underrated ass song man keep up the amazing work

this song be a t r i p, damn i love when people add little details to their songs. keep it upp, this amazing. 

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(Lij)
I’m off the top just like a confiscated hat
Just heard that she a thing you know I’m oscillating that
I wanna push my merch but what’s the cost of making that
We all know that I’m still hurt 
But got the sauce I’m thinking that 
I starve myself like a fucking vegan
I’m avoiding saying dumb shit 
Avoiding something cheesy
No car or cell ton of beats 
I’m watching key and peele off the road hear that shit I’m barely breathing 
I get it I spend it man it’s funds through the penny keep forgetting I’m petty I’m having fun like confetti 
Don’t sweat it don’t fret it Just give me credit where it’s due
Shits upsetting I’m regretting never fucking round with you
But 
I guess it wasn’t all bad
It was just a fall man
I prepared it all, man
Put yourself in my shoes
Get yourself a nice view
People tend to grow up and change but I admit that I do and
Now I’m stuck in bed 
I’m missing friends im listing them so innocent tried fixing them I can’t invest
Anymore time sick of these lies oh oh
You’re like novacane, novacane

(rated r)
Watch me on some tv life,
I cd wipe your meetings,
With an alcoholic beverage in my hand with your proceedings,
Bandaged wounds with cdg  
My dvd, it isn’t loaded
Friends went out to edc
I guess that was to ease the moment. 
I think I’m decently decent at art,
My features are fever it’s hot,
My water by whippin the stove,
I’m cheffin I season the plot,
Give me the the keys to the car,
Evil the needle I know 
Keep off the feed on my phone,
Steve-o, till below and let it be known,
I’m sober,
I’m overdosing with thoughts and put the beat on my shoulders 
It’s like motion of art,
I’m not too close with my ex’s 
I learn the most from my lessons,
I Never boast my emotions I think the motion is desperate 
But who I am to judge,
I’m the one with a suicidal crush
We all would fight for food but the food dividing us
That’s been using my amusement as a fuel for guiding fun
Ima do or die because 
I’m rated r never saving my apologies 
Always into women I should study gynecology 
Always ever honorably,
Always ever on her knees,
I could be her knight in shining armor or a taller shiek 
Swallow whole the smaller sheet,
I don’t know the all of me
Fallen like the Sodom while we underneath the autumn leaves 

keep yourself safe

am i a good person? w/shiloh dynasty (feat. lij)

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I got demons in my head telling me to kill myself
Demons in my head telling me to kill myself
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Always on my own
No i never had home
No I Never been in love cause im always lookin up 
But im always feelin down walking around the lonely town
Feel so damn heavy cause im stuck on the ground
Wish I could fly
Wish I could die
Wish everyone could be happy and I 
Get the demons out my head
Oh My oh my
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Never had time to love anybody 
When im looking in the mirror yeah i think its kinda funny
Looking so sad, looking so bad, demons screaming in my head making me mad
Where can I go if I don’t have anything 
Except my room and my brain
Yeah im goin insane 
I cant be tamed but im a little scared cause im goin insane

demons in my head

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NEVER HAPPY

melancholy

Trust Issues

Releasing on Spotify / Apple Music on December 4th, 2019.
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Break Up? (spotify/applem)

prod. BROWN DAD (@user-995795810)

part 1:

verse 1:

in the burden of your absence 
i speak your name in past tense
you’re a shadow of my portrait 
i cant afford this distortion 

fortify what i find gorgeous 
seeing souls escape from corpses
i see them interact remorseless 
no one left to go to war with 

now the virus has gone viral
were in a crisis, no survival, lifeless, in a cycle
spending every night alone facing endless screens
they serve as a bridge between me and sacred dreams 

all and my favorite scenes, think what i created means 
i am almost free, i say i am almost free
sunrise in the distance is something i couldn’t see 
four walls that surround me, fading as i lay amongst the trees

verse 2:

i am my truest reflection in the absence of
anyone, even those i trust, that’s the irony of love 
my tongue tastes freedom in the midnight winds 
as the morning rises, is another day i fight again 

my rose has yet to blossom, my cape remains in gotham 
where i belong until i can say "i win," without "i fought him"
my soul is rotten, my deeds forgotten
amongst the carnage i’ve left is where i have fallen

don’t know where i go from here
but i know contemplation and complacency is what i fear 
so everyday i’m keeping pace
before my memory is vanished and erased 

i been in this cave for too long
the allegory is personified in song 
why am i overthinking my self portrait 
vulnerability is killing me, i can’t see through my own distortion

interlude:

i hope
we'll make
it through
the story
tonight

part 2:

verse 1:

in the burden of your absence 
i speak your name in past tense
you’re a shadow of my portrait 
i cant afford this distortion 

fortify what i find gorgeous 
seeing souls escape from corpses
i see them interact remorseless 
no one left to go to war with 

i guess it ain’t occurred to me, in the burden of eternity 
it’s burning me internally 
days the same breathe monotonous oxygen 
scattered thoughts leave my thoughtless conscious gone again

i cant seem to get a grip 
i press playback and i question who is this?
my bones feeling dense and weak, drifting the week
consumed by grief, don’t know nothing, who is me?

verse 2:

the tears scarring my face as i dig through ashes 
nothing left to scavenge, what happens after forever passes?
i recite my passage, they all seem so passive 
everyday seem more difficult to escape my mattress

what’s the point? i guess that i don’t have a choice 
i push them away, there’s loneliness i can’t avoid 
cuz i must sustain what the prophets prophesied 
engulfed in corporate corpses, the purging left me traumatized 

can’t tell if you’re changing or if
this is how you was before we met, and if it is 
when can i admit, i don’t bear the strength to forgive 
maybe at the point when i don’t bear the strength to live

nothing left to say
a soul you cannot save 
won’t recognize my face 
5 years
5 years
my tears

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burden of your absence

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im just a moment in time
// call me jordan

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