it don't stop (feat. robin's ghost) [prod. kckflp]

don’t wanna explain myself, so i never ask for help
i never vent to friends
pretend the text didn’t send 
ponder death once again

i never fantasize about death, but i wonder how this end 
tired stressing over all the money imma spend 
the money im afraid to make, the songs i ain’t create 
but if a drunk driver hit me, i supose it’s fate

i was just driving home from the court with my friends 
my thoughts plagued, considered putting down the pen
doubt consumes me, my eyes feeling droopy
don’t think my friends really knew me 

i never let them in, i think i do 
scratch my chest until it’s pink and blue 
i don’t think what i do really matters 
when faced with opportunity i would rather scatter

if my music isn’t isn’t heard by now, maybe i should let it go
though i know i would regret it though
if my time came to a close, at least i’d stop wasting it
time is value, realizing i got habits of misplacing it

the moment i started making the music i wanted was the moment that i lost them
i should return to playing possum 
my parents hate when i’m honest
i hate it too

i hate putting my soul in the open and getting nothing back 
every time i leave my cage i end up running back
fuck is up wit that 

i wish i had control
i wish i could help my friends 
can’t even help my lover
last week on the brink of eviction 
banging on the door i clasped my ears and don’t listen
my best friend fired and he pays half his family rent 
my homie sent to texas cuz his mama caught him self harming 

and i can’t do shit, my bills are paid for 
what the fuck i got this pain for?
the vessel sinking, they built me a boat
yet i still find trouble staying afloat 

i learned to conquer the moment and make the most of it 
cuz i could die tomorrow so i live with no regrets
but if i live to see my age then i will l find myself in debt
indebted to the risks i didn’t take 
the money i didn’t make 

i don’t wanna slave away

so i find myself questioning how to free myself 
how to be myself 
i don’t need yo help

put my memory on paper 
time running out sooner or later 
why prepare for the future

drown myself in shame, never reaching bliss
i dont ask for advice, i don’t need assist
imma drive into a ditch, ask you if you seeing this
cuz it’s feeling like everything i breathe is meaningless

scarred lungs

ESTHXER x H£LLR!D£R - DEVOTED IN ISOLATION
prod. NXM1NAL
Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER: https://www.instagram.com/entitywitch/
H£LLR!D£R: https://soundcloud.com/ofhellrider
https://www.instagram.com/ofhellrider/

Lyrics:

HELLRIDER:

(Verse:)
Don't be scared of dying,
I'm your lovely little siren.
Hear me sing beneath the trees,
I'm the drop of water that falls of the leaves. 
See me in hind sight,
I'm the angel in the light.
I am devoted to being the devil,
But your pretty wild eyes keep me civil.
Keep me hanging from the roof,
Or I'll be a little loose.
There's more to me than meets the eye,
I fight the urge to release your painful sigh.
See me in hind sight,
I'm the angel in the light.

ESTHXER:

(Chorus/hook:)
Sever the noose that holds me
Sever the face that blinds me
Sever the devotion that binds me
Sever the isolation that aligns me

(Verse:)
You let me out of this cage
I swear I'll show you my pain
Your face melting off my blade
I'll be reborn through the ash of my demons
I'll be reborn through the ash of my demons

Pain endures so endlessly
My voices scream, would end me please

I lay in my grave, with her bruised and blue
Tonight we lay in necromantic sin
I offer you this trocar beneath the skin

Broke outta my cage, broke the chains
Blood red eyes, you be facing demise
Blacked out, now I'm covered in glass
Shattered your soul with you in my sight's
Blood covered my vision
I'm your visionary decision
You're my vessel, ain't nobody staying hidden
In my blood you have been baptized

You're my vessel, ain't nobody staying hidden
In my blood you have been baptized

(Chorus/hook:)
Sever the noose that holds me
Sever the face that blinds me
Sever the devotion that binds me
Sever the isolation that aligns me

DEVOTED IN ISOLATION

DEVOTED IN ISOLATION Ft. H£LLR!D£R [PROD. NXM1NAL]

For the next four weeks I'll be dropping a single every friday!! This is 3 of 4

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/2wAjbfxyvkyVwdzzzGEoOx?si=nGYDksBhRU-RzMZ_GnDbNQ
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/holding-me-back-single/1661355218

beat by @alexultra75
cover art by @vinthirtytwo on twitter!
mix/master by no life

Holding Me Back

Holding Me Back (prod. Alex)

Swanimathan Wizard CHO!/Morioh Night (feat. Ra, YourFavPagan, MiMiLock & NDORO)

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SoundTr@ce x 2 Gucci x Djinn The Disciple - Spittin' (Prod. Flairis)

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@obfirm

@djinnthedisciple

@flairydairy

SPITTIN' [P. FLAIRIS]

From the depths of the Undernet: shit’s dead to me.

Stream Anywhere: 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/djdax/sister-program

Hook:
Care for you, but fuck you - that's to start it off
Undernet my residence, the garden wall
And you know I gotta leave, I'm way too high - like sayana-
They say "bitter don't get better," I'm like not at all

...not at all, said you up but not at all
Shawty's a feen, if you know what I mean, like when I touch up
Hell yeah, you should take off 'em jeans, hell yeah like I'm Usher
DarkSearch when I'm upping the beam, I'm pointing my buster

V1:
Chaos, chaos, chaos, yes, I'm choosing it
Twisted fingers, darkness, we in unison
Got a couple shooters with the foolishness
Losing, bitch? No way, bitch, I'm dark to the core, okay, no way, bitch, I'm dark to the

Sword, okay, Nebula shit my decor, okay, telling you, babe, I don't
Care when you call me as long as you call me "amor," okay, shit, it's still
Purple to the pit, purple to the pit
Can't nobody touch us, going purple to the pit

La-la-lavender the buster and it's purple for the fit, she's still
Drinking that disgusting, talking purple for the sip, they don't wanna
Breathe so I'm choking a tad 'till the face is all purple like it's Lyft, Rodrigo the 
Way that they stepping, they rocking the boots and the purple like it's Liv, I’m the girlfriend you

Needed then, I know I'm tweakin', I'm out of it - do I regret it? Well, not a bit
How niggas botting but still they not clouted yet? It don't make sense, babe, you're better than
This, who he cheated with can't match your collagen, no - who the fuck is that bih dermatologist?
Kill 'em in makeup, in fashion, in all of it, ho - what you thought? The glow ain't show, I been sayin' I

Hook

V2:
...I hear a voice calling out from the graveyard, it's saying it's talking to
Me - drive by these niggas, and hit a lil U-ey so they all know I might
Repeat - got a gravestone witcho' name, hear lies to be entertained
"Here lies a fuck nigga lame" and I tell 'em I'll end 'em: control alt

Delete - bitch, it's the virus revived, life of corruption and all this inside
He 'een notice me, send a lil' nigga to hit with that fye
...I'll put the red on his head like it's "I," like it's me, aura
Around, let the audience see, this is not a new nigga, I been the OG, yeah

Your love amounted to nothing, now look at what I'm becoming
I did a dab in Sun Valley, I'm geeking, bitch, I been about multi-bugging
You're so annoying, I'm hoping you know it; so, was I okay with that? Maybe
6 in the morning, I'm mourning, I'm DarkMessiah, summoning a new GraveBeast

Yuh - Midas touch the flux on 6 tracks: got the Devil Hand
Yuh - bitch, I'm proto to the core, your shots'll never land
Yuh - it's in the stars, my name's in stone, your shit's just set in sand
You lost to the prototype, took rockets from the better man

Yuh - I palm the planet, stir the clouds like I'm the weatherman
Yuh - they not shit, so “clear the whole shit” is the better plan
Yuh - put that laser to his chest and let it crater in
Yuh - hit you with this Justice once - we'll run the fade again

Ah, ah, new mirrors across my bed and I don't care who breaks 'em in
Put a smile on my face, tell me you won't stay with him
I'm not phased because an arc, my ex's had like 8 of them
I know you're over DJ DAX, but now this time let David in, I got

Tears across my face, might as well embrace the chains though
You changed bro, roll you up and chain on this blue flame smoke
Torches through the cemetery, chase you down with Grave Fire
Darkness all around me, please forgive me 'cause I hate y'all

How the fuck y'all hate za? Smoking on this Beast Pressure
On a "role" like Heath Ledger, I'mma let that heat press 'em
Count on me, I'll press your dog - angeltype; can't get this fly
Why the fuck you come here if you know you ain't wanna die?

Outro:
...when they say "bitter don't get better," I believe it x4

sister program

GRAVEYARD • (sharkboy + bass + archr)

Little did I know

Drake what's next  vs 21 Savage Glock in my lap

faraway worlds

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*this song was made under my old alias, Nine Callisto*

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nine callisto - back that ass up

im just a moment in time
// call me jordan

[ 砕けた肺 ]

scarred lungs

jordanisdead

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