Wrote it My Way

"Why Do I Die If You Love Me?" is an  alternative rock ballad that drifts between love and death, salvation and ruin.
A husky, restrained vocal over lo-fi indie rock textures, recalling the raw 2000s vibe of The Black Skirts or Taylor Momsen.
A love that began as heaven but ended in hell — a quiet cry that spreads in sorrow.

「날 사랑하는데 왜 내가 죽는거야?」는 사랑과 죽음, 구원과 파멸 사이에서 흔들리는 마음을 담은 얼터너티브 록 발라드입니다.
검정치마를 떠올리게 하는 인디 록 사운드, 절제된 허스키 보컬, 2000년대의 날것 같은 감성을 담았습니다.
천국이라 불리던 사랑이 끝내 지옥으로 무너지는 순간, 고요히 번져가는 절규를 노래합니다.

Why do I die if you love me? (Indie Rock Ballad_male)

Eons

Light in the Static is the closing chapter of the trilogy that began with A Tear-Stained Journal and Shadows on My Skin. Where the first two tracks lingered in confession and darkness, this one steps forward into clarity, resilience, and hope — transforming scars and shadows into strength.
Original Version
A cinematic dark-pop journey blending whispered verses with swelling, atmospheric choruses. It captures the intimate honesty of writing in a journal, while the production builds into a powerful statement of survival and self-awareness. Both vulnerable and uplifting, it’s the sound of learning to rise from the wreckage.
Raw Version
Stripped back and exposed, this version leans into the fragility of the lyrics. Sparse instrumentation keeps the focus on the vocal delivery, as if the pages of the song were being read aloud in the quiet. Every breath and every crack in the voice is left untouched, creating an unfiltered connection to the heart of the song.
At its core, Light in the Static is a song about turning pain into purpose, recognising that every scar points the way forward, and choosing to breathe, feel, and rise again.


Light in the Static (Raw)

We sleepwalk into dreams that turn into nightmares as we wake

Deep Fake

RIP to Charlie Kirk, may God watch over his family!

Carry On

The night splits open in fire. Scars of the Sky rises with rap grit, soaring vocals, and chants that shake the heavens. A dark anthem built for rebellion, survival, and stadium lights.

Scars of the Sky

Be Flower(Just Be There)

And just like that, 'Golden Light' is out in the world. ✨

Honestly, it’s a surreal feeling to have my first official single on Spotify. A massive thank you to everyone who pre-saved and has supported this journey so far.

Now that it's out, the next few days are the most important. If you enjoy the vibe, the biggest help you could give is to **save it to your library** or **add it to one of your playlists**. It truly helps my music reach new listeners.

I hope it becomes the soundtrack for your next late-night drive. Link is in my bio to listen now. Thank you again for everything. 🙏

Starlight Express - Whispers Of You

I was standin’ in the rain, hoodie soaked, heart hollow, no frontin’, no mask, just me and the storm, drained from the inside out. Ain’t no soundtrack, just the sound of water hittin’ pavement, and my thoughts spillin’ everywhere. I wasn’t cryin’, but the sky did it for me. That day, I had nothin’ left, no fight, no fire, just fumes. And still, I stood there, ‘cause sometimes you gotta let the rain hit you, let it wash off the weight, even if it don’t fix nothin’. That’s the moment this track lives in, no hook, no hype, just truth in the drizzle.

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Standin In The Rain

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Standin' In The Rain

(Chorus)
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?

(Post-chorus)
Are you not done, oh, done hurting me?

(Verse 1)
You swore I’d never see your face again,
But here you are—back to carve me open.
You want my veins to spill,
I choke on air whenever you’re near.
I thought I’d never escape your ghost,
Now all I feel is sickness when you talk.
Tell me—after tearing the skin from my heart,
How bitter is the taste of my blood?

(Pre-chorus)
You can’t stop feeding on me,
You know it’s true.
Watching me suffer
Is amusement to you.

(Chorus)
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?

(Post-chorus)
I’m bleeding, bleeding, bleeding...
Are you not done, oh not done hurting me?

(Bridge)
No, you were never holy—
You crucified me twice.
Every kiss was venom,
Every touch a knife.
Loving you’s a burial,
Six feet deep alive.

(Pre-chorus)
You can’t stop feeding on me,
You know it’s true.
Every time I shatter
It’s a game to you.
Oh, I cry again,
I bleed ’cause of you.

(Chorus)
Are you not done…?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, done hurting me?
Are you not done, Oh done hurting me? (Oh)

(Outro)
I gave you all my love,
I gave you all my life,
Even the air I breathe—
Are you not done?

Are you not done

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Standin' In The Rain

Jordan Julian Chase