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Pain And Sorrow

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roxas + kiryano - feel it (waifu & 4am) #7s

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

Original song "low" written by Days to Waste
Produced by Days to Waste 
co produced by sadeyes
featuring vocals by Lil Xtra

Lyrics:
Dont tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
This room gets darker and darker
(This room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Yeah, I've been away some time, I don't wanna fall asleep alone so I'll stay awake
(Stay awake)
Yeah, don't wanna leave, I wanna stay. But I've been living all my life like a runaway, I'll be okay.
(I'll be okay)
Started breaking down all the nights we found all the colors in this place, but I guess you couldn't wait.

So don't tell me it's over I'm sinking lower and lower my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
My breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
I'm trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

And I miss you in my mentions
These days we're burning our bridges
My thoughts get darker and darker
Don't think I'll last too much longer, yeah
But if you still care
Tell me before I sink to the bottom
If you won't be there
Just let me fall like leaves in the autum

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
(My breath gets shorter and shorter)
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker
(My room gets darker and darker)

Don't tell me it's over 
I'm sinking lower and lower 
my breath gets shorter and shorter
Im trying harder and harder 
I'm thinking I should just call her
My room gets darker and darker

low (feat. Lil Xtra)

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

lyrics:

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

Back in his birthplace
Everything change so fast when u miss it all
And all of it in the worst way
We cannot have nice things all because of y’all
I could tell it wouldn’t stop eating ya
She good now but u dont really mean it ya
Sickle shape words keep bleeding ya
Gimme that pain I need it ya
Split my head I felt my body kick under the armour
Every time I felt the damage made it so it dont hurt
Pull me closer
Show me how u comfort
Its a front I know Its a cover
Big ol bag in the bank but a cool stack with me in my jeans when walking around
I dont have time to be friends but she hit me 12:30 on some what are u doing right now
This sight make anybody cry could u see into the hole in the brick wall right around 9 light rips thru the air space everybody wiped from the earth when hopeless Life still grows from the dirt
Were back by tomorrow and hell bent yea
The earth will wipe the sorrow from my head yea
Crack me open 
Could u Break the crust
I need real emotion
I need someone I could trust

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

5 (sorrow bringer)

anything + emotionals (emo)

fast life

fast life (feat. guccihighwaters)

ma bestie ma bestie


prod. masto
art by nate

bestie

MUSIC VIDEO- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBXtMc4nxEs

b2nny - Elvis (SoljaBrat remix)

b2nny - Elvis (SojaBrat remix)

One
Two
Three
Uh
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
We're we close?
We we’re like the most
Don't get too close
Wanna be alone
I would change it for you
Go through changes for you
Some think it's not normal
But I would do it for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
Swing
Kick
Flip
Ship
Something random
Do whatever
Do something random
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
I know I shouldn’t for you
Take a bullet for you
I know I shouldn’t for you
Take a bullet for you

for you

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/rTk_wNEijgk

i made this song today. happy easter.


prod. alex cheyz

iran

put all that shit to the side 
it’s only us in the moment 
we argue and fight 
like is it even important 
just stay for the night 
cus i’ll be gone by tomorrow 
it isn’t alright but let’s pretend that it’s fine 

let’s just pretend it’s okay 
cus honestly i'm so tired 
it’s been a hell of a day
these addys still got me wired 
and i can overlook it all but your honesty's required
you can say just what you want but you know you’re in denial 
I haven’t felt this way in 
soooo long 
and I can’t lie to you I’m 
so doneee
you can hide it but the truth always comes out 
so say goodbye cause I'll be gone by sundown

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

fantasizing (lovbug sg37)

lyrics:

kick me punch me
what I'm spose do to make you love me
I cant blame you
I wouldn't love me
and I'm way too fussy
I could barely walk out the house with the shit I put on this morning
5am she's still snoring

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

cross eyed
I wanna help you but I don't know how
I wanna hold you you said not right now
I say I love you and you shut me down
i cant tell you why I still reach out
do you believe that I mean it though
said you're bad shit crazy I don't mean it though
to this meeting I propose a toast
to neglecting those that we might need the most
and I'm sorry for drowning out what I need to hear
I cant picture what I looked like yesterday
let alone what I look like last year
I feel horrible
I suppose it all settles down
vital signs back to normal ground
cigarettes in this wet crowd
late night at the lost and found
I can bike back in streetlights
I could stay as long as you like
curled up in the back room
I wont fold we can tell them lies
go to sleep baby I swear I'll be beside you
you can trust everything stay between us two
I believe we can make it through this monsoon
if you find yourself ensnared just know I got you

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

pretend it's fine (prod. joshwa)

jayya