, i wanna finish now
oh without you im never fking proud

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

outro singing

slowed n reverb ending

done.
ty4e (soon)

dancefloor (siem spark + fortuneswan)

known you so long i wont fall for your tricks
i thought i was done now im all in the mix
you want to come along im not falling for this
at least not this time, cus i know better
but it's hard when youre so damn close to her
left a mark and i think i need to sober up 
already told you i dont want to open up

and i think i know why i cant sleep at night
trying to forget her but shes on my mind
know its for the better but its still not right

so you can say what you want
i know its all talk
i dont give a fuck im not answering your calls
want to take it back, youre so upset
i dont give a fuck you deserve what you get

did you think i wouldnt notice?
ive been here the whole time and you know this 
as of late ive been losing my focus
and now it's over, tell me what your motive was
i know it hurts and it's so damn tough
i dont want to talk cus youre so damn drunk
i know you think you can call my bluff, but baby im done

deserved (prod. pieper)

She knows this song is about her <3

https://www.instagram.com/sinistermik3y/

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

jayya

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