here we go again (prod. zuubek)

@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

put all that shit to the side 
it’s only us in the moment 
we argue and fight 
like is it even important 
just stay for the night 
cus i’ll be gone by tomorrow 
it isn’t alright but let’s pretend that it’s fine 

let’s just pretend it’s okay 
cus honestly i'm so tired 
it’s been a hell of a day
these addys still got me wired 
and i can overlook it all but your honesty's required
you can say just what you want but you know you’re in denial 
I haven’t felt this way in 
soooo long 
and I can’t lie to you I’m 
so doneee
you can hide it but the truth always comes out 
so say goodbye cause I'll be gone by sundown

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

dont wanna fight
can you give me a minute
i've been running in circles
and I’m trying not to give in
you can’t just hear me out no you never wanna listen
you paint me so bad I’ve been feeling like the villain

if i knew what i knew right now
would i lose it again somehow
guess it’s too late to stay
and i’m too late to change
and i knew you would say that i
fucked up and i know i’m not good enough
talk so much so from now on I’ll be shutting up
doing too much needa take it down a notch
I know you love to watch

I know you love to watch your plans unfold
thinkin that you got it all under control
you try to hide it like you think i don’t know
i just keep it quiet i don’t really want to show
bc i don’t wanna

villain (prod. maskedman)

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

@jayya1k

(killnord)
you look so bad i’m into you 
i wish you felt the same i do 
don’t need that much, i’ll wait for you
i can’t escape the way you move
it’s not about me, it’s all about you
can’t reach your heart, is it bullet proof?
i fucking hate you yes i do
i just can’t stand the way you 
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

(jayya)
you know i hate when you lie to me
but i can’t overlook it girl you know that’s the pride in me
it’s been this way for weeks so it comes no surprise to me 
i shut myself off once again and deal with it privately 
i hate the way you always get what u want 
always put up a front 
i’m so tired of all the fighting can we just make up
i’m so tired of all the fighting i think we need to break up 
it’s been way too long

(killnord)
i swear you look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

spotify

so bad feat. jayya (okayjml)

prod. xvn

sadchill amv: youtube.com/watch?v=8rp9l4zyNX4

@zephyrcove

lyrics

@1toge

Baby come on and use your words 
Cause our communication is lacking
How could have we let this happen
Oh la la la uh bby are you in denial
I swear its gon take awhile
So whats the need for these ties

Oh baby im over the edge
I cant feel so low over the edge
Cause i dont wanna feel no more
I dont wanna feel no more
If i come give you my attention
I expect you to catch me if i fall

@riensu

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

I've had enough
Can't do anything right
But I don't wanna be alone
Maybe it's what I deserve
I dont know what you heard
Know I always put you first

And now you put your heart in a vault
You're puttin up all your walls
All your feelings dissolved
Can you still hear me
Terrified
Of what happens tonight

@1toge

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

oh what a shame w/ riensu

mixed @oroahh & me 
Written @oroahh & me
Produced @Jonah_bru
All Plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/pieces-feat-oroah

Lyrics:
(me)
I don't wanna talk to u, girl 
I need a moment
U dictate every way that I feel
Words are so potent
What I wanna say to you, girl
I could give you the world 
But you tore me to pieces 
For no decent reason

(me)
Oh my god
I don't wanna talk bout it 
Everything I did just by your side
I don't wanna think bout it
Everytime, i do feelings i die
Just too hard for you to really try
Give a lil bit of love
Give a lil bit of -ooh

(roah)
This feeling
It's leaving
I don't know how to stop
Can you feel it 
You do not need it
Baby, could you stop
We aint really have to hold it down
We just have to really focus now 
Speak up before goes, going south
oh don't shut your mouth
told you, and I told her
I got big chips on my shoulder
And they keep growing as im older
Keep showing as I hold you tight
I don't really wanna speak tonight
I just really want you out my sight
I don't think that we could do this right
I don't wanna talk girl just decide

pieces w/ roah (jonah.bru)

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus